gosh too many things happen at once in my life lately. friends all around me are hit with massive issues...but they are maturing thru this.. we grow up together thru all this. believe me take this as a blessing in disguise. we may not see the blessing now, but someday the blessing will come and show itself...and at that moment u will do nothing but thank God it happen...=) like i once said to a dear friend, although im sure its not me who come up with the expression, the end of something is the beginning of another, it really depends on how u see it. more often than not, the new things that are just starting to begin is more exciting and wonderful than the one that just ended. Hang on in there guys, im here to listen to every word u need to get out..things may not make sense now.. but things can only get better from now on. =)
back to the purpose of this post, about being vulnerable. no one can ever escape being vulnerable. no matter how cool or how strong u are, physical or emotional, u are in the state of being vulnerable. what differ us is how well u manage the effect. the effect of being vulnerable.
i for certainly, am not very good handling this kind of things. this is not my cup of tea..[sekarang aku layan tea ooo...tapi earl grey twinnings jek..lain tak layan aaa...=p] not my thing, not my expertise. and of all times, now is the time i feel so vulnerable. after going thru that hellish hell of emotion rollercoster. after i have picked up the pieces left behind. put back the shattered pieces. putting urself out there. taking the risk of being hurt. again. and the fact that u might going thru the same process again is so daunting. in my short life of 22, i have been hurt in so many possible ways by those who are so dear to me. well, when a friend said enemy can just hurt u...but loved ones can crush u...i couldnt help but smile. it occur to me once, that it is easier to live in hatred than loving somebody. bcos when u turn cold, no one can ever hurt u. u r just an ice queen. plain cold. but the nature of ice, it can easily broken to pieces too, and most of all it can melt. so no matter what u do. you are vulnerable. thats human. who we all are.
this songs is just a cool song.. but read carefully, it might help u make sense that life is wonderful...
Life is wonderful -Jason Mraz..
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word [sungguh sesuai untuk dissertation..T_T]
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
Hm... hmm
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust [maybe next time i will talk about trust]
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la la
It is so......
It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la love is meaningfull
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la
It is so... wonderfull
It is so... meaningfull
it needs something to happen before something else happen...=) so hang in there...things will definately go better...
aku ni tamau tido lepas sahur sbb nak wat dissertation..tapi dok layan blogging plakk...isk isk..T_T bila nak siap 3ribu nih?? huhu...
1 comment:
more stories on princesses!
http://tigerjoe.blogspot.com/2006/09/wish-me-luck.html
ahaks! dont blame me! he's so penyayang lg romantik and i cant help myself from not reading his blog!
:P
other guys! ang moh! laubeh! learn from him k?
(this comment should be put under the topic of 'vulgarity')
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