my obligatory raya post [maafkan daku...]

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
i held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase...






.... ini pilihan aku...aku tahu...ramai yg berkecik hati dengan pilihan aku...





Q:eQin...are u ok?
A: No I am not ok.




im so sorry... for those who feel hurt for what i choose.. bukan la niat nak meminggirkan... sekadar mencari ruang untuk bernafas...

maafkan aku...


Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin


buat Mama, Papa, Aja, Joe, Kak Yan, Adik..and my unborn niece/nephew~~ cant wait to raya with u =) pray for my health success, and safety...

buat warga rumah33... teman2 seMarjon...teman2 sePlymouth dan mereka di seluruh UK... London, Cardiff, Soton, Manchester, Sheffield, Notts, Birm, Leeds, Ireland, etc etc...eh ramai le plak...

mereka di Ausie and NZ...sempat ke korang balik raya kat rumah??~~~ isk isk..tak aci betul

mereka di serata Malaysia...nantikan kepulangan aku~~~

buat para blogger sekalian~~~ maka aktiviti blogging akan terhenti selama seminggu~~~ flooded wit rendang

and buat semua pembaca nurulyaqin.blogspot.com...

~~ Terima Kasih kerana sudi melawat~~

special to Fariza and Shahril: Selamat Pengantin Baru... ;)

tahun ni saya raya makan rendang Dissertation jek...nanti minggu depan saya bawak rendang tu ngan ketupat untuk Liz...sambil mkn leh ckp2 pasal dissie kan liz kan..kan?? T_T

'small but biG, fake but real, crazy but nice, retarded but awesome family'

.... dear heart.......please heal...