damn it!

YES! damn it! i know. i dont care. its wrong. but what the heck. say what u want. i dont bother.

I MISS YOU...

there i said it. i thought im going to be fine. no i am not. i was wrong. sorry. it wasnt meant to be this way. but i miss u.

i actually miss u more than i think i could miss u.
i miss u more than im supposed to miss u.
i actually miss u more than i think i should miss u.
i miss u more than u think i miss u.

i can't decide who. really. but i miss u.

and the worst part really. there is nothing i can do. well apart than stare into blank spaces. thinking about u. missing u when u are here with me. i miss u. so much.

i miss u. damn it! T_T