well future days seems dark n bleak..
first of all Hubby is soo bloody busy and his attention for me is definately lacking. so it is going to be boring.
second my school days will be long and painful. we have a new HM and so far he is nothing but trouble. the teachers at school is definately fidgeting as we make fun to all things and everyone is masking the feeling with laughter and jokes. there is not short of jokes and laughter to keep the ball rolling and steam off...
third my hands are still dark n black n burned regardless of the amount of Nivea Whitening Body Lotion.
thats including RM 165 for the 3 hour SPA session which include berendam dalam susu and whitening body mask...grrrrr
When will everything turn brighter? When will my sunshine come back?
owh babe...i dont even know what i need now. a breakaway is a definate no at the moment. workload is amounting and its seems like never ending story..
things are piling up so does hurting. but there is absolutely no time to mend even my own hurting heart. =(
Friday, February 26, 2010
Thursday, February 18, 2010
burned!
Im so black even the charcoal looks fairer than me! haha
it was a great fun 4days of holiday.
Saturday. Wake up early to go visit my cousin who is flying back to London and went to kenduri in Kuala Selangor tho we were stucked in the jam for about 40mins. duh.. it was a bloody hot day. Then we went straight to Aqilah and Athirah's house. Went back to Gombak about 9pm. huhu.. long long day..
Sunday. Home alone. about 11am. We went out to OU. The road was clear..as soon as we arrived in OU we know why.. haha.. half of OU is close due to the CNY. Had brunch in Chilis and walk around OU to find me a watch. couldnt find any. huhu.. Went visiting hubby's fren Bujal. he had an awful accident that broke his leg n shoulder. dahsyat ok.. ngeri aku tgk xray dia.. tulang patah mcm polistrin jahhhh... huhu Then we went to Ewin's house.. lepak2 jap. Then mama n babah arrive with Aqilah n Athirah. Then about 8pm we went home. Make a quick stop at the giant to buy stuff for tomorrow! another long long day..
Monday. Wake up super early to get ready to go PICNIC!!! yippppeeeee... help mama to cook and cook. Arrived at Serendah waterfall about 10am The sun was scorching HOT. SUPER SUPER HOT! but i didnt bother..had so much fun with my gorgeous pink hat. haha.. eat so bloody much.. Nasi Lemak 3 pinggan!!spend hours in the water.. splash spalsh with the kids all day long.. about 4.30pm pack up and go home.. once arrived, i just realise that i am darker and my skin hurts like bloody hell.. OH NO!!! im burned! that night, sleep like a baby. so penat..and my body is aching..
Tuesday. Wake up feeling like orang tua..my back hurts like hell..and my knee too..OMG!! kemas2 and do alot of things.. tho my body is killing me!! by 2pm..both of us sudah tersadai di depan TV and while watching Wonderpets..both of us dozz off to sleep..hahaha.. at about 4pm we went out to run some errands and get something for our back..and Mama asked us to go to Kanda's house bcos everybody is goimg to be there.. hehe.. so off we go! went back to Gombak at about 9pm.. and once again we sleep like little babies.. huhu..
Wednesday.. half of the day was spent in the super bloody slow bus! then i am covered in cold calamine lotion for the rest of the day...
cant wait for another long weekend.. had tonnes of fun tho i was burned darker than charcoal. and tomorrow, i have already made an appointment to go berendam dalam susu..hoping to return to pre-burn state..hahaha
oh darling..you wish!
it was a great fun 4days of holiday.
Saturday. Wake up early to go visit my cousin who is flying back to London and went to kenduri in Kuala Selangor tho we were stucked in the jam for about 40mins. duh.. it was a bloody hot day. Then we went straight to Aqilah and Athirah's house. Went back to Gombak about 9pm. huhu.. long long day..
Sunday. Home alone. about 11am. We went out to OU. The road was clear..as soon as we arrived in OU we know why.. haha.. half of OU is close due to the CNY. Had brunch in Chilis and walk around OU to find me a watch. couldnt find any. huhu.. Went visiting hubby's fren Bujal. he had an awful accident that broke his leg n shoulder. dahsyat ok.. ngeri aku tgk xray dia.. tulang patah mcm polistrin jahhhh... huhu Then we went to Ewin's house.. lepak2 jap. Then mama n babah arrive with Aqilah n Athirah. Then about 8pm we went home. Make a quick stop at the giant to buy stuff for tomorrow! another long long day..
Monday. Wake up super early to get ready to go PICNIC!!! yippppeeeee... help mama to cook and cook. Arrived at Serendah waterfall about 10am The sun was scorching HOT. SUPER SUPER HOT! but i didnt bother..had so much fun with my gorgeous pink hat. haha.. eat so bloody much.. Nasi Lemak 3 pinggan!!spend hours in the water.. splash spalsh with the kids all day long.. about 4.30pm pack up and go home.. once arrived, i just realise that i am darker and my skin hurts like bloody hell.. OH NO!!! im burned! that night, sleep like a baby. so penat..and my body is aching..
Tuesday. Wake up feeling like orang tua..my back hurts like hell..and my knee too..OMG!! kemas2 and do alot of things.. tho my body is killing me!! by 2pm..both of us sudah tersadai di depan TV and while watching Wonderpets..both of us dozz off to sleep..hahaha.. at about 4pm we went out to run some errands and get something for our back..and Mama asked us to go to Kanda's house bcos everybody is goimg to be there.. hehe.. so off we go! went back to Gombak at about 9pm.. and once again we sleep like little babies.. huhu..
Wednesday.. half of the day was spent in the super bloody slow bus! then i am covered in cold calamine lotion for the rest of the day...
cant wait for another long weekend.. had tonnes of fun tho i was burned darker than charcoal. and tomorrow, i have already made an appointment to go berendam dalam susu..hoping to return to pre-burn state..hahaha
oh darling..you wish!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
silly
gosh.. i didnt remember that the long break after SPM cud slow down ur brain to this level.. hahaha..she was quite pandai when i think about it. her exam results were good.. better than mine at least..but this is badd...
I am talking about my sister. I kesian tgk dia had to terperap kat rumah doing nothing. she work for me n mom doing odd chores but thats about it. at least she got the internet..and astro! i didn't.
Today, i was desprate to get something done at ECM, so i drag her along so that she could buka mata and melihat dunia..hahaha.. while i get my things done, i gave her RM20 and asked her to get me a copy of February CLEO.. yada yada yada.. later we met at a cafe.. i saw her reading a mag..so i know she bought it. and proudly she said
Adik: Kakak...tgk! its just RM2.50!!!
.........puzzeled! and i saw that it was partially covered by the price tag..
Kakak: haaa...memang la RM2.50..ni February 2009!!!! adoi laa....
Adik: ...tercengang2..
Kakak: hahaha..benggong betul la...pegi beli yang lain..i want February 2010 la dik oiii..
Adik: ..ha ye la..
haiiihhhh... what a silly sister i have... huhu.. need to get her to college ASAP. kalau tak she will be brain dead soon enough!
HAHAHAHA.. im still laughing about it.
I am talking about my sister. I kesian tgk dia had to terperap kat rumah doing nothing. she work for me n mom doing odd chores but thats about it. at least she got the internet..and astro! i didn't.
Today, i was desprate to get something done at ECM, so i drag her along so that she could buka mata and melihat dunia..hahaha.. while i get my things done, i gave her RM20 and asked her to get me a copy of February CLEO.. yada yada yada.. later we met at a cafe.. i saw her reading a mag..so i know she bought it. and proudly she said
Adik: Kakak...tgk! its just RM2.50!!!
.........puzzeled! and i saw that it was partially covered by the price tag..
Kakak: haaa...memang la RM2.50..ni February 2009!!!! adoi laa....
Adik: ...tercengang2..
Kakak: hahaha..benggong betul la...pegi beli yang lain..i want February 2010 la dik oiii..
Adik: ..ha ye la..
haiiihhhh... what a silly sister i have... huhu.. need to get her to college ASAP. kalau tak she will be brain dead soon enough!
HAHAHAHA.. im still laughing about it.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
sick
im still sick. still had the cough. but feeling better. hopefully due to the long weekend i will fully recovered.
but there is something else that make me feel sick.
liars. maybe not. pretenders i suppose. or they just dont want to admit that they do the very same thing that they say they WONT do. pretend to be the person they are not. even in their own blog. trying to implicate self pity so others will feel pity for her.
to me, blog is very personal. you dont do it to gain popularity. i dont care if not many people reads my blog. but i appreciate any of you who do reads.. =) not like people used to do in chatrooms, when IRC was the only way to chat, when YM still does not exist! people pretend on the internet to gain popularity. to be someone they are not.
maybe people who don't know you personally would say.. 'WOW..so and so did this and that..'
but i who know you very personally in reality knows that a lie! or you would just pretend that you are not doing what you are doing..
...im very hostile to this kind of people. this behaviour kills my love and care towards a person. i look down on you. no longer have my respect. sorry babe..
now i have to pretend i still care. ...eat my own words! hate it.
but there is something else that make me feel sick.
liars. maybe not. pretenders i suppose. or they just dont want to admit that they do the very same thing that they say they WONT do. pretend to be the person they are not. even in their own blog. trying to implicate self pity so others will feel pity for her.
to me, blog is very personal. you dont do it to gain popularity. i dont care if not many people reads my blog. but i appreciate any of you who do reads.. =) not like people used to do in chatrooms, when IRC was the only way to chat, when YM still does not exist! people pretend on the internet to gain popularity. to be someone they are not.
maybe people who don't know you personally would say.. 'WOW..so and so did this and that..'
but i who know you very personally in reality knows that a lie! or you would just pretend that you are not doing what you are doing..
...im very hostile to this kind of people. this behaviour kills my love and care towards a person. i look down on you. no longer have my respect. sorry babe..
now i have to pretend i still care. ...eat my own words! hate it.
Thursday, February 04, 2010
ponteng
im not in skul today. for the 1st time. i just give myself a day off. and its the day i hate the most. thursday!
honestly, its not really ponteng. i have not been 100% healthy for the past 3 weeks. my cough n asthma is really bad. especially this week. it hurts everytime i cough. and to add to it.. my head is really spinning atm. so i cant drive to the clinic.
i want ayang. now. really bad.
honestly, its not really ponteng. i have not been 100% healthy for the past 3 weeks. my cough n asthma is really bad. especially this week. it hurts everytime i cough. and to add to it.. my head is really spinning atm. so i cant drive to the clinic.
i want ayang. now. really bad.
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