Dinner with the doctors...

i was left home alone today, i only saw 4 souls today. First, it was Sue, my mak cik cleaner. Then, Doreen came to use the laptop for awhile. Then i did not speak to a soul until i Fariza came to have dinner with me. and later Faizan join in.

i cook a simple dish. nothing fancy really. But we had fun.. Fariza told what happen today at work. then, Faizan's turn to tell his story. yeah they used medical terms which means nothing to this mere teacher trainee..but it was soo funny. they taught me something new today... 'Kalau nak bunuh diri, buat betul2'.. which is true! if u r laying there...half dead from overdose of something...sleeping pills, or panadols.. or whatever... it makes people like Faizan go home later than he should. nak mati pun nyusahkan orang lagi..huhu.. then u r transfered to a ward...and make ppl like Fariza....go round and round trying to figure whats wrong with u. it just make ppl life easier if u just kill ur self and make it right. die instantly. dead. then people like Faizan can go home on time. and people like Fariza does not have to go round and round figuring ur mental problem. [hehehe....aiyoo now im becoming like them la...] and dont call ppl if u want to kill urself. if u think somebody care about u, why on earth do u want to kill urself???

and i think the best part when listening to these 2....they make u feel like u r a doctor too...or ok la..rendah sket la..like medical students. but i get used to listening to them n sometimes i could understand a few things.heheh...maybe i could be a doctor..[yeah rite...thats is so funny...=p]. the first time i heard about their experience facing death, i was a bit disturb. and i envy their courage. they can still go on with life like nothing happen. im emotional. i take that kind of things seriously.it bugs me so i cant be a doctor.

yeah these two add more spice to life... and help me go through life with extra lessons like today.. 'whatever u want to do..make sure you do it right!' thanks guys... u guys make my day. and thanks for coming over after a long day at work..[both balik an hour later then they are supposed to] and say goodbye to me.. i will see u guys when i come home... do miss me!

Dr Fariza Wan Jamaluddin and Dr Faizan Ahmad

my favourite doctors...=)