sick

im still sick. still had the cough. but feeling better. hopefully due to the long weekend i will fully recovered.

but there is something else that make me feel sick.

liars. maybe not. pretenders i suppose. or they just dont want to admit that they do the very same thing that they say they WONT do. pretend to be the person they are not. even in their own blog. trying to implicate self pity so others will feel pity for her.

to me, blog is very personal. you dont do it to gain popularity. i dont care if not many people reads my blog. but i appreciate any of you who do reads.. =) not like people used to do in chatrooms, when IRC was the only way to chat, when YM still does not exist! people pretend on the internet to gain popularity. to be someone they are not.

maybe people who don't know you personally would say.. 'WOW..so and so did this and that..'
but i who know you very personally in reality knows that a lie! or you would just pretend that you are not doing what you are doing..

...im very hostile to this kind of people. this behaviour kills my love and care towards a person. i look down on you. no longer have my respect. sorry babe..



now i have to pretend i still care. ...eat my own words! hate it.