-old skul-

im kindda old skul. well not to say im old now.. huhu hate the fact that the second digit of my age is bigger than the first one..=( but i kinda like... old ways.. old stuff.. and by that i mean traditional..



yeah rite. there are certain things i like the old way. for example my wedding..i know i know.. u are asking which part.. but i must tell u really most of it is not my decision. but i was prep up before the big day the super old way! i had to eat sireh! 5 bloody sireh.. couldnt look into the mirror 3 days which resulting of me not brushing my hair and i think i look like a lion... couldnt go out of the house for 3 days.. cannot lalu bawah ampaian kain for 3 days.. which is good so i cannot jemur kain or angkat kain! yahuuu.... had to mandi bunga 3 times a day for 3 days... cannot talk to soon to be hubby [that time laa...] for 3 days.. which is ok actually because we are pretty busy wit the wedding. so we just text like 3 times a day..hahaha... yeah yeah at that time i complain.. but i was pretty happy to be treated that way..i didnt know it was like that. its a different experience. so glad to be given the chance.



ridiculous u may think.. not to look into the mirror for 3 days! come to think of it.. im a bride to be that time.. of course im obses with the condition of my skin.. but because i cant look into the mirror. i dont know what is going on.. and im not obsessing about it.. and to mandi bunga 3 times a day for 3 days.. my hair didnt even get to dry! but i am super wangi u know!!! SUPER! i smell like flowers for a week! ohh hubby must love my smell that time.. =P



but tht was then... for future reference...



i have been secretly wishing...years ago.. someday, when the time comes for me to have a baby...after the delivery, i want to be taken care of the old skul way... like our grandma and mothers...that kind of way.. i believe there are many medical benefit and reasons for all the little things. i want to learn to take care of myself. loving myself.. rasanya la kan... ada lagi tak orang yg bleh jaga aku dgn rigid nyer mengikut tradisi lama... my mom u said? haha...dia tuh moden.. silap ari bulan dia cakap aku yg ketinggalan zaman...huhuhu.. camne tuh.. tak dapet den nak nolong nyer..huhu...

~ni blog seminggu lepas....so dah takde feel nak sambung...kita cerita bab lain je la ekk..