I Hate Her!

for all i know i hate her. My lil sis. ohh i hate her so much. i can still remember how i first wish she is my little brother! so i can be the only daughter..=p

so ok. im the first daughter. i have 2 big brothers who for all they know is finding ways to bully me and make me cry. and when my sister is born. i say great..now i have somebody to partner with to counter strike my brothers. heh! i tot wrong! [im 8 at that time..wat an 8 year old girl knew anyway?] and so i demand she being named similar as mine. Nurul Imani, to echo my name Nurul Yaqin as both my brothers have similar names. i tot we are going to be the best of friend..buzzz...WRONG!

i was 15 when she first started school. she went to the same school that i went to..and that make both of us Methodist girls. i dont mind that. but it really get on my nerves when she starts to like the same thing i like. copying my style. my favourite colours. i hate it when it comes to raya shopping. she will pick the same colour as mine. buy the same shoe like mine. and even the same bag. OH I HATE HER!!! then i finish school, went to KL to study. and she now goes to the same school that i went to, SMART. Great! she is becoming even more like me! T_T and believe it or not.. i have no memory of her what so ever when i was in school..and we live under the same roof! that is how much i hate her!

and i hate her cos she always mess with my things. there was one time she plays with my favourite fountain pen until rosak! urrghhh... and i got that pen from my good friend who lives in Scotland!!! and there was one time.. she took my favourite lipstick and conteng her almari and cermin!!! until my lipstick finish tau!!! hey i love that lipstick!! MAMA!!! tgk la adik nih...and all mama said was.. 'kenapa adik wat cam tuh?' urgghh i hate her! TWICE!!!

I hate her so much cos Mama wont say anything about her. she doesnt have bedtime like i used to. mama never nag her to do her homework. papa and mama never marah her. she never get scolded like me and my brother used to. its always ok for her to this and that when it was wrong for me and my brothers. she never reads like me n my brothers did. and most of all she gets Piano Lesson!!! urgghhh YOU!!! I HATE YOU!!!

Now that im 10 000 miles away from her, ohh she wears all my shirts, my jeans, my baju kurung, my bags and even my high heels!??? what?? who gave u permission to dig all my baju and things???? erghh YOU! now i hate u even more!! I HATE YOU!!!

the only thing i love about being a big sis is.. ADIK...pegi mandi! Adik wat keje skolah! Adik..Makan! Adik...amik kan gelas kat dapur..Adik kuatkan kipas.. Adik amik remote tv tuh.. Adik angkat tipon tuh!!! Adik... tukar channel akak nak tgk!! Adik...abang suruh ko pegi kedai beli keropok!! Adik pegi beli aiskrim jap..panas arr...!! ohh i love that!! SO MUCH! [thats the only time i talk to her anyway..=P]

for that reason and for that reason only....

ADIK...Kakak loves u so much! (^_^)