For almost 2 months, i have totally enjoyed myself without even bother to think about anyone or almost anything. i totally enjoy myself to the max. I go out with whoever i fancy, talk to whoever is there, do whatever i want, go wherever i want, go and come back whenever i want, and i totally love it. it really takes my mind of it. i never thought i could do that. i didnt even realise i did that. i didnt even realise i love that until today, until i was hit straight to the face that i wont be able to enjoy that luxury.
can i still live thru that? can i make a straight face? i have no idea wat will happen. i have no idea how to behave. or wat to do. do i ran away? do i stay? whats the verdict? what will i do?
where do i go? where can i be? what can i do? hmm.. too many questions. and no answer.
kini tibalah musim luruh yg penuh kemungkinan..tiada kepastian.. i hate this. i hate it. i hate when i cant control what is going to happen. i hate it when i dont know whats going to happen. thats it. i hate this feeling...
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