Only Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

sad.

just plain sad. yes I am sad that hanna had to go. yes I accept that its not my decision to make. yes I know she has gone to a better place. yes I admit that Allah loves her more and I may not be able to care for her until she becomes the ultimate muslimah. I accept that and i have no intention to ask why she was taken away from me.

but I am just sad that other people was not given the chance to know her n love her. I am just sad that people would not remember her. I am just sad that nobody will visit her. I am just sad that we will be the only one to love n remember her.

18 Jan - 18 Feb 2011. She would be 1month old tomorrow. Love u baby girl