crap

Sorry for yet another negative title. I am still obssesed with having a one word title.

On Monday, I apply for a day off this Friday, the reason was to attend my cousins wedding in Kulim, Kedah. about 12pm, I get a phone call saying that my day off was not approved. Gila apa tak lulus???

So I went to face the HeadMaster. [I hate him by the way] I ask what is the reason.. he said because we have an activity that day. This Friday, the kids are going to 'Larian Merentas Desa' or Merentas Taman Perumahan more like it. So, the school needs me to do whatever. I dont know whats the reason. He is crazy.. and then he said in this exact words 'kalau saya bagi awak cuti...apa pulak orang lain kata...' I was like...what ever?? orang nak cakap apa.. its not like I took leave and MC every week. I dont think people care...and plus they dont even have to replace me for my classes..the kids are out running anyway..

Some of the teachers know what happen to me.. I told them just to vent out the bitterness and anger inside me.
And to make things worse..TODAY, I saw on the board another teacher is going to be on leave that very same FRIDAY. She is kindda close to me, so I asked her nicely why is she going on leave and I told her my story.. I was not angry at her but that guy is STUPID and CRAZY!  She understand why I am angry and she asked me to go and see him again today.. but he is not around. He is sooooo bloody crazy!

Apa saya kata kalau orang lain boleh cuti pada hari yang sama dan saya tak boleh?

The other teachers say '..amik MC je qin.. dia nak cakap apa..' but I am more than that..I am going to just leave.. cakap la apa dia nak..haha.. Do I look like I care?

I dont like you...please make sure you approve my transfer..

on a more positive note, tomorrow is hubby's birthday. Why do I have to be this bitter this week? urgghhh

Sad T_T

 And they say bad things happens three times in a row..

first: I have school this Saturday! sucksss

second: I cannot go to Bukit Gambang wit hubby cos its a closed event. Teambuilding. Not Family day affair. NOT FUNNNN!!

third: Our baby got hurt! huhu....sangat sedeyyy... Tho it was not his fault n just a minor accident. That tiny accident make hubby could not come back to me tonite!!!! owhhhh bertambah sedeyy....

too sad to do anything now... i am so sickly sad.. this is soooo not fun!

crazy

hello...i have a crazy crazy life now... im sooo crazy...

ohh btw, does anyone can answer these questions

1. What the fucking hell is 'Elephant Talk'?
2. What is the exact number of years i have to serve the goverment?
3. How do I apply to do masters FULL TIME at my own cost while im still working?

help please..thanks in advanced!

gorgeousness.

I am gorgeous. I am soooo gorgeous until I can take anything that came to me. Any amount of work at any time in any way. I am sooooooo blooooody gorgeous.

books to mark
35 books each class times 4 classess. = 140books. [tuh baru E1..blom E2 and E3...kalau mau tanda semua aku kena amik cuti sebulan. ]


That was just the real thing that I have to do everyday. not counting other stuff.. need I to list it all down.. I might have to amik cuti tanpa gaji setahun kotttt....


and what i hate the most... my post-praktikum portfolio. all the gorgeous lesson plan and write up...

GREAT!!! I just love all that....

I know that there will be alot more to come my way... but as I have said... I am soooooooooo blooody gorgeous I can take anything they throw at me.

revisited.

I am still in love with having one-word title. I just feel its nice. short and sweet. precise.

Back to the title above. It was all revisited. what we did for 2 semester years ago, we are redoing it in just 8days. 7months and 8days. well not really 8 days minus the afternoon sessions where I cant stop yawning and Huda n I played bingo totally ignoring what they are saying or what was on the screen.

I am talking about Teaching English to Young Learners. and suddenly I can feel Steve Ansell is standing behind me looking at me n Huda playing BINGO. huhu..scaryyyy

I mean. its a repeat. yeah but it never hurts to relearn good things.

[ada lagi...but lost because of silly internet connection all the feelings bottled up dah abis...huhu. perhaps tomorrow i can continue]

to be continued. perhaps.