The End.

This is my official End of Summer Holiday post.

in a few hours time its going to end. it was one great holiday..with my europe tour, the st ives trip, the london trip and all...loads and loads of fun activities..picnics, bbq, day out, movies, berrypicking, i learn to make pie and sushi...i did voluntary work...slumber party, birthday party,makan and makan2...and makan lagi...[the list could go on and on...] ohh i had sooo much fun! and i totally enjoy living in this house alone. ohh it was all GREAT!!! i was perfectly HAPPY. nothing was wrong. everything was sooo WONDERFUL.

it is the SUMMER OF 2006!! its definately going to be the summer i will never forget. i did so many things...so many wonderful things. things i never thought i would do[that include the space cake..=p].... and i will never get the chance to do it ever again. im glad i decide to enjoy myself out. and i was wrong when i said its going to be a lonely summer. i have a lot of people to keep me company =)... in real life and virtually ;) thanks guys!!! u guys are great!

it is a luxury. but my little luxury will have to stop. and i have no idea whatsoever if my little heaven will turn into hell... i refuse to hope anything. so lets just be prepared for the worst...lets imagine its going to be the hellish hell... because i have learn that when u didnt expect something... u cant be frustrated.

but the main point is.. i dont want to be home when its officially over. i dont want to be here. call me coward. call me stupid. call me immature. call me whatever u want. cos i dont care. i dont give a damn... [i deleted it..but now i decide to write it...] i dont give a damn what they think about me. i dont fucking care. [yes...i do swear..any problem wit that?] there..i said it. so now the world know about it. and i dont fucking care either. whatever.

ohh by the way... i had a super duper lovely day today...will blog about it soon... now im just too worn out! how was ur day? had any fun?=) i will catch u later...

out of here!!!!

i want to post a picture...but i cant find a perfect one. sorry!