speechless

well im short of time..and this bloody cybercafe is damn noisy reminding me of my forever talking and screaming students... i cant think!!!

just want to share some of the pix from my engagement for dearest friends to view...well i dont think i have any reader anymore... which is sucks. T_T

The very gorgeous backdrop... FYI: self made! =D

From him to her

From him to her

Future Perhaps? ;)

They talk for a very looo000000ng time...huhu (0_o)

With gifts from both sides...Gold vs Red! hehehe

The very first rock on my finger...and not taking it off!! =P

Lonely on my own...wish the girls are wit me!

Very Berry expensive dress...now collecting dust in my closet.. T_T

From her to him

From her to him

The start to a very long journey together...

Wedding??? NEXT YEAR... wait for the invitation..huhu.

till next time. take care and stay safe! ...and mish you!

TAKE ME AWAAYYYYYYYY

im dying at the moment.... helppp im living deep in the jungle and i rarely get access to my darling blog which i miss soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! i want to go backkkkk help please.. if u happen to know some huge cable that could take me away from this bloody place do let me know. i dont even have decent phone lines and internet access...i havent read newspaper for aaaaagggggeeeessss!!! i will be the last to know if anything happen in Malaysia!! im literary dying here...soul and brain and everything... i feel like im wasting my hard earn degree.. and i cry myself to sleep everynight! please help me.. its killing me in every sort of ways...

Take me away...

OMG!!!! im dying here u know... this is the worst place u could ever be!!!

im currently in SK Kedaik Muadzam Shah Pahang
and im teaching the orang asli kids... T_T

another goodbye..

hello there. its all over now. 5 and a half years. i hope it really over now. i now have to serve for at least 5 years. given the circumstances i pass the KISSM exam. it was bloody hard ok? if i did not*touch wood*, i might want to consider give up working for the gov. the idea of me going through kissim all over again was just too daunting.

i have 3 weeks before the letter that detemine the rest of my life arrive. in that mean time, i should worry how to live without sayang being just 10km away from me. huhu.. i have 10 thousand things on my mind right now. like how to live for the next 3-6 months without allowances!!!

the idea of me blogging tonight is to tell how i dread this place. IPBA. the so called the prestige teacher training college. the list of complaints will take up to a year to be completed. thus i skip that part. remaining the only selected few wonderful and great memories from the moment i say Hello to Laylee [my first friend in IPBA and we still are very dear till today...] till the tears that fell when i say goodbye to those who are dear to me.. those who vanish the silence in my life... those who colours my days.. those who laugh and cry with me..those who climb the endless stairs in ipba with me... [promise never to forget that 'Tangga Kejayaan'.. ever!] those who left Malaysia to the wonderland with me.. those who i will remember my whole life..

Those are

Foundation class D
the girls of 306A 2002-2003
the girls of 302B 2004
the hip and happening Marjons
The girls of H33, H32, H34, H30, H31 and Sue!
...beethoven pun skali..
and the guy that i adore so much in H19! huehue
and last but not at all least...the gorgeous babes of 506A.

... another year another goodbye. but the tears are the promise to get back together again someday. . i am going to miss all those times we had together. IPBA is the place u depend on friends to be able to go through the day. and i depend on you...

fuyoooo.....

hello. hi there. how are you? have u been busy lately? have you had restless nights lately? have you been wondering alot as u are unsure of something? well, i have. and its all over as i am back in college before Maghrib yesterday feeling better about things. well one thing. and i have to bother about alot of other things. =( for e.g passing my Kissim, going to BTN this weekend, and wondering about my posting. damn its tiring to be a working adult. huhu...

anyway, about that one thing. it might be a small matter to others. but..huhu damn it bothers me like crazy mad. you see...i am the first daughter. i wasnt there when it happens to my brothers. i wasnt there to see how my parents deal with it. anyway, it happened to my brothers..my parents reaction to me might be different from my brothers. thus this is totally a new experience and i have no idea how it happened in my family. T_T

Last saturday, i went back to Kuantan with my boyfriend to be introduced to my parents after being pressured by his parents and demanded by him. Demmit dia sket punya rilek..aku lak yg gelabah. confident giler aa..tension tol aku.

Fortunately everything went well... things that i fear the most does not happen. and i dont want to think of it anymore. well, considering his long list of excellency, he always pass with flying colours in everything that he does. punya la dapat green light from my parents, sampai my mom bought a green shirt for him...haih~~~ di sayangi abis la tuh.. *eyes rolling*

now i am more happy to be working in Kuantan while he is in KL. about making it official? uiks.. let me breath ok? let me have some deep quality sleep for a few weeks.. then we talk ok?

life goes on..now im trapped in this college until 4pm every weekdays. damn does my end of year be this stressful every year??

i am a teacher. i should be getting long holidays at the end of every year!