still here and...*dead*!

=( im still here...yes. i am.


you know....6 months ago, i can afford to go online without proper updated antivirus..[yeah...i know kindda suicidal gak aaa...kamikaze siot...mati darling aku ni kang....huhuu] but now, for the past 30 mins i recieve at least 12 virus/worm/trojan threat that could harm my darling laptop nih..huhu...

and due to this i shall reduce my internet activity..

*rindu nak update blog hari2

*rindu nak bukak ebay first thing in the morning

*rindu nak chat kat YM sampai tak tido semalaman..huhu
*rindu nak buzz mc woo suh bangun..
*rindu nak panggil leli makan kat rumah..
*rindu nak tanya julie ada food tak..hehehe...
*rindu nak buzz sudi for the latest gossip...kuang kuang kuangggg....
*rindu nak wat survey walaupun exam/due date assignment besok jahhhhh...

huhuhu.....wokeh aku nak naik sambung tgk cerita korea... c yaaaa!!!!

yeah u heard me right...cerita korea!!! Princess' Hour a.k.a Goong [which means Palace]

...sejak bila tah aku tgk cerita korea nih..huhu

Take me awaayyyyy....

I don’t want to be Miss Complaint. But when you are supposed to have lecture at 8am at one end of the ‘hell’ [I am 10 minutes late…my fault.] and suddenly you are told that you have briefing at the other end of the hell and we are waiting and waiting... till one lady asked us that we could go to the canteen while waiting… then we go back to the main hall and wait and wait again... till about 9.40am, we are told that the briefing is cancelled. WTF??? I just waste 2 hours of my lecture time...for nothing! Bukanler nak sangat gi lecture anyway.

Then during the waiting time we wonderfully spent together… some of the class rep decided to do some housekeeping... fine by me. So my assistant class rep go round collecting money for house shirt for the sports day on Thursday [29 March..mind you!] im sorry I couldn’t pay bcos I haven’t got my allowance which is supposed to be bank into my bank account during the 2nd week of January…and till today I still don’t know when it will be bank in… and exactly one hour later, I was told, the money collected will be returned as the t shirts could not be printed on time... ????

Anyway, I still have my assignment to submit. Can you kill me now? Can I just sleep till August? Can I just disappear right at this moment? Can someone pleaseeeeeee take me away… I obviously don’t want to be here. Or anywhere near this hell. Well so does my friends. I was once told. The only reason why we can survive this hell is bcos of FRIENDS. guyss...where art thou?

huhu...nak gi shopping to cheer up my miserable life pun takde duit...

huaaaaa...seksaan apakah ini??????!!!!!

Please…take me away...for my soul to teach our children just died. =(

*dead*

i cracked. i almost give in. i dont think i can go on like this.


this is mad. madness. ridiculous. kegilaan yang melampau. huhu. anyway. im still here.. hanging on. barely breathing. but still beating. i try my best. the best i can. at this moment. i dont think anyone should look forward attending my graduation. =(


anyway... life isnt all tears. between all those dying moments. i still have great things to say. the other day.. i was talking to my bf on the phone. then we started talking about exam oriented apa kebenda tah.. *this is wat u got when u get involved with first class students u know..T_T* mainly we agree that msian students mmg exam geared. exam oriented. yada yada.

he said: tapi kat uk sama gak kan.. diaorang pun ada exam.. diaorg pun exam oriented.
she said: mmg la..sama jek cam kita. diaorg ada gak exam. [actually diaorg ada 2 big exams in primary skool instead just UPSR equivalent]
he said: then...
she said: tapi diaorg takde exam cam kita...exam diaorg just untuk skolah tau yg students buleh baca ke tak.. blajar ke tak..bukannyer nak dpt A....
he said: ooo..so diaorg ada la test seme..but untuk cikgu nyer information jek laaa..
she said: yup lebih kurang gitu la.. so students mmg blajar sbb nak tau..

and last night it occurs to me...

....lama dah aku pk camne nak tukar exam oriented system nih..

in order to move away from the exam oriented system we have to get rid of the exams..

but to abolish the UPSR,PMR and SPM is out of the questions. its totally cannot be done. infact it is good to have these national level exams. just need some alterations to the format. all those belas2 As not good you know..

so thats left with our peperiksaan penggal satu, peperiksaan setengah tahun, peperiksaan akhir tahun...and countless countless testSSSSSS which are meant to fail us...*bad bad teachers*

i can still remember thru out my 11 years in skool, i have 3 big exams yearly..unlike some others who are very lucky to only have 2 each year...and tu blom campur trials exam and pre trial, post trial, pre upsr, pre pmr, pre spm..etc etc... hidup ku dipenuhi exams. kalau aku kumpul rm1 untuk setiap markah exam aku..mesti aku kaya dah ek??? huhu T_T

thats only a theory... which at this moment i cant prove or read up about it..

bcos i have a lesson plan to hand in on monday..

then i have to hand in an essay on issues in assessment on 3rd of april...

then i have to hand in another essay on issue in profesional development on 6th of april...

then...aaaa banyak lagi..i will keep u posted with my assingments...maybe lepas ni education system kita akan bertukar menjadi assignment oriented...

asymond....huhu it keep on haunting you till then end...T_T

word play

here is a puzzle,

only one is mine

Have fun solving it yaa...very easy...super easy!!!!

and additional question: what is the name of the puzzle?

and ainee dilarang sama skali menjawab puzzle ini..muahahaha...gi wat dissie dik oi..com edu nyer assignment dah siap?? ceh...cam assignment akak dah siap jek kan??? ooopppsss...=p

....T_T leli kutuk blog aku...dia kata blog aku berabuk..so ni aku bersihkan la dgn update yg tak seberapa...huhu...tapi tak aci....leli main tipu...=p

Library ipba sucks!

yes. it all this and all that. aku dah tak tahan dah...selama 3 bulan nih.. aku pegi library bnyk kali gak aa...tapi tak seperti kat marjon dulu laa... kat marjon tuh, aku bertapa kat library tu..bukan pegi.. refuge camp~~~

apa guna library kalau tak leh nak access buku??? buku kena cari manually plak tuh.. haih~~ tapi nasib baik la tak banyak..[tu pun satu point aku nak kutuk gak aa...] 2 tahun aku pegi vacation...buku kat library tu tak bertambah pun aku tgk.. tapi at least ada laa buku2 yg best. pastu rasanya hari tuh..aku dengar masa orientation ada wireless internet kat library. so tadi aku test laa... takde pun. hmm... and tadi aku jumpa la buku 4bijik aku nak guna untuk wat assignment aku... takleh pinjam plakkkkkkkkkkkkk....system down. haih~~~ system of the down betul ler....

kenangan itu sungguh indah...melepak kat library sambil belek2 buku ni bukan nyer habit aku yg baru.... sejak aku umur 2 tahun lagi mama slalu tinggal kan aku kat library kuantan tuh..on sunday morning sementara dia pegi pasar tani beli ayam n sayur... huarggggggggghhhhh...

this is how a library should look like...

So many books to choose...

aaaaa...see...can hang out...

deep in thought.... look at the racks...full!!!

me at my favourite table...with a great big view of the city...

selecting books for assignments...

im glad i make full use of the library...cos damn...i miss it sooooooooooooo much!!!

update picisan [leli,2006]

here is my picisan update...

4th March went to bed at about 4am++ lucky class starts at 11am monday morning.. haih~~ love it weh...

5th March - went to Aisyah Wedding reception at Dewan Merak Kayangan Jalan Semarak.. im soooooooooooooooooooooooo happy to be reunited with her..=) altho only for a hug... and she look extremely beautiful...gorgeous....and of course Nazar as handsome as always...=p [...and i miss house practice again...cover tido ler...]

10th march balik kuantan lagi...mid term holiday...cuti lagi...(^_^)V sronok jadi cekgu nih...asyik cuti jek...hehehe

13th march... Avatar season 3...@nick's channel 60

15th march balik KL..ngan huda

19th assignment CS extend...yahuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

21st submit assignment..CS groupwork!

23rd submit assigment CS reflection + LTP lesson plan and reflection


....tetiap minggu ada assignment ni apa kes nih????

sekian buat masa ini..nanti aku submit assigmentss update lagi..


*CS curriculum studies..
*LTP linking theory to practice..