autumn tears..

it seems like its only yesterday i published My Official Summer Post... and now summer is over! today is the first day of autumn. and today, i have exactly 4 months to enjoy my living here in UK. gosh...time fly...and before i know, i could be singing the song Leaving On A Jet Plane in Heathrow.. =( with tears running down my cheek..[not even a single tear drop when i leave Malaysia tho..huhu]

there are alot of things i want to say, but i couldnt find words to put it in..

Summer was really really great. i totally enjoyed it. i did almost everything on my list of things to do..everything goes to plan except i cancelled my trip to Spain. and to make up for it..i have treat myself...[memujuk hati yg sedih dan luka..] with a little summer shopping spree [bought 2 pairs of shoes, jeans, and a lot of clinique stuff!! =)] and...yesh...2 treats...a trip to London!! ngeee... but nonetheless im still sad over the fact that im not going to Spain! huhu...T_T I AM NOT GOING!!! damn it!! hate that. T_T

but yesh...my summer is going to end with smiles...a trip to London will always be great! this time round im taking Ainee along... hehe.. [eQin must be a good girl...not to influence good girls like our little miss Ainee here... but i have never been good in London...good girls to Heaven..bad girls go to London ... ohh.... and Amsterdam too...hehe...(^_^)] but since both of us are officially broke.. we cant afford a shopping spree in Harrods..erk...or for that matter anywhere in London. the main goal of the trip is our little Sushi Hunting. i have been wanting to eat sushi for many2 months now.. tamau la makan sushi kat tesco.. i want proper ones la! so i have set us to have sushi for lunch with a friend im meeting in London on Saturday..=) [huhu...sounds like a business lunch date je..ahaks].

and so i will be back in Plymouth in the early hours on Sunday morning for Miss Ainee wants to go bargain hunting in carboot..apa daa..=P have to cut short my mini break in London T_T anyhow, i shall be back in London sometime in October..=) for an unfinished business. huhu...i want my birthday present!!! so near yet sooooo far...T_T

Autumn... uncertainty... unknown... ketibaan musim luruh yg tiada kepastian dan penuh kemungkinan.. i dread the arrival of autumn. i have no idea why.. but everytime i think about it, it makes me feel so sad.. =( uneasy and rest less.. maybe summer has treat me good and the fact of its uncertainty just make me feel dreadful and somber.

no more summer sunshine to make me happy... autumn has arrive with its cold harsh wind and im in tears...ohh come what may...