fuyoooo.....

hello. hi there. how are you? have u been busy lately? have you had restless nights lately? have you been wondering alot as u are unsure of something? well, i have. and its all over as i am back in college before Maghrib yesterday feeling better about things. well one thing. and i have to bother about alot of other things. =( for e.g passing my Kissim, going to BTN this weekend, and wondering about my posting. damn its tiring to be a working adult. huhu...

anyway, about that one thing. it might be a small matter to others. but..huhu damn it bothers me like crazy mad. you see...i am the first daughter. i wasnt there when it happens to my brothers. i wasnt there to see how my parents deal with it. anyway, it happened to my brothers..my parents reaction to me might be different from my brothers. thus this is totally a new experience and i have no idea how it happened in my family. T_T

Last saturday, i went back to Kuantan with my boyfriend to be introduced to my parents after being pressured by his parents and demanded by him. Demmit dia sket punya rilek..aku lak yg gelabah. confident giler aa..tension tol aku.

Fortunately everything went well... things that i fear the most does not happen. and i dont want to think of it anymore. well, considering his long list of excellency, he always pass with flying colours in everything that he does. punya la dapat green light from my parents, sampai my mom bought a green shirt for him...haih~~~ di sayangi abis la tuh.. *eyes rolling*

now i am more happy to be working in Kuantan while he is in KL. about making it official? uiks.. let me breath ok? let me have some deep quality sleep for a few weeks.. then we talk ok?

life goes on..now im trapped in this college until 4pm every weekdays. damn does my end of year be this stressful every year??

i am a teacher. i should be getting long holidays at the end of every year!