i have 3 months left...
3months only
to do what i need to do...
to do what i want to do...
enjoy this environment and atmosphere
get out of this massive trouble
breath the air of relief it all ended...and im still alive...insyAllah
enjoy this really long vaction..
to living the dream to the fullest
before i say goodbye to everything that has make me a better stronger person..=)
before i go back and reunited wit friends and family i miss so much..
before i left everything i love so much here behind..=(
3months.....and 3 months only....
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
*drool...*
let drool over this together...
maaf la kalau korang tgh lapar ek.. hehe...saje jek...
pembuka bicara...
Ayam Golek...wah...bergolek2 seh...
my favourite while in KL
menu rasmi sahur in KL
weekly must while in Kuantan...
all time favourite..
late nite munch...=)
Tau Foo Fa..white plisss....
satu-satunya air yg aku layan kat pasar malam... Soya
last but not least...papa's favourite.. i mish u papa..T_T
adeh adeh...tak larat dah...hmm...banyak jek aku jumpa gambar best2..tapi camne tah takleh nak upload..huhu..so lenkali aku sambung lagi laa...
pictures courtesy of many people.. atau dgn kata lain semua nyer aku curik dari internet.. (^_^)
maaf la kalau korang tgh lapar ek.. hehe...saje jek...
pembuka bicara...
Ayam Golek...wah...bergolek2 seh...
my favourite while in KL
menu rasmi sahur in KL
weekly must while in Kuantan...
all time favourite..
late nite munch...=)
Tau Foo Fa..white plisss....
satu-satunya air yg aku layan kat pasar malam... Soya
last but not least...papa's favourite.. i mish u papa..T_T
adeh adeh...tak larat dah...hmm...banyak jek aku jumpa gambar best2..tapi camne tah takleh nak upload..huhu..so lenkali aku sambung lagi laa...
pictures courtesy of many people.. atau dgn kata lain semua nyer aku curik dari internet.. (^_^)
Thursday, September 28, 2006
this morning..
Pelajar mangsa pertama mercun buatan sendiri
this morning, after sahur.. me and woo lepak2 a bit while waiting for subuh...she then check out Utusan online. and said 'eQin...look..' and me: OMG...huhu...ada lagi ek... *sambil geleng2 kepala...* but thats a lie really....it wasnt the first thing appear in my mind...*wink wink*
when i first saw the headline...i was like 'guys...bila kita nak main mercun nih???' hehe...
last year was a blast...i drool over the amount and choices of mercun, roket and bunga api sold in ASDA. satu almari penuh k??? uhuhu...
tahun ni wouldnt be that much fun kot...erm...bcos most of us are all broke. nak beli ayam wat rendang pun takleh...uhuk...abis camne nak raya? i dont even have the money to carry out my plan...adeh laa..huhu..
called mom for back up..T_T
tapi guys...if we pull together we could still have the bunga api/mercun/roket show...erm..
kita kan cikgu2 berbakat...jomla... raya wont be much fun without all that.. hehe... anak2 murid jgn ikut tau...cikgu2 ni blajor chemistry..takpe..hehe... ngaaa...bestnya main mercun!!!!!
last year mercun experience read here
the news in Utusan read here
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
vulnerability
vulnerability: capable of or susceptible to being wounded or hurt [sapa yg asyik dok pick up my words tuh...haa salin2...hehe...=p]
gosh too many things happen at once in my life lately. friends all around me are hit with massive issues...but they are maturing thru this.. we grow up together thru all this. believe me take this as a blessing in disguise. we may not see the blessing now, but someday the blessing will come and show itself...and at that moment u will do nothing but thank God it happen...=) like i once said to a dear friend, although im sure its not me who come up with the expression, the end of something is the beginning of another, it really depends on how u see it. more often than not, the new things that are just starting to begin is more exciting and wonderful than the one that just ended. Hang on in there guys, im here to listen to every word u need to get out..things may not make sense now.. but things can only get better from now on. =)
back to the purpose of this post, about being vulnerable. no one can ever escape being vulnerable. no matter how cool or how strong u are, physical or emotional, u are in the state of being vulnerable. what differ us is how well u manage the effect. the effect of being vulnerable.
i for certainly, am not very good handling this kind of things. this is not my cup of tea..[sekarang aku layan tea ooo...tapi earl grey twinnings jek..lain tak layan aaa...=p] not my thing, not my expertise. and of all times, now is the time i feel so vulnerable. after going thru that hellish hell of emotion rollercoster. after i have picked up the pieces left behind. put back the shattered pieces. putting urself out there. taking the risk of being hurt. again. and the fact that u might going thru the same process again is so daunting. in my short life of 22, i have been hurt in so many possible ways by those who are so dear to me. well, when a friend said enemy can just hurt u...but loved ones can crush u...i couldnt help but smile. it occur to me once, that it is easier to live in hatred than loving somebody. bcos when u turn cold, no one can ever hurt u. u r just an ice queen. plain cold. but the nature of ice, it can easily broken to pieces too, and most of all it can melt. so no matter what u do. you are vulnerable. thats human. who we all are.
this songs is just a cool song.. but read carefully, it might help u make sense that life is wonderful...
Life is wonderful -Jason Mraz..
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word [sungguh sesuai untuk dissertation..T_T]
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
Hm... hmm
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust [maybe next time i will talk about trust]
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la la
It is so......
It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la love is meaningfull
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la
It is so... wonderfull
It is so... meaningfull
it needs something to happen before something else happen...=) so hang in there...things will definately go better...
gosh too many things happen at once in my life lately. friends all around me are hit with massive issues...but they are maturing thru this.. we grow up together thru all this. believe me take this as a blessing in disguise. we may not see the blessing now, but someday the blessing will come and show itself...and at that moment u will do nothing but thank God it happen...=) like i once said to a dear friend, although im sure its not me who come up with the expression, the end of something is the beginning of another, it really depends on how u see it. more often than not, the new things that are just starting to begin is more exciting and wonderful than the one that just ended. Hang on in there guys, im here to listen to every word u need to get out..things may not make sense now.. but things can only get better from now on. =)
back to the purpose of this post, about being vulnerable. no one can ever escape being vulnerable. no matter how cool or how strong u are, physical or emotional, u are in the state of being vulnerable. what differ us is how well u manage the effect. the effect of being vulnerable.
i for certainly, am not very good handling this kind of things. this is not my cup of tea..[sekarang aku layan tea ooo...tapi earl grey twinnings jek..lain tak layan aaa...=p] not my thing, not my expertise. and of all times, now is the time i feel so vulnerable. after going thru that hellish hell of emotion rollercoster. after i have picked up the pieces left behind. put back the shattered pieces. putting urself out there. taking the risk of being hurt. again. and the fact that u might going thru the same process again is so daunting. in my short life of 22, i have been hurt in so many possible ways by those who are so dear to me. well, when a friend said enemy can just hurt u...but loved ones can crush u...i couldnt help but smile. it occur to me once, that it is easier to live in hatred than loving somebody. bcos when u turn cold, no one can ever hurt u. u r just an ice queen. plain cold. but the nature of ice, it can easily broken to pieces too, and most of all it can melt. so no matter what u do. you are vulnerable. thats human. who we all are.
this songs is just a cool song.. but read carefully, it might help u make sense that life is wonderful...
Life is wonderful -Jason Mraz..
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word [sungguh sesuai untuk dissertation..T_T]
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
Hm... hmm
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust [maybe next time i will talk about trust]
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la la
It is so......
It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la love is meaningfull
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la
It is so... wonderfull
It is so... meaningfull
it needs something to happen before something else happen...=) so hang in there...things will definately go better...
aku ni tamau tido lepas sahur sbb nak wat dissertation..tapi dok layan blogging plakk...isk isk..T_T bila nak siap 3ribu nih?? huhu...
Monday, September 25, 2006
book review
i havent done this for soooooooooooooo long. as far as i remember...the last good book i read was early this year...and this year has coming to an end already...
but this book is a good one..
Bookends by Jane Green.
definately a must read to everyone. very heartwarming. a story which makes u smile at every page. reminds u of the good old times...and prepares u for the future. helps u feel very secure of what u should do next in your life. omg..this is certainly the book i need now.
i cant help recalling the memories of old times after each few pages...thats why it took me soo long to complete the book. (^_^) and im a bit like everybody in the book [or at least i wish i am]...i a bit like Portia ~ loves being the centre of attention, a bit like Si~ childish n helplessly romantic... a bit like Lucy~she lives life to the fullest..of course she has the perfect husband n child...and most of all alot like Cath...i mean.. i am almost Cath...and my... i am in love with Si...gosh i cant believe that... i mean im completely in love with him...*lalalalala* of course he cant return the love...bcos he is a gay...ahaks!
goodness me...i have been indulge with this book for the past few days...i have completely and utterly ignore...read: IGNORE my dissertation...
....and i for heaven sake...have to submit 3000words draft by Friday...tamau jumpa Liz la this week...or can i say im still stuck??? still cannot write?? ngaaaa....ada jek kena ketuk nih..huhu... i know ainee will be the first in line...wouldnt u babe??? huhu...
after all somebody have been soo nice to me by asking my progress everyday...but he knows i havent done a thing...ahaks...tima kacih le..hehe..=P [i know u read my blog everyday anyway... i can track u k....ahaks....]
anyway...takde kelas esok...but im going to the library...so im off to bed now..=) and i guess... my bedtime should return to normal now..and i have to start the routine fast...and seriusly...huhu
end of my play time =)
but this book is a good one..
Bookends by Jane Green.
definately a must read to everyone. very heartwarming. a story which makes u smile at every page. reminds u of the good old times...and prepares u for the future. helps u feel very secure of what u should do next in your life. omg..this is certainly the book i need now.
i cant help recalling the memories of old times after each few pages...thats why it took me soo long to complete the book. (^_^) and im a bit like everybody in the book [or at least i wish i am]...i a bit like Portia ~ loves being the centre of attention, a bit like Si~ childish n helplessly romantic... a bit like Lucy~she lives life to the fullest..of course she has the perfect husband n child...and most of all alot like Cath...i mean.. i am almost Cath...and my... i am in love with Si...gosh i cant believe that... i mean im completely in love with him...*lalalalala* of course he cant return the love...bcos he is a gay...ahaks!
goodness me...i have been indulge with this book for the past few days...i have completely and utterly ignore...read: IGNORE my dissertation...
....and i for heaven sake...have to submit 3000words draft by Friday...tamau jumpa Liz la this week...or can i say im still stuck??? still cannot write?? ngaaaa....ada jek kena ketuk nih..huhu... i know ainee will be the first in line...wouldnt u babe??? huhu...
after all somebody have been soo nice to me by asking my progress everyday...but he knows i havent done a thing...ahaks...tima kacih le..hehe..=P [i know u read my blog everyday anyway... i can track u k....ahaks....]
anyway...takde kelas esok...but im going to the library...so im off to bed now..=) and i guess... my bedtime should return to normal now..and i have to start the routine fast...and seriusly...huhu
end of my play time =)
Saturday, September 23, 2006
rojak nih
seriusly, i have soo many things going on right now. so much, that it takes up everything i have right now...im still with my rojak feelings..
officially its going to be called rojak stated of self being: a mixed of emotions. so many emotions rolled into one. every possible thing u can ever imagine.
and now im feelingless...sbb cant possibly decide what should i feel and why should i feel that....
uhuk...yg sebenarnya....
huargghhhh.....
aku nak blogging....tapi takde apa nak tulis...siot jek...
k la....nak gi masak...nak buka pose nih!
officially its going to be called rojak stated of self being: a mixed of emotions. so many emotions rolled into one. every possible thing u can ever imagine.
and now im feelingless...sbb cant possibly decide what should i feel and why should i feel that....
uhuk...yg sebenarnya....
huargghhhh.....
aku nak blogging....tapi takde apa nak tulis...siot jek...
k la....nak gi masak...nak buka pose nih!
berita jam 8 mlm
huhu...ni tahun kedua aku terlepas mendengar pengumuman rasmi tarikh berpuasa...
....saya penyimpan mohor besar raja raja melayu mengumumkan~~~~ tahun ni takde pose..and raye pon takde....simpan tahun depan....hehe..
maka terjadi la perkara sebegini..pagi kata puasa ahad...petang dah tukar..puasa sabtu..
...pulak dah??? hmm...takpe laa... pose jek la.. nasib anak rantau le~~~
its going to be very .......[cant find a word really...] for me...kali ni betul2 menguji segala galanya..every inch and ounce of me.
and paling aku tak tahan skali...i have been told by a friend
...i rasa i drop 2nd year ni sbb i takleh focus...hati dah kat rumah...
erk...
sampai cam tuh skali ke? huarrghhhh!!! rindu apam balik nih~~~T_T adakah hati ku sudah di mesia skarang???
erm...mana cd lagu2 raya aku nih???
owh...nantikan 'kemunculan' saya di hari raye...hehe....*wink wink*
....saya penyimpan mohor besar raja raja melayu mengumumkan~~~~ tahun ni takde pose..and raye pon takde....simpan tahun depan....hehe..
maka terjadi la perkara sebegini..pagi kata puasa ahad...petang dah tukar..puasa sabtu..
...pulak dah??? hmm...takpe laa... pose jek la.. nasib anak rantau le~~~
its going to be very .......[cant find a word really...] for me...kali ni betul2 menguji segala galanya..every inch and ounce of me.
and paling aku tak tahan skali...i have been told by a friend
...i rasa i drop 2nd year ni sbb i takleh focus...hati dah kat rumah...
erk...
sampai cam tuh skali ke? huarrghhhh!!! rindu apam balik nih~~~T_T adakah hati ku sudah di mesia skarang???
Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan dan Berpuasa
erm...mana cd lagu2 raya aku nih???
owh...nantikan 'kemunculan' saya di hari raye...hehe....*wink wink*
Thursday, September 21, 2006
take it this way...
so im freakingly lazy...
i have loads of clothes...im not very good at keeping my clothes tidy..my closet is in a mess..and not to mention its over flowing...=P
but u see...
i see my bedroom as my walk-in closet..so its ok to have clothes everywhere..it is meant to be that way!
its cool isnt it?
....i can sleep in my walk-in closet..cool stuf!! (^_^)
ahaks!
i have loads of clothes...im not very good at keeping my clothes tidy..my closet is in a mess..and not to mention its over flowing...=P
but u see...
i see my bedroom as my walk-in closet..so its ok to have clothes everywhere..it is meant to be that way!
its cool isnt it?
....i can sleep in my walk-in closet..cool stuf!! (^_^)
ahaks!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Monday, September 18, 2006
i am soo DEAD!
and so does Ainee [yesh u are!!...for forwarding me that link...T_T]
im deadly sick. i have mental sickness...read here
...wait!
so now....i can ask for extenuating circumstances????
COOL STUFF!!!!
.....hehe....dream on...
and dream isnt a dream till u live it up...
this is the last thing i want to do while im still in UK....
if u know how to get a cheap ticket to this superbly great, magnificient, exciting, captivating, mind-blowing, breath taking, captivating, inspiring, facinating, amusing, ......out of words already..but u get the picture...production of all time..its like The Production of the century... do let me know k???
im deadly sick. i have mental sickness...read here
...wait!
so now....i can ask for extenuating circumstances????
COOL STUFF!!!!
.....hehe....dream on...
and dream isnt a dream till u live it up...
this is the last thing i want to do while im still in UK....
if u know how to get a cheap ticket to this superbly great, magnificient, exciting, captivating, mind-blowing, breath taking, captivating, inspiring, facinating, amusing, ......out of words already..but u get the picture...production of all time..its like The Production of the century... do let me know k???
Its a West End production...in London. i mean its the most sought after thing to do.. its very highly cultured. The BEST theatre productions ever stage! Read here
haih~~~ NAK PEGI!!!!!
Soooooo....wats stopping me??
Dissertation ....due 24th Nov
Folio of TECC....due 8th Dec
Exam..... week commencing 11th Dec
and most of all.... nak pegi camne??? DUIT TAKDE!!!!
must start saving....must have at least £100 to go to the show...
...i want to watch Sounds of Music....
say this everytime u want to buy something...ebay or not...it does not matter anymore!
my previous experience of living up my dream Here
The Dream that came true...well one of it... Here
how serius am i in making this true???
.....im willing to give up my Princess for this...T_T
Will this christmas...be the whitest christmas ever??? we shall see....
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'white christmas' means a dream that could come true....but u never really know...till it really come true!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
huh!
sapa kata jadik cekgu senang????? haih~~~ tension kepala otak aku.... [korang tipu!!!!!!]
and sapa plakk kata amik tesl nih senang jek...blajo english jek...layan buku cerita jek huhu... [sapa2? baik ngaku skarang....haih~~~]
nah....explain sket kat aku... mana english nyer...tak jumpa pun...T_T
Tagmemics makes the kind of distinction made between phone and phoneme in phonology and phonetics at higher levels of linguistic analysis (grammatical and semantic); for instance, contextually conditioned synonyms are considered different instances of a single tagmeme, as sounds which are (in a given language) contextually conditioned are allophones of a single phoneme. The emic and etic distinction can also be applied in other social sciences.
cuba cerita sket...kot mana senang nyer...rasa cam wat degree in sciences dah ni...otak aku takleh terima ler benda2 complex cam nih...huhu
aku nih budak art...T_T layan shakespeare jekk....
......Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
......Thou art more lovely and more temperate
anyway, about that tagmemic theory....i couldnt even be bothered untuk memahaminyer since my topic is on language acquisition...not language analysis...i had enuf of it when i did linguistic and language awareness...cukup ler sekadar the next time i come across this tagmemic thingy...i know wat it is...T_T [rasanyer dulu minat gila ler ngan linguistic...tukar dah???]
haih~~~
even this mere english teacher can understand that soo complex structural integrity...
....basic concept laaa..suruh kira2 aku fail arr... hehe...
....mama.... T_T
and sapa plakk kata amik tesl nih senang jek...blajo english jek...layan buku cerita jek huhu... [sapa2? baik ngaku skarang....haih~~~]
nah....explain sket kat aku... mana english nyer...tak jumpa pun...T_T
Tagmemics makes the kind of distinction made between phone and phoneme in phonology and phonetics at higher levels of linguistic analysis (grammatical and semantic); for instance, contextually conditioned synonyms are considered different instances of a single tagmeme, as sounds which are (in a given language) contextually conditioned are allophones of a single phoneme. The emic and etic distinction can also be applied in other social sciences.
cuba cerita sket...kot mana senang nyer...rasa cam wat degree in sciences dah ni...otak aku takleh terima ler benda2 complex cam nih...huhu
aku nih budak art...T_T layan shakespeare jekk....
......Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
......Thou art more lovely and more temperate
anyway, about that tagmemic theory....i couldnt even be bothered untuk memahaminyer since my topic is on language acquisition...not language analysis...i had enuf of it when i did linguistic and language awareness...cukup ler sekadar the next time i come across this tagmemic thingy...i know wat it is...T_T [rasanyer dulu minat gila ler ngan linguistic...tukar dah???]
haih~~~
even this mere english teacher can understand that soo complex structural integrity...
....basic concept laaa..suruh kira2 aku fail arr... hehe...
tapi....tagmemic theory nih pun aku tak leh nak paham....[tanak paham pun...] huhuhu
wokeh...mau sambung memecahkan otak...mana aku nak cari 3000 nih...huhu...T_T mana nak start pun tak tau......blank blank....writers block!!! [...tapi...tulis blog leh plakk...=P]....mama.... T_T
Friday, September 15, 2006
let it be!
Finally...
and about time to...
Finally, i have sometime to myself. seriusly, my refugee camp is the only place to be. but i can only seriusly focus for like 3 hours..[ahaks..me and my short attention span...] after 3 hours, i was like...hmm..whats for dinner ek? [and im not even lapar...] hmm...what should i do tmrw? do i want to go out tmrw? or do i do my work? do i need to go out? what do i need to buy?? do i have anything to buy??hehe...and so i decided to go back...
but honestly... if u r reading [or for that matter staring] at the same sentences for 20mins and still havent get a clue what it means.... cant blame urself if u cant focus..
i mean its like...
Emphasizes the fact that in what is known as the tagmemic theory, that there is a definite correlation between functional positions (slots) in sentences and the constructions (or classes of words) which fill the slots.
and thats like 35words [how can one [ainee: its a pun!! wow! ahaks...] complaint a sentence which contain 9words is long???] which i cant make any sense out of it. first... its tagmemic theory which i never heard before.. then its the definite correlation...and functional positions??? slots?? and constructions?? that fill the slots?? erghhh sejak bila plakk language ada slot2 nih???? tak tau pun kena ada constructions and filled with slots????? [terasa cam nak wat bangunan dah nih...huhu]but more importantly....wtf is tagmemic theory???? $*&^%$£&
ohh i give up...
nonetheless, i talk to mom this morning before i ran away to my refugee camp, and i told her what happen yesterday. and she was like...I TOLD YOU SO!!! huhu..mama...T_T how could u.. i know she always told me to do my work early.. but being me...im just ME! and i said to her i have learnt my lesson...but mama...why cant u say my beautiful brilliant wonderful daughter [=P] will be alright...no one and nothing can disturb her from doing her work.. no other temptation shall let her stray from what she is supposed to do...for she is such a good girl.... [ngaaaa......dream on babe!!!]
but she could!!!! since moms always have this magical power...huhu...
it amaze me how she knows that i havent done my work...[that is soo obvious of me!] or i havent take my shower [soo obvious too...] or i havent take my meal... [thats very very rare!] even when i was in KL...what more now..im 10 000miles away.... she knows everything! sometimes i think she have somebody reporting things to her...huhu...i can never lie to her...cant even keep secrets from her...she knows... uhuk! and she knows best!!!
and about time to...
Finally, i have sometime to myself. seriusly, my refugee camp is the only place to be. but i can only seriusly focus for like 3 hours..[ahaks..me and my short attention span...] after 3 hours, i was like...hmm..whats for dinner ek? [and im not even lapar...] hmm...what should i do tmrw? do i want to go out tmrw? or do i do my work? do i need to go out? what do i need to buy?? do i have anything to buy??hehe...and so i decided to go back...
but honestly... if u r reading [or for that matter staring] at the same sentences for 20mins and still havent get a clue what it means.... cant blame urself if u cant focus..
i mean its like...
Emphasizes the fact that in what is known as the tagmemic theory, that there is a definite correlation between functional positions (slots) in sentences and the constructions (or classes of words) which fill the slots.
and thats like 35words [how can one [ainee: its a pun!! wow! ahaks...] complaint a sentence which contain 9words is long???] which i cant make any sense out of it. first... its tagmemic theory which i never heard before.. then its the definite correlation...and functional positions??? slots?? and constructions?? that fill the slots?? erghhh sejak bila plakk language ada slot2 nih???? tak tau pun kena ada constructions and filled with slots????? [terasa cam nak wat bangunan dah nih...huhu]but more importantly....wtf is tagmemic theory???? $*&^%$£&
ohh i give up...
nonetheless, i talk to mom this morning before i ran away to my refugee camp, and i told her what happen yesterday. and she was like...I TOLD YOU SO!!! huhu..mama...T_T how could u.. i know she always told me to do my work early.. but being me...im just ME! and i said to her i have learnt my lesson...but mama...why cant u say my beautiful brilliant wonderful daughter [=P] will be alright...no one and nothing can disturb her from doing her work.. no other temptation shall let her stray from what she is supposed to do...for she is such a good girl.... [ngaaaa......dream on babe!!!]
but she could!!!! since moms always have this magical power...huhu...
it amaze me how she knows that i havent done my work...[that is soo obvious of me!] or i havent take my shower [soo obvious too...] or i havent take my meal... [thats very very rare!] even when i was in KL...what more now..im 10 000miles away.... she knows everything! sometimes i think she have somebody reporting things to her...huhu...i can never lie to her...cant even keep secrets from her...she knows... uhuk! and she knows best!!!
I pray You'll be my eyes
And watch her where she goes
And help her to be wise
Help me to let go.
Every mother's prayer
Every child knows
Lead her to a place
Guide her with Your grace
To a place where she'll be safe
I pray she finds Your light
And holds it in her heart
As darkness falls each night
Remind her where You are
Every mother's prayer
Every child knows
Need to find a place
Guide her to a place
Give her faith so she'll be safe
And watch her where she goes
And help her to be wise
Help me to let go.
Every mother's prayer
Every child knows
Lead her to a place
Guide her with Your grace
To a place where she'll be safe
I pray she finds Your light
And holds it in her heart
As darkness falls each night
Remind her where You are
Every mother's prayer
Every child knows
Need to find a place
Guide her to a place
Give her faith so she'll be safe
Mama, Azriah and me...14th February 2005, KLIA
mama... i mish u...T_T
damn it
this is the third entree using the same title.
yeah..damn it! why does it always have to be this way.. like i feel damn guilty now. my friends need me. but i cant be there. damn it! i was supposed to do my work.but things keep on popping up.. and im so stressed right now.
damn they need me. but my books need my attention. im torn.
im so sorry... especially to jules...im sorry..
arrghhh camni...ngadap buku pun tak guna...huhu...serabutnyer otak...
but i promise somebody to read and do my work today. im sorry. i broke my promise again.
my brother needs me. my friends need me. my books need me too. i need to do my work.
and i couldnt be anywhere. i didnt do anything. i let everybody down. i let myself down.
now i am sad...and i feel bad....
awak...kalau awak baca nih...call saya plisss...i need you....
yeah..damn it! why does it always have to be this way.. like i feel damn guilty now. my friends need me. but i cant be there. damn it! i was supposed to do my work.but things keep on popping up.. and im so stressed right now.
damn they need me. but my books need my attention. im torn.
im so sorry... especially to jules...im sorry..
arrghhh camni...ngadap buku pun tak guna...huhu...serabutnyer otak...
but i promise somebody to read and do my work today. im sorry. i broke my promise again.
my brother needs me. my friends need me. my books need me too. i need to do my work.
and i couldnt be anywhere. i didnt do anything. i let everybody down. i let myself down.
now i am sad...and i feel bad....
awak...kalau awak baca nih...call saya plisss...i need you....
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
err...
i didnt mean to be rude...but i was indeed surprised..stunned..bewildered..ohh u name it.. that explain why i acted extremely stupid that night... and for that im truly deeply sorry if u feel i was rude..i didnt mean it that way.. i didnt mean to make the situation worse..im just not ready for it to get better..
im so sorry..
and im sorry im a princess
im so sorry..
and im sorry im a princess
Monday, September 11, 2006
being me...
There's no need to argue anymore,
I gave all I could, but it left me so sore,
And the thing that makes me mad
Is the one thing that I had
I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me
And I remember all the things we once shared
Watching TV movies on the living room armchair
But they say it will work out fine
Was it all a waste of time
Cause I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me
Will I forget in time,
You said I was on your mind
....but being me..once broken considered sold...
almost everything wit me is like one chance offer...
for now...aku still lagi ...terluka..hurt...
and being me..im the kind that yg not easy to let go... i hold on to my hurting for a looooong time....
tak tau ler brapa teruk hurting nih...tak tau ler brapa lama nak stay hurt camni...tak tau ler bila akan leh let go...tak tau ler bila nak recover...
lagi satu aku hurt2 ni...jgn ler pujuk...lagi terbakar ada...cam buh garam kat luka tau tak...biar jer la aku drift away dgn perasaan aku..im going to be alright. eventually the feelings will wash away... i will forget it in time...but all these might take years... let me indulge in my own emotions..
im sure u understand. its not like we know each other yesterday....im sorry!
im sorry im not like u...
im sorry im not an angel
im sorry i could not come over it
im sorry im not mature enuf to handle all this
im sorry im too emotional
im sorry i was too broken
im sorry i was too blind to see
im sorry i was too deaf to hear
im sorry i was too stupid not to change
im sorry i decide to stay where i am
im sorry i used the name srikandi
im sorry i love lion so much
im sorry i have a history
im sorry i live to live my dreams
im sorry to even have dreams
im sorry i cant do this...
and most of all im sorry for for being a.... p r i n c e s s
ohh have fun figuring this out...=P
I gave all I could, but it left me so sore,
And the thing that makes me mad
Is the one thing that I had
I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me
And I remember all the things we once shared
Watching TV movies on the living room armchair
But they say it will work out fine
Was it all a waste of time
Cause I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me
Will I forget in time,
You said I was on your mind
....but being me..once broken considered sold...
almost everything wit me is like one chance offer...
for now...aku still lagi ...terluka..hurt...
and being me..im the kind that yg not easy to let go... i hold on to my hurting for a looooong time....
tak tau ler brapa teruk hurting nih...tak tau ler brapa lama nak stay hurt camni...tak tau ler bila akan leh let go...tak tau ler bila nak recover...
lagi satu aku hurt2 ni...jgn ler pujuk...lagi terbakar ada...cam buh garam kat luka tau tak...biar jer la aku drift away dgn perasaan aku..im going to be alright. eventually the feelings will wash away... i will forget it in time...but all these might take years... let me indulge in my own emotions..
im sure u understand. its not like we know each other yesterday....im sorry!
im sorry im not like u...
im sorry im not an angel
im sorry i could not come over it
im sorry im not mature enuf to handle all this
im sorry im too emotional
im sorry i was too broken
im sorry i was too blind to see
im sorry i was too deaf to hear
im sorry i was too stupid not to change
im sorry i decide to stay where i am
im sorry i used the name srikandi
im sorry i love lion so much
im sorry i have a history
im sorry i live to live my dreams
im sorry to even have dreams
im sorry i cant do this...
and most of all im sorry for for being a.... p r i n c e s s
ohh have fun figuring this out...=P
The End.
This is my official End of Summer Holiday post.
in a few hours time its going to end. it was one great holiday..with my europe tour, the st ives trip, the london trip and all...loads and loads of fun activities..picnics, bbq, day out, movies, berrypicking, i learn to make pie and sushi...i did voluntary work...slumber party, birthday party,makan and makan2...and makan lagi...[the list could go on and on...] ohh i had sooo much fun! and i totally enjoy living in this house alone. ohh it was all GREAT!!! i was perfectly HAPPY. nothing was wrong. everything was sooo WONDERFUL.
it is the SUMMER OF 2006!! its definately going to be the summer i will never forget. i did so many things...so many wonderful things. things i never thought i would do[that include the space cake..=p].... and i will never get the chance to do it ever again. im glad i decide to enjoy myself out. and i was wrong when i said its going to be a lonely summer. i have a lot of people to keep me company =)... in real life and virtually ;) thanks guys!!! u guys are great!
it is a luxury. but my little luxury will have to stop. and i have no idea whatsoever if my little heaven will turn into hell... i refuse to hope anything. so lets just be prepared for the worst...lets imagine its going to be the hellish hell... because i have learn that when u didnt expect something... u cant be frustrated.
but the main point is.. i dont want to be home when its officially over. i dont want to be here. call me coward. call me stupid. call me immature. call me whatever u want. cos i dont care. i dont give a damn... [i deleted it..but now i decide to write it...] i dont give a damn what they think about me. i dont fucking care. [yes...i do swear..any problem wit that?] there..i said it. so now the world know about it. and i dont fucking care either. whatever.
ohh by the way... i had a super duper lovely day today...will blog about it soon... now im just too worn out! how was ur day? had any fun?=) i will catch u later...
out of here!!!!
i want to post a picture...but i cant find a perfect one. sorry!
in a few hours time its going to end. it was one great holiday..with my europe tour, the st ives trip, the london trip and all...loads and loads of fun activities..picnics, bbq, day out, movies, berrypicking, i learn to make pie and sushi...i did voluntary work...slumber party, birthday party,makan and makan2...and makan lagi...[the list could go on and on...] ohh i had sooo much fun! and i totally enjoy living in this house alone. ohh it was all GREAT!!! i was perfectly HAPPY. nothing was wrong. everything was sooo WONDERFUL.
it is the SUMMER OF 2006!! its definately going to be the summer i will never forget. i did so many things...so many wonderful things. things i never thought i would do[that include the space cake..=p].... and i will never get the chance to do it ever again. im glad i decide to enjoy myself out. and i was wrong when i said its going to be a lonely summer. i have a lot of people to keep me company =)... in real life and virtually ;) thanks guys!!! u guys are great!
it is a luxury. but my little luxury will have to stop. and i have no idea whatsoever if my little heaven will turn into hell... i refuse to hope anything. so lets just be prepared for the worst...lets imagine its going to be the hellish hell... because i have learn that when u didnt expect something... u cant be frustrated.
but the main point is.. i dont want to be home when its officially over. i dont want to be here. call me coward. call me stupid. call me immature. call me whatever u want. cos i dont care. i dont give a damn... [i deleted it..but now i decide to write it...] i dont give a damn what they think about me. i dont fucking care. [yes...i do swear..any problem wit that?] there..i said it. so now the world know about it. and i dont fucking care either. whatever.
ohh by the way... i had a super duper lovely day today...will blog about it soon... now im just too worn out! how was ur day? had any fun?=) i will catch u later...
out of here!!!!
i want to post a picture...but i cant find a perfect one. sorry!
Thursday, September 07, 2006
[....fill in the blank.....]
there is too much emotion going on in me right now. name every emotion you know and i have it now.. and i can even tell you why....i have so many things to say. i dont even know where to start. this is the 4th time i write this entree...i have been typing alot of things and i delete it. i couldnt even decide wats the title of this entree.
i realise everytime i start [i mean im still on the 1st page] to read for my dissertation, i have this sudden urge to blog.. suddenly all the ideas of wat to blog flows.... and just now, i read about the influence of mother tongue on 2nd lang learning...suddenly cam interested plak nak wat topic tuh...huhu.. i remember during 1st year, i did this 1500words essay comparing the morphology of Malay n English language. siap kena present and all...haih~~~ all that research and readings... but i cannot stray...i must stick to the choosen topic. why la i choose such difficult topic to do.... and i must make full use of that ipod i bought. must use it for the reason i bought it. must read...must do work.
today is such a lovely day...at about midday..i decided to go outside and read.. i was there about an hour or so..then i called home and talk to my sis for 30min or so. mama takde. she is in cameron highland.. im going out for a jog with Sudie in a minute.. after i finish this entree. and im going out to town tmrw.. hope its going to be as lovely as today... im going to get something for myself...if i can find something good. anything will do really. anything good.
when i am soo indulge in my own emotion... i couldnt be bothered to do anything. i dont even have the mood to do things that i like. nak shopping pun tak de mood seh!! seriusly i think i want to go out and enjoy the sunshine now.. ohh there is still sunshine in Plymouth!!! THANK GOD!
hopefully the sunny sunshine can make me shine... since 200g of cadbury dairy milk chocolate failed. and Clinique Happy perfume n body cream failed too. blame the hormones..T_T hate it...
stealing sunshine... =) im going out now... i need to get out of this miserable house.... and this sad pathetic state of self being...
[can i really go from princess to bitch in 2.4sec??? hmmm...]
i realise everytime i start [i mean im still on the 1st page] to read for my dissertation, i have this sudden urge to blog.. suddenly all the ideas of wat to blog flows.... and just now, i read about the influence of mother tongue on 2nd lang learning...suddenly cam interested plak nak wat topic tuh...huhu.. i remember during 1st year, i did this 1500words essay comparing the morphology of Malay n English language. siap kena present and all...haih~~~ all that research and readings... but i cannot stray...i must stick to the choosen topic. why la i choose such difficult topic to do.... and i must make full use of that ipod i bought. must use it for the reason i bought it. must read...must do work.
today is such a lovely day...at about midday..i decided to go outside and read.. i was there about an hour or so..then i called home and talk to my sis for 30min or so. mama takde. she is in cameron highland.. im going out for a jog with Sudie in a minute.. after i finish this entree. and im going out to town tmrw.. hope its going to be as lovely as today... im going to get something for myself...if i can find something good. anything will do really. anything good.
when i am soo indulge in my own emotion... i couldnt be bothered to do anything. i dont even have the mood to do things that i like. nak shopping pun tak de mood seh!! seriusly i think i want to go out and enjoy the sunshine now.. ohh there is still sunshine in Plymouth!!! THANK GOD!
hopefully the sunny sunshine can make me shine... since 200g of cadbury dairy milk chocolate failed. and Clinique Happy perfume n body cream failed too. blame the hormones..T_T hate it...
stealing sunshine... =) im going out now... i need to get out of this miserable house.... and this sad pathetic state of self being...
[can i really go from princess to bitch in 2.4sec??? hmmm...]
get a life bitch!
this is totally insane..
i never thought i would be this sad...
but it felt too empty...
this morning...i cried... before i go to bed, i usually put my hair scrunchie on my right hand. in the morning, it sometime tangled with the bracelet.. to realise its actually not there.. i just cried..
its felt weird as it usually in the way when i write and type...and its no longer there.. i get so used to having it.. the sound of it.. T_T
but weeping over it wont give my bracelet back... i have totally wasted a day today...
i am absolutely and completely shattered... not to mention 100% heart broken..
damn this is worse than breaking up...
but this needs to stop instantly..
dem yuh bitch... GET A LIFE!!!
i never thought i would be this sad...
but it felt too empty...
this morning...i cried... before i go to bed, i usually put my hair scrunchie on my right hand. in the morning, it sometime tangled with the bracelet.. to realise its actually not there.. i just cried..
its felt weird as it usually in the way when i write and type...and its no longer there.. i get so used to having it.. the sound of it.. T_T
but weeping over it wont give my bracelet back... i have totally wasted a day today...
i am absolutely and completely shattered... not to mention 100% heart broken..
damn this is worse than breaking up...
but this needs to stop instantly..
dem yuh bitch... GET A LIFE!!!
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
what would you do?
what would you do when something has been with you for 10 years suddenly disappear? something gave by your mother... something which has a pair..and part of a set.. something that your mom said she will only bought for you once...something you always had with you.. suddenly you realise its gone..T_T
ohh i am soo sad... i cried a bit.. bcos i like that bracelet so much. it was bought 10 years ago.. when i was 12. it is part of a set of my necklace n its pendant and my anklet. My sister [whom i claim i hate so much] has a similar pair.. only mine is bigger. gosh... i am sad... very very sad...T_T
T_T air mata srikandi gugur lagi...
this is how i felt when i lost my lucky charm... [here]
and this is how i felt when my darling died... [here] and [here]
ohh i am soo sad... i cried a bit.. bcos i like that bracelet so much. it was bought 10 years ago.. when i was 12. it is part of a set of my necklace n its pendant and my anklet. My sister [whom i claim i hate so much] has a similar pair.. only mine is bigger. gosh... i am sad... very very sad...T_T
T_T air mata srikandi gugur lagi...
this is how i felt when i lost my lucky charm... [here]
and this is how i felt when my darling died... [here] and [here]
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
inspiration needed
i need inspiration. my usual source of inspirations semua nyer tak update!! grrr...
i have a few things i could say here.. but since this blog is being used as a way of stalking my social life, and used it against me and my fellow friends i prefer to keep it to myself... *sigh*... but social life, now as it matter most, is running slow.. i rarely go out now...since the only person available to take me out is Faizan..tu pun he is always busy...keje keje keje...T_T huhu Aishah is busy preparing for her exam, Fariza wit her wedding, Sal is not around..prolly working on her love life... Doreen and Linda on INTERNATIONAL holiday... Sudi n Julie [inc me] are totally broke, so our social activity terhad dgn menonton movie kat bilik, masak2, and sleepover thingy. My usual chat buddy still blom balik lagi...[weh balik la...i have tonnes to tell u!!!] My new [not really new la now] friend is pretty busy babysitting and moving house..or most likely trying to transform the new room into IKEA showroom..=P ahaks..selamat mengemas n menghias la ek..im sure your room is much more better looking than mine..[syok seh org bnyk duit nih... bilik pakai furniture IKEA seh...]
ohh speaking of my room, as i came back from London the other day, i found my room as usual TELAH DIKEMASKAN...ala2 bilik hotel gitu. my bed was made nicely, all my teddy babies all nicely lined up.. my room was hoovered..and best of all my sink is squeky clean...SUPERB! i like my sink clean..=) gosh i love Sue so much..i dont know what i'd do without her..T_T
i have a few things i could say here.. but since this blog is being used as a way of stalking my social life, and used it against me and my fellow friends i prefer to keep it to myself... *sigh*... but social life, now as it matter most, is running slow.. i rarely go out now...since the only person available to take me out is Faizan..tu pun he is always busy...keje keje keje...T_T huhu Aishah is busy preparing for her exam, Fariza wit her wedding, Sal is not around..prolly working on her love life... Doreen and Linda on INTERNATIONAL holiday... Sudi n Julie [inc me] are totally broke, so our social activity terhad dgn menonton movie kat bilik, masak2, and sleepover thingy. My usual chat buddy still blom balik lagi...[weh balik la...i have tonnes to tell u!!!] My new [not really new la now] friend is pretty busy babysitting and moving house..or most likely trying to transform the new room into IKEA showroom..=P ahaks..selamat mengemas n menghias la ek..im sure your room is much more better looking than mine..[syok seh org bnyk duit nih... bilik pakai furniture IKEA seh...]
ohh speaking of my room, as i came back from London the other day, i found my room as usual TELAH DIKEMASKAN...ala2 bilik hotel gitu. my bed was made nicely, all my teddy babies all nicely lined up.. my room was hoovered..and best of all my sink is squeky clean...SUPERB! i like my sink clean..=) gosh i love Sue so much..i dont know what i'd do without her..T_T
i have a few more days before i start my new term.. i plan to stay home this week and read for my Dissertation, and prolly next week i wont be spending much time at home...i might be at my refuge camp =)
i know i havent been particularly looking forward to autumn and my new term... with Ramadhan coming..and Raya..and everything...it just scares the hell out of me.. and as much as i have digest the fact that im going back at the end of the year... i still havent been very indulge to the fact that i have to go back to IPBA.. for a year.. *sigh*
hold ur head high.. there might be something good for you.. oh, for two days in a row i recieved unexpected birthday gifts..=) goshh people!! thank you very much!! *muah muah* i soo love them.. gifts are the best when u least expect it..[i must count my blessings...one gone thousands come running to you dearie...].... i wish i could enjoy this life as much as i could...because i have so many good things come running to me...
[this entree is written in between my daily chores...phone call, check surat, etc etc]Sunday, September 03, 2006
weeee...
i just got back from London, in the wee hours again..haih.. but London never fails to amuse me... =)
had great fun in London..lovely weather except on Saturday morning..almost spoil my perfect picnic breakfast i plan... but we did went for it anyway! =)
Thursday, went to the Arsenal's new stadium..shopping bla bla..then evening lepak kat hyde park..then went to Princess Diana Memorial...ingatkan leh ar pau bunga..takde pun..huhu..
Friday, went to Harrods..to check out the Vera Wang's Princess..
aiyoo..siot sey..murah gila.. 30ml for £30..50ml for£40...100ml for £50...gila la...4 ml pun jual £50 kat ebay..baik aku beli kat harrods..leh dpt bag, free gifts, sampel, bla bla bla..huhu...tapi...plastic ku tidak bersinar lagi..udah max pun! [mati la aku..duit takde..credit card max..adoi la..huhu] then i took Ainee for her Sushi shopping spree in Chinatown. later that day, we had dinner in Picadilly circus.. then stroll in Soho..ahaks =P lalu depan gay club..haha...
Saturday, Picnic breakfast in St James Park..=) then jalan2 kat Camden town..fuyoo!!! i should have been there earlier la..like last year..serius best oo!! then, Sushi for lunch as planned =) then went to Harrods again..and bought 5 dozens of Krispy Kreme Donut..erk.. well not me la.. i bought 1 dozen jek..huhu.. ada org tuh beli sampai 3 dozens seh..dia sorang jek leh blasah satu dozen..huhu.. i have yet to taste apa la yg sedap sgt donut nih..haih...bikin aku rindu Dunkin Donut jek....T_T [nasib baik kitaorg tak jadi bukak outlet Dunkin Donut kat kuantan..kalau tak.. tamau kawan!! =P]
anyway, before balik..i get my birthday present!!! =) it was nicely and perfectly wrapped..siap ada ribbon tuh..dah tu plakk..ribbon matching seh dgn pembalut hadiah..haih ~~...sungguh perfect! I totally love it..=) thank you very much! although i still weep over the fact that my friends are not with me on my birthday, im actually glad u r there with me on that day..=) Thank you again. and its perfect too! i totally love the colour! PINK!! [*ching*...20 points] its the exact pink Julie n me love soo much..=P but this time round..Julie cant say 'kalau hilang tu..kau tau la ada ngan sapa ek..' bcos..it has MY name on it!! [*ching* ...another 20 points...] and...its the exact same way i usually write my name! 'eQin' ....haih ~~~it is perfectly written!! [*ching ching ching*...60 bonus points.. perfect 100!!! =)] thank you for noticing..terharu neh...*sob sob*
had great fun in London..lovely weather except on Saturday morning..almost spoil my perfect picnic breakfast i plan... but we did went for it anyway! =)
Thursday, went to the Arsenal's new stadium..shopping bla bla..then evening lepak kat hyde park..then went to Princess Diana Memorial...ingatkan leh ar pau bunga..takde pun..huhu..
Friday, went to Harrods..to check out the Vera Wang's Princess..
aiyoo..siot sey..murah gila.. 30ml for £30..50ml for£40...100ml for £50...gila la...4 ml pun jual £50 kat ebay..baik aku beli kat harrods..leh dpt bag, free gifts, sampel, bla bla bla..huhu...tapi...plastic ku tidak bersinar lagi..udah max pun! [mati la aku..duit takde..credit card max..adoi la..huhu] then i took Ainee for her Sushi shopping spree in Chinatown. later that day, we had dinner in Picadilly circus.. then stroll in Soho..ahaks =P lalu depan gay club..haha...
Saturday, Picnic breakfast in St James Park..=) then jalan2 kat Camden town..fuyoo!!! i should have been there earlier la..like last year..serius best oo!! then, Sushi for lunch as planned =) then went to Harrods again..and bought 5 dozens of Krispy Kreme Donut..erk.. well not me la.. i bought 1 dozen jek..huhu.. ada org tuh beli sampai 3 dozens seh..dia sorang jek leh blasah satu dozen..huhu.. i have yet to taste apa la yg sedap sgt donut nih..haih...bikin aku rindu Dunkin Donut jek....T_T [nasib baik kitaorg tak jadi bukak outlet Dunkin Donut kat kuantan..kalau tak.. tamau kawan!! =P]
anyway, before balik..i get my birthday present!!! =) it was nicely and perfectly wrapped..siap ada ribbon tuh..dah tu plakk..ribbon matching seh dgn pembalut hadiah..haih ~~...sungguh perfect! I totally love it..=) thank you very much! although i still weep over the fact that my friends are not with me on my birthday, im actually glad u r there with me on that day..=) Thank you again. and its perfect too! i totally love the colour! PINK!! [*ching*...20 points] its the exact pink Julie n me love soo much..=P but this time round..Julie cant say 'kalau hilang tu..kau tau la ada ngan sapa ek..' bcos..it has MY name on it!! [*ching* ...another 20 points...] and...its the exact same way i usually write my name! 'eQin' ....haih ~~~it is perfectly written!! [*ching ching ching*...60 bonus points.. perfect 100!!! =)] thank you for noticing..terharu neh...*sob sob*
i already intended to take it everywhere wit me.. so i put it together with my keys..so i wont left my keys or my swiss knife again [ngaaaa...]. yesh i do have one.. but i think this one is perfect for me! its more practical to be carried around compare to the one i bought for myself..haih..~~why la u so clever..
....why am i writing like ainee nih?? anyway, she has been throwing tantrums since Friday night.. maybe thats why la kot, im writing like her..huhu.. but it has been great fun in London..=) as always.. thanks babe!! love u soo much tau.. and thanks to my friend who was in London for less than 12hours..=)
Hopefully my next London trip wont be so far away..=)
Friday, September 01, 2006
uwek..=P
huk alos...dia yg call kita...then, bila free minit dia abis..salah kita plak..huhu... =P ahaks!! lenkali tipon la kita lagi ek...bior berbaloi bayar tipon ratus2...hehe..=P i c u when u get here!!!
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