darkness

well future days seems dark n bleak..

first of all Hubby is soo bloody busy and his attention for me is definately lacking. so it is going to be boring.


second my school days will be long and painful. we have a new HM and so far he is nothing but trouble. the teachers at school is definately fidgeting as we make fun to all things and everyone is masking the feeling with laughter and jokes. there is not short of jokes and laughter to keep the ball rolling and steam off...

third my hands are still dark n black n burned regardless of the amount of Nivea Whitening Body Lotion.
thats including RM 165 for the 3 hour SPA session which include berendam dalam susu and whitening body mask...grrrrr

When will everything turn brighter? When will my sunshine come back?

owh babe...i dont even know what i need now. a breakaway is a definate no at the moment. workload is amounting and its seems like never ending story..

things are piling up so does hurting. but there is absolutely no time to mend even my own hurting heart. =(