TAKE ME AWAAYYYYYYYY

im dying at the moment.... helppp im living deep in the jungle and i rarely get access to my darling blog which i miss soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! i want to go backkkkk help please.. if u happen to know some huge cable that could take me away from this bloody place do let me know. i dont even have decent phone lines and internet access...i havent read newspaper for aaaaagggggeeeessss!!! i will be the last to know if anything happen in Malaysia!! im literary dying here...soul and brain and everything... i feel like im wasting my hard earn degree.. and i cry myself to sleep everynight! please help me.. its killing me in every sort of ways...