...thank.you.very.much!

aaaaaaa....

jangan sapa2 remind aku dah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


huarghhh!


T_T


berapa kali nak cakap


orang tamau balik la!


TAMAU TAMAU TAMAU...


kalau aku balik, Sue nak membebel kat sapa..

kalau aku balik, sapa nak gaduh ngan Michelle kat Inted nanti?

kalau aku [+budak2 kelas aku] balik, maka akan sunyi la Inted. T_T


semua orang ingat aku happy sbb nak balik dah. tak. aku tak happy. aku tamau balik. balik IPBA plak tuh. lagi la tamau. semua org kata aku looking forward to go home. no! infact it would b great if i dont have to go home yet!

tadi...aku terfikir..for the last 20months, my life did change. but its not a different world here. its just a different place. i still do what i did. but i do did so much more la.. nothing has change that much. i am still the same me. perhaps, hopefully, better. well travelled for sure. and much more cultured.

living abroad sure bring much more than just studying abroad. but im still very much protected. have not really taste real life yet.

...balik mesia dok IPBA. curfew kul 11pm.

...praktikal. mungkin kena dok hostel gak.

...posting. mama suruh dok Kuantan. T_T


kalau dah Princess tuh.. Princess gak la.. tak kemana la aku nih... T_T

...for now. i just want to enjoy wat i have. yes. an assignment and an exam paper. a few more days to spend with my favourite doctors *hugs* ... a few more days to hang out with my other babe, Ainee *hugs*, a few more days to spend with unlimited access to internet for chatting *virtual hugs to my chat buddies* , and for blogging *virtual hugs too for my bloggers n beloved blog* [bersawang le blog aku pas nih...], a few more days to wake u up every morning, having somebody to wake me up for class, and somebody to wish good nite and sweet dreams before bed...[yesh u...T_T].

the fact is. i enjoy this kind of life. many many times. i have said. this is like a fairy tale. living in a fairyland. u know.. when it gets up all foggy n misty.. it feels like u r on a cloud? its kind of depressing sometimes. but yeah i actually like it. when you look out of my window, it does feel like u r on a cloud..

when you get back to Malaysia. its like returning to reality. which is sucks really. its like the real world. which since i was 14, reality bites, cruel world, harsh life. thats what being told to me. tho i dont really experience it. but yeah, i dont intend to. thankyouverymuch.

living here is much more than just being away. its not really a different world. just a different place. and i have less than a month to living the dream...