BOY (*_*)

Finally he arrives. after days and weeks of anticipation... He is here. Safe n healthy.

Alhamdullilah. Sudiana selamat melahirkan SULTAN kami pada jam 3.15 ptg 28.12.2009.

Yahuuuu... oh i can easily remember your birthday darling boy because i was born on the 28th too!!!! hehehe..

but poyo eh the father... people always say its putera..but he has to emphasis its a SULTAN.. *eyesrolling*

Nonetheless, we are soooo happy!

Now Sudi..i pray that you have a speedy recovery and i can get to hug kiss and squeeze the baby really soon!!!! OMG.. cant wait to see pictures~~~~~~

Holidays

i just had a back to back holidays. FUN and FUN endless FUN and FOOD. hehe

14th Dec. OTW to Kluang Johor to be with the girls. HAPPY.
15th and 16 th Dec spent the two days with JULIE, YUNI, ACHA, to celebrate the mommy to be SUDI.. hehe

17th i was home...was asked to get ready to go to SABAH! it was the most awaited holiday this year. we have been planning for it since July.

18th - 22nd we were in Sabah 4d3n in Kundasang and 2d and 1n in KK. we had so much fun and ate wayyyy too much too..hehe.

Pixes later le ek.. i have transfer it to the laptop but hubby havent seen any of it yet.

we arrived about 1 am last nite but hubby had to work today. suddenly i miss having him 24/7 with me all the time. i certainly need that alot more..

owh cant wait for more holidays..

maybe next time we should go for a cruise..then we go back to our kampung k... the UK.hehe promise tau..

thanks ayang for the wonderful days..
looking forward to plan another trip soon..



i can never have enough of him.. i just want him to myself all the time..
now, i have just 10 more days to laze around and b lazy.. why does it have to end so fast!!????

shopping

my utmost favourite activity. its like my official favourite of all times! hehe and of all the shopping spree and sales around the year, there is one that outdo all sales and shopping spree you can ever think off...

Christmas Shopping!

its the best shopping experience ever. the best of the best deals and best of all most stores offer gift wrapping for free.. =) even tho i buy it for myself, i will always pretend its a gift for a friend/sister/mom or whoever! ~~

yesterday, i went to KLCC. Look at the deco...gorgeous! make me feel like back in UK all over again.. I was there for just 3 hours but suprise! i didnt do much shopping except that i spend almost RM300 hahahaha... OMG. seriously i bought a gift basket at MS for RM124. then i spend for various things at Guardian and bought my body scrub from Watson and a fleece blanket. basically that about it. owh and a baby card for sudi the mommy to be. tu jek la..hhuhu penatnyer tak terkata. i did go to Sasa and check out the new eyeshadow by Kate.. but the colours are biasa2 je but i totally love the sparkles!! i didnt buy anything for Sasa but i was extremely tergoda with its free gift the stand mirror...sangat cantikkkk!! So much sexier than the one i got from Neutrogena.. huhu..

My previous christmas shopping experience..

Christmas Shopping 2006

journey

one of me+hubby favourite journey is from KL to Lumut or kawasan yang sewaktu dengannye.

hehe.. let me explain the reason why we love to travel down the old road instead of crusing down the highway.

before i get to know the perks of driving off highways, i detest it so badly because i hate long journeys. So highways are quick and relaxing. straight road and smooth drivings.

Hubby loves off highways when he is not in rush. because he can saves toll expenses, he can show off his driving skills [macam terror le kan] and more interesting scenary along the way.. and can stop along the way for many stuff.. 

for example KL-Lumut via Sabak Bernam - Kuala Selangor -Telok Intan

1st stop: jus mangga and buah2an segar dan murah.

2nd stop: Kerepek pelbagai jenis yang sedap gile and murah

3rd stop: the ultimate reason why he loves this journey.. Nira Nipah yang sejuk beku dan menyegarkan badan..

i dont really like it. but it is kindda nice. i like the ones yang not so thick and according to hubby tak power sangat. i have light tastebud. i like everything a little towards the tasteless side. so we will stop at 2 gerais, one for me and another gerai ...buy 3 bottles for hubby.

Thats why we dont mind going to Sri Manjung yesterday for Ainee's wedding.. it was just an excusse for us to go on a shopping spree..menjana ekonomi negara!! hahaha...

other fun-relaxing journey. Kuantan- Besut. Keropok lekor +Air Kelapa spree... hehe

Gorgeous people. simply gorgeous.

online.

well since i now able to stay online pr3tty regularly and i have some free time. why not do some online shopping while i am not able to shop physically at the malls. hehe..


i am not new to online shopping. infact i was the first one to start the craze of buying from ebay among the marjons back in 2005. hahaha i can still remember that black stileto that i bought from ebay for the May Ball. hehe..

Gosh it brings back memories. syiokk like getting presents everyday. hehe i admit i was obsess with ebay back then. it was like the best thing i ever found. and soon enough i hope. i will be back being the other person on the other side as a seller. remember that lollipop during the Graduation Dinner, they say that i am most likely to make a living from ebay. maybe not a living yet.. but its a start. wait till i have set it all up. i will give you the link here ok?

gosh i am so excited and scared. i am never good at all this. but i want to try. hubby encourage it and he is the one keeping me in reality. if it is up to me.. i must have gone out of the way.. hehe.

Looking forward to all things wonderful! =)

busy

i think this is the busiest year end holiday for me. i have no time to baring2 and scream BORED a thousand times and fell asleep.

its only the 2nd week but i did a thousand of things and have another million to go..

1st week
21& 22 Nov went house hunting and actually booked a house =D
23 &24 Nov went shopping with Julie. spend hundreds!! =p
25 & 26 Nov stayed home and be the good housewife hahaha
27-29th went back to Kuantan for the eid

2nd week
30 Nov hang around be lazy and surf the net all day.
1Dec [december oredi.....??!!?!?!?! =( ] be the goodhousewife plus surf the net and kemas rumah bcos MIL n FIL will be home tmrw! hahaha


5&6 Dec going to outstation weddings =)
7-13 Dec is my ONLY free week. most probably i will spend it at BTS, SOGO, KLCC owh cant wait!!!!
14-16Dec Kluang Kulai visiting the mommy to be!!! mau gosok perut bulat dia..hahaha
17th Dec prepare to go to SABAH!!
18th -22nd SABAH TRIP!!

23rd onwards...till 2nd of january.. im sure there are tonnes of things to do!


This got to be the busiest year end holiday for me... i didnt even get to read my book!

owh busy days ahead...

COMING SOON..

Pr3ttyTh1ngs by Pr3ttyCh3rry

wait for it.. =)

sucker

hahaha...im a true sucker for many things.

first im a great sucker to nice smelling shampoo, shower gel and body lotion. and i found a local brand smell as nice as Body Shop and The Natural Source but cost a fraction. local homegrown products. im loving it so much till i feel like want to buy the whole range!

BIOVALLEY

i found the product at their booth in Midvalley Exhibition Centre after me n hubby house hunting at the next door exhibition room.

i bought a strawberry shampoo n a Rosemary shower gel. SANGAT SUKA!! i will definately get the rest of the range esp the milk shower foam!! owhh cant wait.


next. im a great sucker for cheap clothes. my clothes comes from everywhere! i mean everywhere.. inc pasar malam, small boutiques, cheap shops, factory outlets etc.

and my current fav mall is Berjaya Times Square. i found tonnes and tonnes of clothes and gorgeous stuff. i used to buy shoes and bags there.. but somehow the shoes and bags fail to turn me on.. must be the season. huhu.. hope to buy a new bag really sooon. and i found a super bag shop there... i definately will drag hubby to BTS! really sooooooon.



im also a sucker for pretty shoes. i adore shoes. soo bad. i bought shoes like i buy ice creams.. my shopping outing resulting with only 2 pairs. but im happy! looking foward to buy more shoes.

ours

Yesterday, we spend aboout half a day at Midvalley house hunting. and about 5.30pm today,we paid RM2k to book a house in Selayang. after about 8months house hunting, we found one which is about 80% of our dream house look like.



we didnt have much time to hesitate or think. there is only 1 unit left for the layout that we are interested in. the rest are all sold. tho we do have other units with different layout to consider but after careful considerations of pros n cons, we liked ours best. i care more of the interior layout, hubby care of the position of the unit on the building. so we carefully consider both point of view and we are happy with the choice.



its small, its cosy, its going to be our own little crib. measuring about 1049sqf with 3 bedrooms and 2 baths. it has good size living n dining and the kitchen is not bad too... now, i should really learn about kitchen cabinet and colour scheme and layout and interior designing. hhahaha...



due completion July 2011 which gives us ample time to prepare. and about 4 months for us to fully furnish the whole house before we move in. So quite a perfect timing.

so now im going to do a little bit of window shopping online.. before i go shopping with Julie! yahooooooo...

will update again soon...now hubby ada internet oredi...=D hehehe

*dizzy*

i had the worse headache of the year for many reasons. huhu

on Sunday, the moment i sit in the car before we went to do some errands i said

me: ayang, b rasa cam tak sihat ler.. nak demam. [being the caring hubby.. he touch my forehead...]
him: ha ah ler. panas.. jom g klinik.

that last sentence, aku sedikit meragui kebaik hatian dia sebab few days before he did said 'dah lama kita tak berING' which means it has been awhile since any of us use our ING card. heh *snort*

So due to the high fever, i had a killer headache for more than 24hours.

then, today im back in school. i was still *tingtong* after the high fever that hit me.. looking at my desk the headache suddenly rises a bit and when i had to arrange the kid to their new class it went craaaaazzzzyyyyyyyyyy...huhu

then about 1.50pm hubby called. said he has to turn off the phone and surrender it to the counter as he is going off shore for 3 days!!!!!

owh suddenly i fell like im off balance. huhu.

please pray for hubby. its raining season now. pray he go and come back safely and ontime!

missing him already~~~~

update.

last week, friday, my school had our anual dinner. in swiss garden. the food was ok-ish. but my table was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too noisy and we had a good laugh. it was sooo fun.

and last week too julie came to kuantan with abang Rahim. it was good to get to see him. cos we have not met since i finished studying back in 2007.. and more it was great to be able to hang out like we used to with huda n julie! i had wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so much fun!!! heheh

but its going to be a quiet weekend this week. its Adik's last weekend before her SPM exam. besar dah adik aku..which really translate to tua dah aku!!! huhu

exam's over last week. so its a mad week this week... pulang buku text, amik buku text baru, tanda kertas, key in markah, berebut PC yang satu, printer wat hal, update buku laporan, fail peribadi, etc etc... gilo apo??? huhu...

next week is final week before the school holidays!!! yipee!! and my days are filled with lots of things to do..hehhehehe...and books to read!


owh cant wait to fly to the land below the winds =)

wrong

just plain wrong.

i have spent the last 5 minutes to find a bigger word for the title. it was and still is my own little gratification to have a one word title for every post. hehe.

a little off track.
when i have to check the online dictionary for words, it a big sign that i have not spend the last couple of months reading a good book! huhuhu

im here to tell and spill that what i did for the last couple of weeks is ethically wrong and professionally shameful.

i am a teacher.

tho i am not the most dedicated teacher in the whole world, i still want to be a damn good one.

tho it is not my choice to be a teacher, i still want to make the most of it.

tho i may not be a teacher for a long time, but i might still be..but i want to make the difference in the lives that i taught and going to teach.

thats why when i walk into the class, i expect the kids to gain something from the hour i spend for them that day. i take my job seriusly and i want to see the fruits of my labour.

i am not just happy on pay day..
but i am the most happy
when my kids already know how to read and spell correctly.
when they get good grades.
when they are in good behaviour, walk properly in lines
when they remember to switch off the fan and lights when they leave the class
when they say 'Miss Yaqin cantik la hari ni....' hehe that was just me and my ego...=p


thats the joy of being the teacher.

since April i have to teach this one class of Y3. its the last class and damn it was really hard. everytime i walk out of that class, my blood pressure and stress level rises... huhu but the timetable changes from mid July till about early October..when the class was broken up and i get to teach Y2. For a while i was happy as a bee.

but the timetable revert to the previous one and i am back again. it was really a struggle. im always mad and grumpy everytime i came out of the class...

until one day i punish 7 boys to stand in the store room while i check the rest of the class's work. while i was teaching i heard they were laughing and having a good time. immediately i know, it was not my best choice of punishment. their behaviour really struck me that i have failed to be their teacher and to the rest of the class.

i came out of the class with tears running down my cheek because i failed. i talk to a couple of colleagues. they say i should not take it too much to the heart. it is bad for me.

and so.. i decided to not to talk to them, the 7 boys, anymore. lantak ler nak blaja ke tidak ke.. nak buat keje ke, tidak ke.. up to u. i only nod or shake my head. not even eye contact. i have done more than what i can.

not right, i know. ethically and profesionally. i shoudnt but i did it anyway. im not the slightest proud of what i did and i am actually ashamed of what i did. but i did it for my sanity.

after 2 days, i have realise that by ignoring the 7 stooges, i can actually help the rest of the class. i can actually do some real teaching. teaching English to the kids.

i am more at peace now. tho i still dread going to the class, i now walk out of the class without adding a few more lines to my face and a few more inch at my waist.

but it is still WRONG.

tell me how i can make it right again? tell me how i can be a better teacher?

blessing

i copied this from a blog i secretly read.. i take it as a blessing as now is a hard time. this is what we really need at the moment. Thanks to whoever decides to share this.


DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?


During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, 'How do I know if I married the right person?'

Received a forwarded email from a friend of mine. Try to comprehend it and you'll learn to love with an open heart =)

I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, 'It depends. Is that your husband?'In all seriousness, she answered 'How do you know?'

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse/partner. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked theiridiosyncrasies (unconventional behavior/habit).

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called 'falling' in love... Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, 'I was swept off my feet.' Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.

But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement) of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you thinkabout your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, 'Did I marry the right person?' And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lieswithin it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someoneelse.

You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression 'the labor of love.'Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can 'make' love.

Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'... Not just a feeling.

happy anniversary

25th of October 2008.

the day our love was made official. it has been a year now. nothing much has change but being apart has certainly tested our love and patience.

truely, this day should be celebrated. however, on the 25th..my school had Sports Day and due to that he made plans to change his brake disc. huhu.. the car get to spend more time with him! =(

we didnt even get to plan anything special. just on the 24th October after Maghrib prayers we perform solat hajat together and pray for our future together.

hopefully, things will get better. future anniversary will be celebrated with joy, happiness and quality time together.

i just want you to myself for a while.

true.

Baby i love you , and I'll never let you go ,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know ,
All the love we made , can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you , and I'll never let you go ,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know ,
The love we made , can never be erased ,
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you,
Yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until, the end , of time

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you
And I wanna have your kids
Thinkin never compares to the feeling of your kisses,
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt
In my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you
And I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

Baby i love you , and I'll never let you go,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know,
All the love we made , can never be erased ,
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you ,) and I'll never let you go ,
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know ,
The love we made , can never be erased ,
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you,
Yes I do

I'll be with you
As long as you want me to until , the end , of time

habitat

habitat is [i believe] a place where you live in the most natural place to you. lets check..

Wikipedia said: A habitat (which is Latin for "it inhabits") is an ecological or environmental area that is inhabited by a particular animal and plant species. It is the natural environment in which an organism lives, or the physical environment that surrounds (influences and is utilized by) a species population.

ok ler. buleh le sket2. dapat ler sekerat markah. huhu


Over the weekend, hubby and i had venture back to what i must say our [mostly me] habitat. tho its not the same, barely comparable, but its the closest thing we get to living the dream again.

Welcome to

its one of our many more trips to come. At the moment, this is our little ways of spending times together. just the two of us.

about 10 am Friday 16th of Oct we head to Fraser's Hill. arrived at the Gap at about 11.45am. just missed the going up traffic. =S so we had to wait about an hour. the journey up took about 15mins. hubby does not want to miss Friday prayers so we head straight to the mosque. i get the chance to look around a little and feel the chillness. dare not to wonder to far...hehe

as soon as hubby is done we head straight to

where we are going to stay for a couple of nights. looks not very promising. but for RM 50 per nite.. who can complaint? heh

after checking in and settling down. we went out and check things out. we took a lot of pictures. here are my fav...

coolness

its very rare for him to smile like this....

with a map in our hands we start to drive around looking for things to do. i wanted to do some spa-ing. but none. no spa there. so i look forward to my original plan. to go for a picnic. and mandi air terjun. hehe. but to no avail we only found this..

the waterfall? huhu tarak jumpa! so hubby said lets try one of the trails. he wants to lepas gian hiking..huhu. so i pick one of the shorter and easier one. we dont know how easy its going to be.


so the next morning, after breakfast, we get ready and i make some packed lunch. we jalan2 to the other part of the hills...sightseeing looking at big huge banglows..then we head out to our picked trail.Kindersley trail. aku dah suspen nih..kot pengsan ke. larat ke mamat nih nak angkat aku..tskkk but it turns out to be easy peasy lemon squeezy. just 110m. aiyooo...

so we check out the others. i figured out a way we could go through 2 trails and at the end of it, we could walk through town to our car parked behind the mosque. hehe

it was okay. pretty fun. then we get our lunch and get back to our room. that evening we went driving around again.. we head out to find this...

hubby was a little upset to know that petronas has its own bungalow but we had to stay at the uncared apartment. however when we found this...

i said. its okay... i rather stay there than here.. dah le jauh... looks scary like rumah hantu.. yikes!
hahaha

but i wonder how we goverment servant could stay in one of this...

This is Rumah Persekutuan. mama said we could, just ask from Jab Perdana Menteri. Gorgeous big house..


then, we went back to our apartment and mandi2. so we could pray at the mosque. then we went to the town to take some night photos. hehe.. it was very cold. and its clearly a popular place for honeymooners..=) ye lerr sejuk2 tuh baru syok nak peluk2 kan??? hahaha..

the next morning, we had breakfast and we packed our things up.. get ready to head home. before that we took the last chance to take more photos to kill few more minutes before the gate for going down traffic is open.

looks like im pregnant.but itu hanyalah ilusi.. huhu blame the angin yang bertiup..

we took the other way home through kuala kubu bharu and rawang.. and we found this on the way...

air terjun yang tak seberapa. tapi cukup ler melepaskan gian aku nak celup kaki..huhu..


hopefully more trips as exciting as this will come. Cant wait for Sabah very soon!!

Boyfriend's Jeans

it was or still is? a trend in hollywood. i am not big on trends. many times i stick to what i like and what i have..which is not really much compare to my other girlfrens. *hoping mom would read this* hehe


but i somehow was suck in to the boyfriend's jeans trend. yesterday. tho actually, boyfriend's jeans does not mean that you wear ur boyfriend's jeans but you actually buy YOUR OWN baggy jeans. its bigger baggy cut usually for men bring the name boyfriend's jeans.

but why buy your own when you can actually wear his.. hehe

im going back to Kuantan yesterday but i did not bring any jeans. i thought i left one in KL but unfortunately i did not. korek punya korek. i found this Levis jeans. i belek belek...looks like mine. size also was mine.. [when i was in UK which translate to a smaller size..uhuk ] when i put it on.. i definately know its NOT mine. it doesnt look like mine. its hubby's. but it fits. so i ask his permission to pinjam. he said if muat pakai laa... hehe. it does!

later when we are in the car.. i said to him.. "cantik la jeans nih.. bagi kat B je lahh. Ayang bukan pakai pun!"

he was reluctant. like me, being in UK was the first time we could afford many things which one of it is Levi's Jeans. Mine all qualify to be ripped and worn for many years. but his look very brand new!

He owns a few of nice looking pair. he wears it regularly when he was in UK due to the cold weather. Now back in Malaysia, he happily puts on his baggy three-quaters everywhere. Jeans was saved for functions, kenduri, and raya.. [satu cukup aaaa..hehehe]

The one i cilok from him, he bought it in order to go dating2 with me in London before i go back to Malaysia.. so the jeans qualify to be boyfriends jeans. hehe..

Speaking of wordrobe... many of my favourite pieces are no longer fit properly..huhu. BAD!!! i know.. something must be done. people always say that the fact that i am tall does not make me look fat. but i know i am. huhu.. at least im fatter than i should be. i now hitting my maximum limit of weight.. must bring it down.. huhu.

Diet doesnt do any good for me. i dont eat that much really. Looking at my eating habits you would be suprise i weigh this much! huhu

Exercise? i bloody hate the SUN!! even the evening ones.. huhu. Padang Marjon tuh sangat la ku rindui.. isolated, equiped, serene, and gorgeous...huhu..

i used to weigh 55kg and look bloody gorgeous!

Pisa, Italy July 2006

22nd Birthday - amsterdam..

How did i gain weight?

Many reasons. i stop jogging after i injured my big toe when i was walking up the stairs. it was after the England game during the World Cup. huhu. it took about one month to baik like sedia kala.. then i went to Europe. still looking pretty. eat like a pig and jog for a day..hehe.. come back. stayed home cos no reason to go out... many reasons to be glued in front of my laptop..uhuks [chat blog etc] then this come...

took all my free time n social life... make me eat like a horse everyday.. and too tired to cook so we order. Charcoal Grill. Large Chicken Kebab with extra mayo. huhu. the rest is history.

Raya 2009

everything was in a breeze. hubby ponteng kerja 45mins in order to beat the traffic. hehehe.. about 4pm + he was already on his way into my loving arms.. *uhuk* and he arrived about 6.30pm yipee yeah yeah...

saturday was busy as a bee. hehe. all the rendang n kuah kacang. berperang dengan adam pun ye jugak.. huhu.. the little gem doesnt require much attention cos he likes to play on his own. he is sooo absorb in his own world with bumblebee n optimus prime. huhu he is just a little demanding when its bed time.. kids. at buka puasa time.. he was crying.. and screaming 'Nak be-rina!!!!' which translate to 'nak air ribena.. ' hahahaha too much of a tongue twist for him i guess.. me as the sooo penyayang auntie.. buat kan air anggur in place of air be-rina. he was satisfied.. happy as a bumblebee again. Our little plan was postponed as right after Isya' it was raining heavily as heavy as it can be!!! huhu.. soooo sad!!!

Sunday. Raya oredi!! yipeee!!! wake up early.. help mom to prepare2 a bit. makan n help hubby to get ready for raya prayers. took ages to actually get ready and make up. love my tudung to bits n pieces.. walaupun a bit susah untuk di pakai..maklum le first time lilit nih..hehe..

As usual on hari raya after prayers, we will have official salam raya. Mama usually give gift rather than duit raya. So i did the same. I bought body shop items for my mom, MIL and my SIL.. kaya ke kayap ntah..huhu..

here is what happen before it starts while waiting for the pretty princess *moi* betulkan make up and tudung dia...

as u can see.. there is a pile of gifts on the chair * kerusi kawen ku*.. adam pick the one that was really meant for him. cheeky boy! and sesi bergambar bermula. mom actually ask a profesional cameraman to come n take pictures.. hehe. owh soooo posh!! cant wait for the pictures to come!!

Gorgeous pix wasnt it. look at the darling boy.. bergaya bukan main lagi.. Aja n Adik was behind the camera.. =(

at about noon. we all went back to Pekan.. all the siblings went to take pictures at the seaside under the scorching sun! it was hot! Rush back to Kuantan as we are having a mini kenduri ala open house.. huhu which includes BBQ. so had to marinate n all.. i was thinking to actually make some coleslaw but i dont even have the time. so many people came and all was happy n merry n gay! owh it was soooooo cool. all our food are sold out! come to the end of it.. we get to balas dendam. lama jugak le tahan sabar dengar jauh2 sayup berbunyi.. iskk

eeeeeee.....BOOOOMMMM!! Fuyoooo.....! *clap clap*

eeeeeeeeeeeeee BOOOM... BOOOOMMMMM * clap clap sambil lompat2* hehehe

haaa mana tadi.. balas aaa!!!! takut aaa tuh.. aku punya cam KLCC pergghhh... hehehe

the show was ok and agak lama la jugak.. ada la beberapa das.. next time i will leave the buying to my brothers. i stick to bunga api and all.. huhu. my pick tak best langsung. buat bazir duit aku jek.. setakat bunyi *kepeh..kepeh* tak mau laaaaaaa... iskk teringat plakkk main mercun kat UK dulu..huhu syok lerrr... kalau le aku ingat nama2 dia ek..buleh kot cari.

Monday.. wake up pretty late. went back to Lanchang. did nothing but sleep due to high heat of the afternoon sun. woke up and went raya-ing at Pak Long's house. then went back straight to Kuantan. Adam dah balik to Johore.. haih~~ dont know when i can picit that comel pretty face again.. =(

Tuesday.. get ready to go back to terengganu. its his turn to berhari raya with his side.. it took some 10 hours drive all the way to Kg Raja.. huhu.. malam baru sampai.. tido jek la terus.

Wednesday..dok layan orang datang rumah.. sampai lupa nak mandi.. heh. both of us. so no complaint there. huhuhu

Thursday. went to KB for kenduri. how simple kenduri at this side of Malaysia.. it amazes me. due to the hot hot weather, on the way back i suffer a killer headache. had asked hubby to find me a refreshing air kelapa. i wanted to just buy it by the roadside.. but hubby insist of picking it straight from the pokok.. haih~~~ romantic le konon.. tapi di sebabkan terhidangnyer laksan yang sedap.. aku kira romantic le jugak..

And its already Friday.. went back to Kuantan. took a slow and relaxing journey back down the road by the seaside.. had kilos of keropok lekor and glasses of air kelapa.. yummmy!!!!

Saturday.. wake up late again! haha.. by noon, went out to run errands. then we get ready to masak2 bbq again.. had so much fun.. trying different things. had some *ka boom* leftovers.. so had a mini show.. hehe.. simpan for raya haji plakkk

Sunday. oredi? tak puas lagi bermanja2..huhu.. nak balik dah? and because of the expected heavy traffic, he wanted go back earlier.. hati tak rela.. but if he caught in the traffic for hours i will blame myself and feel bad for dayssssss... bila hubby nak balik.. mula la sakit2.. nak demam la...selsema la.. sakit kepala la.....macam2 ada..

But overall Raya was FUN!! of course all good time flew like seaside breeze.. Hope its not too late to wish everyone a

Happy Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin..

from us, with loads of Love

Redzuan and Yaqin.

haih~ esok skul dah... tak best betul.. dah le revert to the old timetable. meaning i had to face 'them' again... really???? owh... *sob sob*

My gorgeous creations!

Gorgeous creations.. hehe..

First of all... Lemon n Cheese cookies!

In second place... Honey Cornflakes cookies!

Last but not ever least:

My Famouse forever sedap Chocolate Chip Cookies

it only took almost 8 hours to complete. thanks to my tiny weenie oven!! heh!

when i was a little girl. we used to have this big and huge oven that can baked 4 dozens of cookies at one time. raya cookies baking is a breeze! we used to do pineapple tarts, almond london, conflakes madu, choc chips, chashew nut cookies, biskut suji etc etc..

now only 3 favourite cookies. the rest are all tunjuk2 cookies hehehe..

Aja n Kak Fiza are here

Joe Kak Yan and My darling Boy Adam arehere too

Hubby still in the office.. T_T

dutiful

although its almost 11 months now that i am a wife, i never really be a full time wife not even during the school holidays.



thus, i am looking forward to be one. although if one ever know who i really am, ie has live with me over a period of time should know how bloody lazy i am. hehehe and how i bloody love to sepah2 barang. =)



i am easily upset with unfamilliar environment. so i like the way they are. i like minimal change. that explain why i rarely change the layout of my room (s). and of course my definition of kemas is totally not mainstream. hehehe.



i wonder how am i going to cope with all the housework. masak, basuh kain, basuh pinggan, kemas rumah, kemas katil, lipat selimut, gosok baju, etc etc... huhu aiyok mampukah aku?? hubby is his mom's baby ie youngest child. so more or less manja nyer lebey... ~~tapi aku tetap lebih manja yek.. =P



must train him to help me doing all the stuff i dont like. ie jemur kain and lipat kain.. wohoohooo..

now really looking forward to own a house. huhu.. friends has been asking if me+hubby nak wat open house this raya.. i would just answer..

"kita takdak rumah... kreta ada la..open car buleh?" sambil wat muka seposen

"pergh ala2 car-boot laaa.." heh.. ada plakk makhluk Allah nih.. aku sekeh baru tau

so nowadays, whenever we drive around in KL, instead of paying attention to hubby, my eyes wander looking for our future crib. pantang nampak papan tanda. hehe..

its an endless n tiring process. but i must learn to be patient. the time will come when i can handle the responsibilities n pressure.

my wiken jalan2 was fun n sad in different ways. will blog about it soon. ~~

old stuff~~

just want to keep this in mind. found it in my inbox while searching for something else.

Ahad, 22 April 2007

Ke hadapan dindaku yang dikasihi,


dengan perutusan elektronik ini kanda lampirkan tugasan kanda. kanda harap dapatlah adinda memeriksa mana2 yang patut. Kanda tak sabar untuk pulnag menemui adindaku yang sangat, .... ,sangat dichintai. sekian. wasalam

Yang merinduimu ,
Redzuan



he can be very funny n cute at times. haih~~ im in love!

Laychee Kang Panas

biasa la.. bila dah bergelar isteri, maka akan berusahalah menyediakan juadah kegemaran suami..

betul?

saya juga begitu walaupun saya ada sedikit angin hanya suka masak yang saya suka makan.. wakakaka...

namun begitu hubby sangat la suka laychee kang panas. saya suka yang sejuk =P

sudah 2 kali kami ke penang wat trip makan2, 2 kali itu juga kami makan di satu tempat itu - nama sudah lupa, meaning kena pegi lagi very soon - untuk menikmati makanan kegemaran saya iaitu pasembor.. yummmmmyyyy

setiap dua kali itu juga suami saya akan mengorder laychee kang panas..

'sangat sedap katanyerrr. teramatla sedap... sehingga yang paling sedap sekali kat Malaysia nih.. ' begitulah kesedapannyer.. kata dia la..saya rasa normal je. =p

maka sempena bulan puasa ini, banyaklah di jual air laychee kang di pasar2 ramadhan. maka tatkala hubby berbuka bersama saya.. air itu akan terhidanglah..

'sedap tak?' saya tanya

'sedap yang kat penang lagi' dia kata

owh baiklah.. dia suka yang tu juga..

tapi dia tak tau... saya punya plan B. akan ku tuntut ilmu membuat air laychee kang panas sehingga menjadi kegilaan suamiku hehehehe

dia takkan ingat dah laychee kang mamak penang tuh lagi!

Bahan2 membuat laychee kang panas.

*boleh dibeli di kedai ubat cina. alos yang jual ginseng2 tuh..*

cara2 memasaknya (di import dari internet) :
Rebus kurma merah, cendawan putih dan barli hingga empuk.
Bila empuk masukkan gula batu mengikut rasa dan halwa kundur.
boleh tambah air jika air dah berkurangan dan rasa agak manis.
Sementara tu rendam kembang semangkuk dalam air panas hingga kembang.
rendam juga biji selasih dalam air panas/sejuk.
Angkat rebusan kurma dan masukkan kembang semangkuk yang telah kembang di dalam mangkuk (hehehehe) serta biji selasih.
kalau nak tambah lagi bahan2nya, boleh masukkan laici dalam tin atau nata de coco.
Ada orang suka bubuh kacang goreng ke kismis ke, ikut kreativiti masing2 lah
Sedap diminum suam2 dan amat menyegarkan badan setelah meminumnya....
Silalah cuba lebih2 lagi untuk bulan puasa.

bahan asas cuma RM5sepeket - kat kedai cina yang aku beli tuh le. kat Giant pun ada juga. owh buleh di tambah pelbagai aksesori (buah kembang semangkuk, snow fungus, kacang, halwa kundur, red dates, cincau, etc etc ) lain mengikut selera..

nanti bila dah jadi laychee kang cap pr3ttych3rry akan ku uploadkan di sini..

buat sementara itu.. nikmati la my latest creation : cupcake oren

comey macam aku kan?? hehe...

i have got a feeling.

u know that song

i have got a feeling
that tonite is going to be a good good nite

well u see, every thursday, i will drive my sister to her tution class before i go to mine. during the short ride, we will listen to our fav radio channel which always plays this song. week after week it keeps on playing the song while we are on our way to class.

now it gets up to my nerves. seriusly they play it way toooooo often till it irritates me to the max. please la...now it stuck in my head.

even hubby now like to sing it which he did to irritate me.. he loves doing it all the time!

i need my life back!

past present and future

ok past..

i have been reading a few bride-to-be blog. they write about all their preparation and steps in making their dream wedding. how i wish i had done that. unfortunately i was deep in the jungle when all that happen. haih.. those were the past.. still i had an awesome wedding. i love every part of it.. except the part i didnt have my baju kawen till 10days before the actual wedding! hahaha.. still those were memorable. Tho i didnt hire any big names like those brides to be im still proud of my wedding and im happy about it.. just a little sad i didnt get to mortalised it here in my darling blog... but i manage to squeeze in a review. click HERE to read more.



present..

this year will be the first time puasa and raya as a wife. agak berdebar juga. but so far so good. hubby just want to eat cereal for sahur. *Alhamdullilah* Semoga ia berkekalan selama lamanya.. hahaha...as for buka puasa. he didnt request for anything. he just happily sumbat anything his mommy cook! i just tolong2 sibuk.

yesterday, we went buka puasa at KLCC. at Dome's to be exact. i had club sandwich ~super delish~ while hubby had chicken n mushroom pie. sory no pixes of food. bloody hungry and tired from shopping2 around the mall. i went out about 3pm. wish i get out earlier cos i didnt get to shop that much =( i couldnt do any shopping with anyone else but Julie.. [Jules...jom shopping raya!] But i teman hubby to buy books at kino cos now he is an avid reader *eyes rolling*. hubby also beli baju kerja n we spot half price three-quaters shorts. n hubby bought it..


However, i manage to spend RM160+ at my current favourite skin care range. The Skin Food. i started to buy them around June 08 that was when i ran out my clinique DDMG. since then im hooked! i bought alot already..now using the 3rd bottle of my moisturiser. they have loyalty card. 1 stamp for each RM20. but so far i havent redeemed anything. collectively i could have redeemed the highest tier. but bcos i bought my supply from different outlet, i now own 3 loyalty card. Looking forward to get more stuff...the food for the skin.. =)

latest addition plus currently owned.. more at home in Kuantan =p

2 out 3 loyalty cards. enterframe: my latest lip gloss.

unfortunately in order to get most of it.. try to buy from the same outlet.

Future.

im torn...

i have been looking forward to actually b a full time 24/7 wife as oppose to my current title as wiken wife. tho most likely we will be staying at my in-laws place for a while till we get our own place, i dont really mind. at least i can skip the i-hate-this-part that i had to go thru most week. and i might get to see more of Julie rather than just once in every 2 months. =)





in order to do all that i have to request to be transfered to KL.







but i kind of like my school now. i actually enjoy teaching my kids. i like the teachers n im getting used to everything. transfering to KL doesnt just mean i had to leave all that..but i dont really fancy the idea of going to a school i might not like, like i the one i had last time. while i may not have to teach how to spell apple for the whole week or cry myself to sleep for the first month, the amount of work potrayed by Julie is scaring me.. or the teachers. i might not like them as much i like mine now.







but im too scared to actually mention this to hubby. =( takut dia kecik ati.. huhu.








ps: i could say this post is a tribute to Julie =p hahahaha... Jom Shopping oi..

time flies...

a couple of days ago a close friend of mine gave birth to a baby girl. she is the first person i made friends with on the first day in IPBA. it was loooooooooooooong ago. 7 years to be exact.



we become friends and have fun.. eventually flew to dreamland together. have so much more fun and grew up together. flew back to homeland. still have fun together. venture to adulthood and working world.



now we have found our other half. get married. and she is now a mom.



the moment i get the news. i never thought that is how im going to feel. its a mixed feeling. im happy excited scared and everything in between. i told my colleague and she just said.. ' tu baru anak orang.. belum anak sendiri' and they keep on feeding me with more stories.. [side tracked]



the whole point is.. it seems yesterday, only yesterday we berguling2 kat padang while watching the clouds. or star gazing. we even hand in our [then other half] Mr. D together. fun wasn't it?



but hey.. motherhood will be packed with different kind of fun!



yes. im still holding on to my fond memories back in the dreamland. i refuse to let it be gone from my heart. perhaps that is why i think time flew tooo fast... way too fast..





Hubby balik lambat today T_T

colourful weekend~

i went back to KL last weekend.



Friday, adik's school tutup cos of the H1N1 case. so i dont have to drive all the way thru town and pick her up for a week! yipee.. so far, she shows no sign of getting sick.. makin sihat dok rumah makan sedap adalerr...~~~ So i get on the bus at 3.30pm. hubby promise to balik on time so he can pick me up..since he is bloody busy, i decided not to kacau him till 5pm. just texting him telling where i am. not expecting any reply just want him to balik on time!!!!



5.30pm he is still in the office. =(



6pm still in the office. =((



6.40pm just getting out of the office. and the journey will take about an hour. *marah oredi*



7.00pm i arrived in Gombak. mama pick me up. *super mad at him oredi*



i went straight up to our room to freshen up. i saw my birthday card on the bed. written with gorgeous thoughtful words *sedikit sejuk*



7.40pm hubby arrived home *i am not talking to u heh... * so he had to pujuk me. kesian jugak.. not that he wanted to get back home late. but he was stucked with some work. so turun la jugak with him.. tapi hati masih sakit....huhuhu



but hubby brought home a cake.. my birthday cake. *sedikit okey*



The cake is yummy.



had dinner. then lepak2 while tgk tv with him. =)



Got up to the room. felt really tired. baring2.. and fell asleep like a baby till morning. tak sedar apa pun.



the next day, we spring clean the room.. as usual i will scrub the toilet till it sparkles and u can see ur reflection! and hubby will be tak sabar to rasmi his newly squeky cleaned toilet...

it started as tak sengaja.. one time as soon as i finished cleaning it up.. he shoo-d me out and do his business.. and i bang-ed on the door asking him to do his business somewhere else.. heh

he was laughing. loudly... and now he always do that.. he even teased me asking..

'B tak siap lagi ke? Kalau tak siap lagi.. ayang leh tunggu.. ' with his notty face. keji kan?




>>>> last tuesday, me n my sis caught high fever. now both of us batuk2. papa was just warded on sunday till yesterday. mama went back to KL with hubby last sunday. and this week she had to take taxi to and back from HKL. =( hopefully things will get better this weekend. 10days to go to puasa.. i didnt get to warm-up! huhuhu..

my birthday present.

hmmm...lets see yesterday,

i have girlfrens wishing me happy birthday. =)

i get pressies from mom and my kiddies. =)

it was a happy day overall..

but i dont get a gorgeous cokelat cake like i used last time...

here are some of the most gorgeous birthdays

here and
here and
here

the ones i had when i was surrounded by gorgeous friends.. to be honest my 22nd was the best! i celebrate it in Amsterdam and had a series of birthday celebrations with lots of people at different times. =) all the way till 1st of september. [still remember it was the first date with now hubby..hahaha.. went picnic in St James garden... bloody romantic ok? *blush* ] haih ~~~it was gorgeous.


last year, i 'curi' sudi's wedding cake as my birthday cake.. sedih wasn't it? but hey.. at least i remembered your anniversary.. hahaha..

and this year was even more sad.. i don't even have a cake.. =(

and i dont even get a kiss from hubby.. had to wait till the weekend.. T_T


but at least im meeting the girls this weekend! yippeeee



all this emotion makes me craving for something delicious..

a little reminder..

The flu has spread to Kuantan. So here is some reminder to all friends and family.

a good investment now is Hand Sanitizer that u can get from drug store. It is bloody cheap. About RM 3 per small bottle that u can carry around in ur handbag and pocket. You can also carry around the wet wipes to sanitize things you touch. its cheap too.

another thing is the Mask. also bloody cheap. about RM 1 each. available in drug store too..
[P/s = drug store in Malaysia are Watson and Guardian among others.. hehe]



So for less than RM5 u can help save urself and others. Please be responsible. Here is wat i found over the internet.

The H1N1 Swine Flu can only really be confirmed with an actual lab test. And, there isn’t a 100% tell tale sign in the form that you have novel h1n1 influenza. It would be nice if your skin turned bright pink or you started oinking uncontrollably. If only we were that lucky.
It’s not close to 100%, but there is one sign that hints that an adult might have the swine flu.

Diarrhea and Vomiting.

Adults don’t normally have diarrhea with the flu. That is usually only common with kids.
Otherwise Swine Flu has the same symptoms as regular flu including:
Fever
Sore Throat
Nasal
Cough
Respiratory Problems
Body Aches

Remember, having Diarrhea and Vomiting is only an indicator. You can still have the h1n1 swine flu without these symptoms. And that also holds true for the other way around. You still might just have the regular seasonal flu accompanied with diarrhea and vomiting.

Only a lab test will confirm h1n1 flu.

Also remember this doesn’t include children. It’s not uncommon for children to have the all the swine flu type symptoms with the regular flu. And with kids it’s better to be safe then sorry, so take them to the doctor.



With the swine flu on the rise in the US and an outbreak appears to be unavoidable. You can do a lot to protect yourself and your loved ones from the swine flu. Imagine pushing shopping cart around the store. You touch it then you eat or if your a smoke your fingers touch the filter that touches your lips. Sanitize those shopping carts before your use them with wipes that are now provided at most stores. When you leave the store wash your hands or use waterless alcohol sanitizer. Just think about the money you touched too.


i just think its better be safe than sorry. if everyone is playing their part. be responsible and not be selfish, things will get better. Eat well, take care, be aware. Avoid crowds and don't get too close with alot of strangers.

May Allah protects us all and this will go away...

something to ponder

this is a song lyrics. enjoy it.


I'm not like you

I stood by you
I didn't have to
and if i knew
I'd go away..

I'm not like you
I don't backstab
My dear, u shud be better than that

Sorry if I never called and you did
and you know you don't really have to

I tried to come around you
all u really gave back was hatred

I gave u my all back then
whenever u needed me

Ur lies cut through my skin
whenever i reach for you

randomness

ok. first of all, i am bloody busy and had a killer headache last week.. thus explain [or an excuse] for a no show last week! haha... tho i had tonnes of ideas to blog about... maybe later today.. nway..

tomorrow, is the best day for you to weigh ur self cos u will be slightly lighter due to the eclipse.. heh.. =) proof??? click here Earth's gravity may drop slightly on July 22 during total solar eclipse if im wrong dont blame me eh...hehehe


throw ur weighing scale to the dumpster!

i was on leave on the 13th of July.. had to go to IPBA for some unfinished business. i didnt make any appointment as instructed by hubby due to the nature of my infamous procrastination .. thus berdebar if i won't be able to settle all the business there. my debaran had doubled up due to the registration of the new kids in town.. haha.. which programme or what cohort i didnt bother to ask. way toooo berdebar.

but im able to get all things done just a tiny bit more than an hour. which give me a huge relief!!! and i am off to our used to be 2nd home, Midvalley Megamall. for a little shopping spree... i spend almost RM300.. hubby bought a shoe for RM170. which is quite good for him as he played games on his phone while im struglling in the changing room. heh. thats why i rather shop with Julie! ~~~

but the highlight of my long weekend is on Sunday...

about 8 am we head to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf in Jalan Ampang for breakie.. almost prefect if they had the sunday paper..or i brought one along.

about 10am, we head back home and surf the internet. bought tickets to Sabah for our little gateway at the end of the year!!! yippeeeee...!!! what a gorgeous day.. and its not even noon yet.

about 2pm, mandi.. [punya la bnyk aktiviti..mandi pon blom..hehehe] pray, lunch..

about 3pm head to Damansara.. went to Giant, Kanda's house lepak2 main ngan budak2 then kacau Elvira kaler2

about 6.30pm went for dinner at JCM.. one day.. the girls must eat there! the Marmite Chicken is to die for i tell you!!!!!

about 7.30 rushed to Cineleisure... haha sudah lambat for pick up our booked ticket. watch Transformer finally!!!! it was okay. hubby loves it but i think its just okay. funny tho.

about midnite went back home.. too bad we did not bring our house key.. hubby wanted to bawak me jalan2 midnite dating but because we did not have the house key so we had to head home... =(

..but it was a great day..


ok thats all.. total randomness

My first time..

well to begin with, this isnt my first time i blog about my first time.. but i will always blog about my first time in the future.



i am married for almost 9 months now. and yet its the first time i did it. scroll down for details. for the faint of heart please leave now...

































do i get u glued on now? hehehe











you wish people....its not even remotely close. hahaha!



















today, is the first time i cook a full western/english meal for hubby. so for dinner tonite we shall have



oven baked fish with tomato and cheese sauce

my gorgeous homemade coleslaw- i make the best coleslaw. hehe

wedges and french fries



i really hope the fish is alright. its cooked. but i dont dare to try it yet..hahaha...

400th post.

i used to waste my 200th post. and i didnt even realised the previous entree was the 400th! wow.. how cool is that???

petang2 cam ni.. otak jam le. takleh pk. (@_@)

while searching the archive for my 200th post.. i found this Previous Wish List


chloe bag
lancome mascara just finished it a couple of months ago. now using DIOR! loving it!
biotherm pore refiner finished it looooooong ago.. now using something cheaper and better!
clinique happy in bloom still using it and loving it.


so as u see, im still in love with this bag. proof? last year, while i was shopping in Pavillion.. i beg [atm not-yet] hubby to have a peak at the bag. its gorgeous!!! but its like RM 7000...even after less its still cost thousands.. when will i get this bag!!!!????? it will remain one of my wish list!

im in love with you.....tralalalalala....

10 thousands things..

oh yesh.. too many things too little time..

i have a lot to tell but nothing to blog. sooo cliche'

ok lets prioritise.

work related. the usual stuff. plus folio a and folio b and for the final and last time please get rid of the students file that has been sitting on ur desk since iced age!

ok socially, at the moment. i dont have a social life. period. but that will soon to change as Julie our party/event/ everything planner has plan a soon to be gorgeous dinner!! which is going to burn a huge hole in my poket too... =( but for the girls sake. takpe la babe.. for the next 3 weeks aku puasa le.. huhu..which reminds me i havent got anything purple to wear!!

my KL wiken trip. im going to be on leave this 13th of July. yipeeeee!!! im going to KL and settle my unsettled business with ipba. mainly 3 things. my Kissim and BTN cert. My Agreement. and handing in my letter of consent so my Mr D will be able to be viewed and being the most perfect example on how not to do ur dissertation. i hope to inject some shopping as well. heh.

i want to cut my hair. short. i actually love to keep my hair long. but its such a mess. my baby fine hair demand a lot of attention. so i just want keep it short. plus it will dry quicker.

the other day when i bought some stuff. my last guilty pleasure. only after that i realise that i need to buy my moisturiser, my skin essence, my make up base and my facial wash. the very cleaver of me. huhu.. and i shall learn that i dont need a RM 40 shower cream! Guardian has it for RM 10 jekkkkk... huhuhu... T_T

and to make me feel even crappier.. last nite i read in CLEO, stress makes us release a hormone called cortisol which encourage us to retain belly fat. and stress makes me want to eat delish food. there goes the reason why i need to have a blissful life i had sometime long ago... and i shall remain unstressed for the rest of my life...

ok la enough crapping. shall continue to type my students worksheet.

quote of the day

I've sworn not to jeopardize my present just because I have an ugly past.


funny tho.

memories

out with the old and in with the new...

last weekend or rather 2 days ago.. me n hubby bought new phones. i put an s because we bought 2. one for him and one for me! his is black...mine is white.. whitish really. huhu. oh we just bought simple phones. nothing fancy or pricy.. just rm 500 each.

but what i miss of my 'extremly canggih phone' the one with 5G and no lights no more..haha.. is it has this feature of speaking clock... Every morning my alarm goes....

Its time to wake up. The time is 5.45 am.

it literary says it.. and if i snooze the clock... it will keep on saying the time.. gorgeous isnt it?
hubby loves it.. because he can track the time when he is showering in the morning. so he knows he should not spend to much time on the throne every morning.. hahaha....

haih.. the reason we bought new phones is because we had ours for a very long time. he has been using his for 3 years now.. the age of our friendship.. while i have been using mine since i was trapped deep in the jungle. that i swear i would get rid of it as soon as i get out from the jungle. and we want to make use the free video calls we are entitled to all this while. and when we could not be with each other everyday... at least i can see his face everyday..

while everything is working well... something has to spoil it.

the 3g coverage at his home is minimal... crap la..

bite me..

i have blog about how i wish i could blog like i used to. well i could but i couldnt. because before, i used to just drop everything and blog [DEAB..] now i cant. i do make the effort to get inspiration to blog daily. but when u have to juggle between teaching year 1 and year 3, registering new kid in class, another one transfering, finalising the kids marks, prepare the record book, and writing Nota Minta to the PPD..blogging has to take a back seat. how sad.. =(


its mid week. and my craziness has almost come to the edge... crazy doodle...


ohh just bite me!

wat an idiot...

here is the list of idiots today...

first of all the person in charge for posting out my credit card bills.

i have been using a credit card since im 19. and i am damn good at it.. haha.. getting better by the months.. okay enuf bout me. about mid month its time to pay the bills. since its not yet pay day. the very good me save some money to clear the bill. however the idiot always post the bill late. for example. Tarikh akhir penyata is 26th May [meaning that any buying after the date is on the next bill...weehheeee...] Tarikh Akhir Bayaran: 15th June [you swipe...you pay...=( ] BUT... tarikh terima bill: 18th June

WAT THE HECK!???? and now im going to be charge of late payment...demmit la..easy eh for them to make some quick buck... idiot..

Second idiot: the person who double park in a limited parking area..

plain stupid.. i just park behind the car. you dont care. i dont care either.

...actually sapa suruh kuar lambat. kan dah takde parking. padan muka! =p

third idiot: the driver who cut in front of me.

luckily i can act on impulse. heh. langgar bontot baru tau..

the car was in front of me. when we turn right to get into the parking area of East Coast Mall i stay on the rightest lane cos he in the middle lane. and there is no other car in all 3 lanes... but he has to quickly cut in front of me at the last second. gilo apo??? kalau aku laju tadi camne? heh..

and the forth idiot is Yours truly.

she has to spend RM 250 when she can save that money for her August treat with her gorgeous girlfrens.. She is BLOODY STUPID!

Today's guilty pleasure...

Gorgeous isnt it?

latest craving

im craving for a deeper conversation. so here is my latest fav song pick. thanks to my so-not-lil-sis for introducing Yuna to me..

Yuna Deeper Conversation


Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
let me



other Yuna songs that i crave for are Rocket, Greek Goddes, Cinta Sempurna among others..

when can we indulge into our own deeper conversation....?

kucing-nitarian

as in humanitarian.


Sunday, 31st may 2009

i had just arrived in my in laws from kuantan. it was raining so hard. and i was about to have my shower when i heard kittens voices. takut the kitten jatuh dlm longkang or something. so i opened the back balcony door. and saw the cutest thing. kesian sangat..so small, wet and shivering. i quickly call hubby. he said 'biar je lah...' heh? biar je..? so i buat muka kesian kat hubby and so he said..'pegi mandi, ayang cari kotak kat bwh...' hehehe...that is more like it....


so after shower, i found hubby with a box. in the box, ada alas surat khabar lama. ada kain tuala kecik yg lama, [aku imagine anak kucing tuh pegang towel tuh kering kan badan dia] some tissue and -im saving the best last..- a bola pingpong...'mana la tau anak kucing tuh nak main ke...' he said. comel la plakk dia nih kan.. hhuhuhu...



i dont really fancy cats. i dont touch them nor do i play with them...but when the creature looks like this..

you cant help it but being kind..

my bundle of joy...for now...=p
the fives... [im really bad with names...] blackie, snowy, ash, abu and cokelat.

and so my days are spent watching the five kittens play and berebut nak minum susu..hehe..

soooo blooody comel la....

hence i have not yet abis menanda kertas..huhu

thanks to my mother in law for lending the gojes bakul so the load doesnt seem so scary... T_T

mummies to be...

here is something for u to look forward...

=)

oh cant wait!

hidden

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?--> Yaqin

You Are Wild and Outrageous

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.

You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.


Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination.

You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



and most of it is quite true...hahaha

Drama minggu ini.

school life.

final day of the pksr 2. yipee for the kids and grunting with the teachers. i have never ever seen a pile this high to be marked!!! OMG! im drowned. discourage by the look of it. haiihhhhhh

BTW, this is what u said God's will. i was not supposed to have a slot with my class today. but i think i would rather be with them for 90mins than being with students i dont even know. so i asked to exchange with a teacher who is supposed to be baby sitting them. they are sitting for Seni paper. God knows how i cant draw. but i can colour pretty nicely. (*_*) so i joined the fun. gambar winnie the pooh jah pun...=P anyway, while i was colouring. drama drama. 2 girls came up to see me.

Najwa: Miss YaQin Nureen jumpa ni kat atas meja Auni Afiqah..
...miss yaqin yang irritated sbb budak2 ni kacau dia tgh syok mengaler pun amik la kertas tuh. potong stim betul la budak2 nih..
Miss Yaqin: ok. nanti Miss Yaqin tanya ngan Auni. Pergi duduk and wat kerja.

... on the paper was written 'kertas ni Auni Afiqah. Nureen kalau awak tak nak kawan saya, saya tumbuk mata awak... saya bunuh awak masuk neraka kubur...'

Miss Yaqin yang masih irritated pun panggil Auni...' Auni Afiqah... mari sini kejap...'

Miss Yaqin: showing the paper... and asking nicely...Auni ke yang tulis nih? kenapa Auni tulis cam ni?
Auni: bukan saya tulis... Bisyrul yang tulis.

drama drama

Miss Yaqin: kenapa Bisyrul tulis macam nih?
Auni geleng kepala. in my heart, at a glance i know it was not Auni's handwritting. i put on alot of weight on nice handwritting so i know who have problem with their handwritting. walaupun cikgu dia nyer tulisan lawa sket jek dari cakar ayam...

immediately i get up to check on Bisyrul. i compare some significant letters. i was obvious it was written by him. but being kids of course he denied. so i just warned him and the rest not to do such things ever again. i leave it at that. and the paper was gone no where to be found.


little did i know that Nureen has history of being bullied, and she is the only child and suffering some heart failure. So the mother took it such a big deal.

The mother called one of the teacher. Kak Jun inform me about Nureen's condition. but i refuse to do anything as the kids are already gone back home.

Today, the first 2 period was English. when i came in. i saw a few empty seats. one of it belongs to Nureen. I was just about to talk to the students about it when the mother came. we had to talk in front of the students. the mother said Nureen had bad dreams last nite about it. she even said that the person who wrote such things have inner problems and wanted to meet the students parents and all.

i couldnt make Bisyrul to confess. i dont know what else to do. then their former class teacher who is teaching them Maths came for her lesson. i dont know what she did or how she did it. But Bisyrul confess saying that he wrote it. because Nureen and Batrisyia always calling him names.

so there u go drama minggu ini. tomorrow. i hope final episod. either the mother malu because her child is doing such thing. or couldnt accept it.

but the thing is. apada budak2 nih... bikin teacher malu saja.. budak pandai tapi buat perangai bukan2...haihhhhh

hurt

Bottled up inside
are words i never said
the feelings that i hide
the lines you never read.

You can see it in my eyes
read it on my face
traped in side are lies
of the past i can't replace.

With memories that linger
won't seem to go away
why can't i be happier
today’s a brand new day.

Yesterdays are over
even though the hurting is not
nothing lasts forever
i must cherish what i've got.

Don't take my love for granted
for soon it will be gone
all you ever wanted
of the love you thought you'd won.

The hurt i'm feeling now
won't disappear over night
but someway, somehow
everything will turn out alright….




....in this poem i find solace in mending my hurting heart. in the past, present and hopefully not future.

broken to pieces..

sebelum aku menceritakan apa yg brokennye.. aku nak bagitahu yang hari ni aku telah sedar sesuatu yg aku rasa cam nak bagitahu kat semua orang...



....rupa2nye harga bedak muka a.k.a foundation aku tuh... adalah lebih mahal daripada tipon aku.. huhu..betapa murahnye la tipon buruk aku tuh.. dah le burok..lampu pun dah kiok... ada sesiapa ke nak sponser tipon baru kat aku...or korang ada tipon burok korang yg lebih cantik dari tipon aku sekarang.. boleh kot nak sedekah kat aku...huhu...



ok lah..tu kisah my foundation and my half broken phone..



ni kisah broken friendship, broken hearts, broken loyalty and broken trust.

the friendship started when we all came back from abroad [Jan 2007] and live in a house together. however some of us has some backdated history of bad times and good times. but the friendship went on beautifully on surface level.. so very innocent of me to think it was pure from the heart..

it started a few months back.. it was between A and B... i thought it was just a misunderstanding gone really bad. deep in my heart..i hope they would just patch it up and be friends again. but it didnt happen. so i state my stand that A and B are still my friends separately. but if i were forced to pick a side i would have to choose A. recently, C [another one of us] blog about B in discreet and code telling how B had treated her badly and betrayed her. FYI: C is my super bestfriend. she is my shopping/study/everything else in between buddy. way back then [in Jan/Feb 2007], C had told some of us that she had some bad history with B loooong ago and she wouldnt want to trust her fully and having some problem being friends with B. i fully understood. because as human, we all had made some bad decisions in our lives. and we could have forgive but it was never forgotten. which i really think it was fair enough. but nonetheless, C and B got along pretty OK in my eyes. until C said because A and B are no longer friends, C has decided there is no more reason to be friends with B. and its fine with me. i got along with B just fine too.. despite the warning i had from somebody else asking me to take care of myself when i am around B and never to tell B any secret whatsoever. and i have heard rumours about B. but being me, i couldnt be bothered about what people say. i once have been a victim when people say things that are not even true.

but recently, through sms, phonecalls, blog and a catch up session with D [another one of us too], i have found out what B has really done to C. the incident happen a few years back [before Jan 2007], but C just found our what B had done to her just recently [10 days ago]. before i really know what happen, i was thinking to just stay connected to B. but now i think, not only what B have done to C is bad because C is my super bestfriend. even if B could have done it to any other girl, i would think she is lower than life itself.

come to think of it, more than a few times i felt looked down by B because i never shop like her. all her clothes are either ZARA, TOPSHOP, or MNG or yang setaraf dengannye... all her bags are Guess or what knot... To me, my family aren't rich.. i couldnt afford any of that. So case closed. i wasn't even to keep any grudge about it. but i think B knows deep in her heart that she is lower than life herself...so she took pride in buying high end goods just to think she is higher to the rest of us who are larger than life who appreciate friendships among us girls more than life itself.

i felt so betrayed by what B have done. how could anyone do such thing to a person who she called a friend. i really felt cheated by her poker face. i didnt mean to be 'mengungkit' with what i have done for her. all her tears that i wiped. all her stories i heard. all those times and money i spend for her and with her. i felt gross to even think i have been friends with her. it hurts me.really bad.

i have choose to end all communication with B and end the so called friendship between her and me.

if B happen to read this, these are my last words to u. i couldnt even have the heart anymore to send u a text. even C still have a heart to send u a text. but not me.

B, you have broken my trust and heart with what u have done. U have destroyed my friendship, the most beautiful thing i could ever give to any girl. i no longer think and feel u deserve such beautiful thing. i love my girls as much as i love myself. B, u are no longer considered my girls.

-old skul-

im kindda old skul. well not to say im old now.. huhu hate the fact that the second digit of my age is bigger than the first one..=( but i kinda like... old ways.. old stuff.. and by that i mean traditional..



yeah rite. there are certain things i like the old way. for example my wedding..i know i know.. u are asking which part.. but i must tell u really most of it is not my decision. but i was prep up before the big day the super old way! i had to eat sireh! 5 bloody sireh.. couldnt look into the mirror 3 days which resulting of me not brushing my hair and i think i look like a lion... couldnt go out of the house for 3 days.. cannot lalu bawah ampaian kain for 3 days.. which is good so i cannot jemur kain or angkat kain! yahuuu.... had to mandi bunga 3 times a day for 3 days... cannot talk to soon to be hubby [that time laa...] for 3 days.. which is ok actually because we are pretty busy wit the wedding. so we just text like 3 times a day..hahaha... yeah yeah at that time i complain.. but i was pretty happy to be treated that way..i didnt know it was like that. its a different experience. so glad to be given the chance.



ridiculous u may think.. not to look into the mirror for 3 days! come to think of it.. im a bride to be that time.. of course im obses with the condition of my skin.. but because i cant look into the mirror. i dont know what is going on.. and im not obsessing about it.. and to mandi bunga 3 times a day for 3 days.. my hair didnt even get to dry! but i am super wangi u know!!! SUPER! i smell like flowers for a week! ohh hubby must love my smell that time.. =P



but tht was then... for future reference...



i have been secretly wishing...years ago.. someday, when the time comes for me to have a baby...after the delivery, i want to be taken care of the old skul way... like our grandma and mothers...that kind of way.. i believe there are many medical benefit and reasons for all the little things. i want to learn to take care of myself. loving myself.. rasanya la kan... ada lagi tak orang yg bleh jaga aku dgn rigid nyer mengikut tradisi lama... my mom u said? haha...dia tuh moden.. silap ari bulan dia cakap aku yg ketinggalan zaman...huhuhu.. camne tuh.. tak dapet den nak nolong nyer..huhu...

~ni blog seminggu lepas....so dah takde feel nak sambung...kita cerita bab lain je la ekk..

what do you know...

well, im sure some of u know about the online version of CLEO mag. i know its a bit childish for me to be still reading cleo..but its the only mag i can pretty much use most of the info and relate to.. i mean its nice to see all the expensive stuff in other mags. by expensive i mean few thousands bucks for a bag or shoe. but why bother when u cant afford it. so lets stick to our range..

i have been spending some times at the askcleo.com.my reading all sorts of things and questions. its gud to know that u arent the only one dealing with extra large pores, super oily skin and blackheads. i had my fair share. and i have tried a number of products.. im in constant search of products that suits me really well and i wont change it ever again. and its nice to know that i can give my 2cents worth to those who are searching for things to try while dealing with those skin problems. you see, i dont like going to the counter and ask. because all they want to do is to sell their product. so i fall back to magazines to somewhat gives a neutral point of view. sometimes i peak into what my friends are using.. but most of my friends are rather lucky to have good behaving skin.. so no luck for me there.

and i have been droping tips on the relationship sections.. wow... im NO expert in this kind of thing. yes im married. but you see... that guy im married to is the only guy i have been in a relationship.. other than him, was just friends. i mean real friends. so i dont really have alot of experience in this section but yet i can tell alot..

now i understand why people say Sharing is caring. because when u share u know a lot more.. it shows that u care about the other people u are sharing with but its actually you yourself being caring to yourself.

then again, as my girls always say, when it comes to FOOD.... sharing is NEVER caring. haih we and our food... =P