Mr D!

....here goes nothing.

last night i am done with my Dissie.
at about 12 midnite ++ i burn the CD so i could print n bind it today. yeah i did that.

and while the CD is burning...and no.. no flame are insight! korang caya tak? tetiba jek that lagu ...'its the final countdown... '

ala lagu yg slalu main kat RTM bila nak New Year tuh?!! huhu..

i was like..DEMMIT! why la this song..?T_T

anyway.. there were few occasions that my ipod played this song while i was in the library, spending quality time with Mr D...i have decided there and then that this song will be my official PDS song.. just like my offical Summer song..T_T

haih~~


My official PDS song..

yesh Mr D is leaving me soon..

2 months i have spend times with Mr D...

sampai sini saja percintaan kita Mr D... T_T

Mr D fact sheet

its already printed..2 copies....

last word count = 11 582

number of pages:

38pages [text only]

46pages [title page, table of content, statement of originality, abstract, acknowledgement, text, list of references ]

60 pages of appendices telah menelan duit aku sebanyak £5 untuk di photocopy.. includes 3 units from the textbook, part of HSP and Lesson Plans..

in total =106 pages

abis ni apa cerita nih? appendices lagi tebal dari dissie aku nih? T_T

and it costs me...

£10 for printer credit [2 copies of text etc including appendices]

and bind..

£4 for cover page yg kaler biru with Marjon's logo in gold

£5 for binding costs

£1.20 for plastic covers

...for both hard copy

now now...

nasib baik le CD aku tak yah kuar duit lagi...huhu burn berkali2 pun still free..T_T

but its all done now.. i can hand it tmrw.. but im leaving it with me..

i will hand it in on Friday morning.. make sure i wake up k? huhu.. kang sesia jek! T_T

takkan semudah itu aku nak lepaskan... i have work on it like mad.. the last time aku berkampung kat drawing room ni was bcos of Primary Dept exam.. but this is serius case. darling havent seen my room for like a week already now..

but i can still remember the feel of holding Mr D yg telah siap di bind tadi..

cant believe it weh.. huhu

emosi gila.. the moment has arrived.

and soon it will be gone.. out of sight.. out of mind...

i remember i was all excited to start..

i was stuck.. cant write.. writers block

i panic...i talked to liz..

still cant write.. panic panic..

i cried.. T_T

...thanks for being there and listens to all my whining.. i once said its going to finish a week earlier bcos of you.. hehe well its not a week but i finished earlier than other people la..hope i can return the favour while u r doing urs..=) thanks soo much! can never repay u of course.

many things change. i learn many many things. i figure out routine that works for me. i adapt my life to it. i change this and that. i figure out systems to do this n that with minimal effort.

im surprised to see myself work like that. i never thought i could. come on.. how many times u have seen me work my butt off like that? even untuk SPM pun aku tak study cam ni..

even for usual assignments, its only 5% of the effort im giving right now...

Mr D.. may you worth everything i give...

ahh tak penah la aku rasa emosi cam ni.. boyfriend pun aku tak sayang cam ni tau? T_T aishh~~

i give all i could..

i did all i can...

right now, with all my heart..

i hope it can repay some of my debts...

Mr D.. i hope u wont dissappoint me....

i did my best.