Busy busy day!

i was awake freakingly early, but the sky was soo grey..so it didnt motivate me to actually wake up and get out of my comfy duvet..=P but yeah! if the sky was blue, i could have got up and went for a jog! heh! anyway, i was so productive today.. =)

i woke up around 9 and did an awful loads of things...
i did my facial this morning [finally!! about time too..=D]
i change my towels n beddings.. [about time too...]
i finished my analysis for the questionnaires [good girl!!]
i went to sign my pay slip!![Finally its cleared! yeayyy!!!]
i learned to make sushi from Ainee and had them for dinner..[hehe..slalu pandai makan jek..=P],

the sushi we made..=) Itadakimasu...

i get my hair trimmed by Toni and Lyn..[=P hehe..rumah 31 pakai khidmat Toni n Gay..haha..lagi teruk dooo..],
i fold all my not so freshly-laundrette-clothes and put them were they belong [setelah i cant remember how many days they bertapa dlm bag laundry ku..huhu],
i figure out what to do/to wear/to bring in/to london [heh! cam lama jek nak dok sana...]
i make an effort to kemas bilik [thats a lie really, but i did kemas sket la..at least i susun all my books n files =P so sue can hoover my room tomorrow..]

i say bubye to Linda...she is going to Canada..H31 is going to somewhere, and the girls who are going to Spain witout me! [apa nih...seme international travelling..aku jek yg pegi london nih..T_T]

er..tu jek kot..ohh i update my blog before i go ..=P

ok im off to london!! will be back on sunday.. take care everyone! pray for my safety and hope its sunny sunshine in London..=)

autumn tears..

it seems like its only yesterday i published My Official Summer Post... and now summer is over! today is the first day of autumn. and today, i have exactly 4 months to enjoy my living here in UK. gosh...time fly...and before i know, i could be singing the song Leaving On A Jet Plane in Heathrow.. =( with tears running down my cheek..[not even a single tear drop when i leave Malaysia tho..huhu]

there are alot of things i want to say, but i couldnt find words to put it in..

Summer was really really great. i totally enjoyed it. i did almost everything on my list of things to do..everything goes to plan except i cancelled my trip to Spain. and to make up for it..i have treat myself...[memujuk hati yg sedih dan luka..] with a little summer shopping spree [bought 2 pairs of shoes, jeans, and a lot of clinique stuff!! =)] and...yesh...2 treats...a trip to London!! ngeee... but nonetheless im still sad over the fact that im not going to Spain! huhu...T_T I AM NOT GOING!!! damn it!! hate that. T_T

but yesh...my summer is going to end with smiles...a trip to London will always be great! this time round im taking Ainee along... hehe.. [eQin must be a good girl...not to influence good girls like our little miss Ainee here... but i have never been good in London...good girls to Heaven..bad girls go to London ... ohh.... and Amsterdam too...hehe...(^_^)] but since both of us are officially broke.. we cant afford a shopping spree in Harrods..erk...or for that matter anywhere in London. the main goal of the trip is our little Sushi Hunting. i have been wanting to eat sushi for many2 months now.. tamau la makan sushi kat tesco.. i want proper ones la! so i have set us to have sushi for lunch with a friend im meeting in London on Saturday..=) [huhu...sounds like a business lunch date je..ahaks].

and so i will be back in Plymouth in the early hours on Sunday morning for Miss Ainee wants to go bargain hunting in carboot..apa daa..=P have to cut short my mini break in London T_T anyhow, i shall be back in London sometime in October..=) for an unfinished business. huhu...i want my birthday present!!! so near yet sooooo far...T_T

Autumn... uncertainty... unknown... ketibaan musim luruh yg tiada kepastian dan penuh kemungkinan.. i dread the arrival of autumn. i have no idea why.. but everytime i think about it, it makes me feel so sad.. =( uneasy and rest less.. maybe summer has treat me good and the fact of its uncertainty just make me feel dreadful and somber.

no more summer sunshine to make me happy... autumn has arrive with its cold harsh wind and im in tears...ohh come what may...

...opppss...i...err...we did it again...

i have never ever done this before...OMG! serius weh...after 22 yrs in life..i have never stayed up all night talking on the phone.. but it was fun tho. hmm i should do this more often..(^_^)

ok..this summer holiday had got to be the time where my life has turn upside down..not that its bad or anything, but i never thought i could live like this... (@_@)

for once, after just a little more than a year, i have totally ignore my sleeping habits, ie sleeping on time and wake up every morning without the help of my alarm clock..and i have never been this lazy to workout..and i bet, im going to suffer hell loads more this autumn..[remember last time??? T_T] and i totally ignore my meal time not once or twice...but almost everyday... and i only have a month to get back to my eating habits.. or come Ramadhan im going to struggle a bit more than the past years. i have totally forgotten when was the last time i had proper serving of vegetables [note to self: buy carrot n lettuce] and my last glass of fresh milk was before i went for the europe tour [...and milk too!]. BAD! i know.. ya i have been taking my vitamins n tablets, [heh...bnyk hari gak ponteng..masa on tour jek baik..takut sakit..huhu] but i bet that wasnt the same for the real thing bcos my gum is suffering like mad [note to self: arrange for a dental check up as soon as i arrive in Kuantan....along side ice-blended sessions with my girlfriends.. ahaksss...cant wait!!! trust me..i have LOADSSS to spill...hehehe...].

Woo arrives home last nite but i havent talk to her.. tho she came up to my room last nite. haha..bcos i was so busy talking on the phone. duh!! i will make it up to her. dinner is on me tonite. =) any request??? [lama siot tak masak...cam kekok dah kat dapur...] anyway, i probably will end up talking with her all night tonite..*again??*[ yeah like we have never done it before...=p]

and soo my little summer luxury will end soon...T_T and its going to be mad, all mad after this.. i havent talk to Liz about my dissertation. she shouldnt expect anything much out of me tho...[talking about me being lazy hahaha...lazy is my middle name!].... by the way, its my SUMMER HOLIDAY!!! duh!! ohh Liz wil have 3 months to breath down my neck and make me read until i puke. T_T anyway, since i cant spend time outside after this, i guess library is going to be my refuge camp... *sigh* find me there at my favourite table on the first floor..=) c yaaa!!!

oh by the way, Julie n Sudi is coming home soon too!! [just in time after Linda will be gone for her trip to Canada, so i wont be left alone..=P..great timing girls!!!] i have yet to ask them to buy me some stuff... babesss...buy me Cleo..plisshhh!! i mish it soo much... T_T

this is sucks.. this entry is purely lame..T_T need inspiration to write... gosh..i think i need a new blog. totally ignore this one and set up a new one. Fresh! but then..i have been writing here for almost a year now. i move here 1st of September last year.. cant believe that tho.. it has been a year since i turn serius with blogging. anyway, i dont think i will spend much time blogging after this.. Liz is sooo not going to let me breath...T_T

Simply Madness!!

i have never seen anything like this. this is perfect madness.

i have spend so many times on ebay browsing so many different things. weird stuff, cars, beddings, art stuff, gowns, shoes, even house! dont even have to mention the times i spend on the Fragrances section, with my growing interest in perfume and with my brothers' requests for so many different kinds of perfume, i have become somewhat well verse in this department.

...and today, while flipping through a magazine [which i bought to get its beach bag that i still ought to use] i discover a new perfume which was just launch 2 weeks ago. It has great looking bottle[why cant Clinique Happy comes in a great looking bottle like this or curious by Britney Spears..=(], i totally love the colour, and of course the name, perfect for me although i think the smell is a bit too strong for daywear. however, it has created MADNESS! all this while, all the times i have spend bargain hunting on ebay for miniature perfumes that my brother loves so much [i prefer the 30ml bottles], i have never seen anything like this..

Pure perfect madness!!!

Vera Wang's Princess. I have no idea whats the retail price, but it comes in standard size bottles of 30ml, 50ml and 100ml. Like all other designer perfume, with such great looking bottle, it also have the miniature size of 4ml. the most i have paid for a 4ml bottle is £4 inc pnp [one of the burberry lines] and this 4ml is going to be sold for more than £40!!! [not to mention it still has another 29hours before its being sold] Madness, pure madness. although i want it so much...i have to just look at this.. i purely cant afford it now!

ohh Princess just have to wait until Christmas Shopping to get her Princess perfume..

and even if Princess cant afford it then...

there will still be a time when Princess can have it... =) without even have to pay for it...

experience the princess here

26th August 06, 20.03: the 4ml miniature was sold for £50 with p&p at £1.49 [hope the 30ml cost half of that!] [check it out for yourself]

will heaven turns to hell?

For almost 2 months, i have totally enjoyed myself without even bother to think about anyone or almost anything. i totally enjoy myself to the max. I go out with whoever i fancy, talk to whoever is there, do whatever i want, go wherever i want, go and come back whenever i want, and i totally love it. it really takes my mind of it. i never thought i could do that. i didnt even realise i did that. i didnt even realise i love that until today, until i was hit straight to the face that i wont be able to enjoy that luxury.

can i still live thru that? can i make a straight face? i have no idea wat will happen. i have no idea how to behave. or wat to do. do i ran away? do i stay? whats the verdict? what will i do?

where do i go? where can i be? what can i do? hmm.. too many questions. and no answer.

kini tibalah musim luruh yg penuh kemungkinan..tiada kepastian.. i hate this. i hate it. i hate when i cant control what is going to happen. i hate it when i dont know whats going to happen. thats it. i hate this feeling...