Thursday, September 07, 2006

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there is too much emotion going on in me right now. name every emotion you know and i have it now.. and i can even tell you why....i have so many things to say. i dont even know where to start. this is the 4th time i write this entree...i have been typing alot of things and i delete it. i couldnt even decide wats the title of this entree.

i realise everytime i start [i mean im still on the 1st page] to read for my dissertation, i have this sudden urge to blog.. suddenly all the ideas of wat to blog flows.... and just now, i read about the influence of mother tongue on 2nd lang learning...suddenly cam interested plak nak wat topic tuh...huhu.. i remember during 1st year, i did this 1500words essay comparing the morphology of Malay n English language. siap kena present and all...haih~~~ all that research and readings... but i cannot stray...i must stick to the choosen topic. why la i choose such difficult topic to do.... and i must make full use of that ipod i bought. must use it for the reason i bought it. must read...must do work.

today is such a lovely day...at about midday..i decided to go outside and read.. i was there about an hour or so..then i called home and talk to my sis for 30min or so. mama takde. she is in cameron highland.. im going out for a jog with Sudie in a minute.. after i finish this entree. and im going out to town tmrw.. hope its going to be as lovely as today... im going to get something for myself...if i can find something good. anything will do really. anything good.

when i am soo indulge in my own emotion... i couldnt be bothered to do anything. i dont even have the mood to do things that i like. nak shopping pun tak de mood seh!! seriusly i think i want to go out and enjoy the sunshine now.. ohh there is still sunshine in Plymouth!!! THANK GOD!

hopefully the sunny sunshine can make me shine... since 200g of cadbury dairy milk chocolate failed. and Clinique Happy perfume n body cream failed too. blame the hormones..T_T hate it...

stealing sunshine... =) im going out now... i need to get out of this miserable house.... and this sad pathetic state of self being...

[can i really go from princess to bitch in 2.4sec??? hmmm...]

2 comments:

Miss Aini said...

pekate u write ur ass in dis blog then? i wonder why blogging is easy but not writing an ass. haih~why laa??

pr3ttych3rry said...

sbb kat blog leh crapping..ni seme mindless ramblings..=P

kalau wat ass cam tuh...habis ler..hancos masa depan yg sememangnyer tak brapa nak cerah tuh...huhuhu...