being me...

There's no need to argue anymore,
I gave all I could, but it left me so sore,
And the thing that makes me mad
Is the one thing that I had
I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me
And I remember all the things we once shared
Watching TV movies on the living room armchair
But they say it will work out fine
Was it all a waste of time
Cause I knew, I knew, I'd lose you
You'll always be special to me
Will I forget in time,
You said I was on your mind

....but being me..once broken considered sold...

almost everything wit me is like one chance offer...

for now...aku still lagi ...terluka..hurt...

and being me..im the kind that yg not easy to let go... i hold on to my hurting for a looooong time....

tak tau ler brapa teruk hurting nih...tak tau ler brapa lama nak stay hurt camni...tak tau ler bila akan leh let go...tak tau ler bila nak recover...

lagi satu aku hurt2 ni...jgn ler pujuk...lagi terbakar ada...cam buh garam kat luka tau tak...biar jer la aku drift away dgn perasaan aku..im going to be alright. eventually the feelings will wash away... i will forget it in time...but all these might take years... let me indulge in my own emotions..

im sure u understand. its not like we know each other yesterday....im sorry!


im sorry im not like u...
im sorry im not an angel
im sorry i could not come over it
im sorry im not mature enuf to handle all this
im sorry im too emotional
im sorry i was too broken
im sorry i was too blind to see
im sorry i was too deaf to hear
im sorry i was too stupid not to change
im sorry i decide to stay where i am
im sorry i used the name srikandi
im sorry i love lion so much
im sorry i have a history
im sorry i live to live my dreams
im sorry to even have dreams
im sorry i cant do this...
and most of all im sorry for for being a.... p r i n c e s s

ohh have fun figuring this out...=P