and again??

yesh again..i have no idea how or why. no reason. nothing happen to remind me of anybody..but i suddenly hit by the feeling of missing somebody.. or something. me not happy.

how can i not be happy? i just placed my order of the soo wanted crystal bracelet!!!
how can i not be happy??? i just turn 22 and being blessed by great friends who, some of them are on the other side of the globe wishing me the best and blessed birthday!
how can i not be happy? i just traveled Europe and to the most cultured cities in the world!
how can i not be happy? i had the greatest time everytime i went out no matter with who..superb!
how can i not be happy? it was soo sunny today..tho it rains a bit...but it was sunny!
how can i not be happy? im going to the beach next week???
how can i not be happy? my clinique goodies that i ordered will arrived next monday?
how can i not be happy? i am very much loved and missed by friends and family!
what is it to make me happy? to put that smile on my face again..to wash away that frown..

there are soo many reasons to be happy...then why am i not?

damn it!

does ur presence make me happy? its ur disappearance that make me unhappy..

now where is my favourite clinique happy perfume.. hopefully that can make me HAPPY!