conclusion..
selalunya conclusion org buat bila kat akhir karangan.. bila dah introduction...dah abis analysis..abis discussion.. barula org buat conclusion... but in life, sometimes, ppl make conclusion without following the steps like writting an essay..and im included.. im terrible at writing conclusion but sometimes i make conclusion without realising all other things involve... and since im not really good at conclusion, i always end up with bad conclusion.. huhu.. yeah..pathetic me! say what u want..
why im writing this is bcos i feel that people around me have been making conclusion about things..
i have my personal issues.. i feel insecure... i have been running away... i have been shutting down myself towards those who are close to me.. i built a barrier.. i built the tension.. too many things happen lately... i loose touch to some things..i have been dealing with issues while im 10 000 miles away.. i know i miss some of the things back home.. i havent spend much time home now.. i know!
i just need to go away for sometime.. im sorry i did it this way.. but i still miss u guys.. i still love u guys.. i have no intention of hurting u guys..
im sorry what i did hurt u.. but im hurt too.. i wasnt feel welcome... i wasnt feel needed.. i wasnt wanted to be there..i dont feel that i belong there anymore...im sorry but thats what i feel... maybe this is all my fault... blame me.. shut me if u want..
honestly, i miss someone.. i miss her damn much..i love her... someone that i love so bloody much like my big sister...i look up to her... u r one of those people who leaves footprints on others hearts.. but i dont think she miss me... well, i dont know. i dont want to make conclusion anymore...cos sometimes what we see doesnt always what it is...what i think doesnt always true to what really happen.. so let me ask then..
so, do u? .....
and of course why would i want to miss that stupid fucking 0-800-biatchs??? urrrgghhh...
they are still impressives...........................
messing with other's life while they are 10 000 miles away? hebat arr korang...
*note to panglima: another reason why i dont want to go back.. huhu....add it to our list..huhu
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takde kena mengena ngan topic...
last nite i dream of something nice...
if only it would be true..
but then...
it will just make life more complicated..
but then....
thats what i would like to happen...
but then...
what i want doesnt always be the best for me....
why is it so hard for me to understand that??
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heh.. mind to sembang2 kat YM? sian u..
Mimpi itu
Hanyalah untuk orang yang tidur
Sedang orang yang sedar dari mimpi
Perlu berhadapan dengan realiti
Yang adakalanya sebuah tragedi.
Bila segala kurniaan Tuhan tidak dihargai
Bila syukur keatas nikmat Ilahi ditolak ke tepi
Carilah, cari lagi..
Carilah di manapun seluruh dunia
Lagi dan lagi.
Takkan kau temui lagi kasih sejati
Kerana bila sibuk melihat ke luar
Kau lupa kasih sejati itu letaknya dalam hati.
Kita ini bermusafir,
Berkelana di bumi yang tak pasti,
Entah esok entah lusa dijemput Tuhan...
Hilang kasih manusia tidak mengapa
Tapi bila hilang kasih Tuhan,
Tunggulah saja Hari Pembalasan.
Bahagia diterima bila kasih diberi,
Walau terkadang merana kerana memberi,
Bahagia tetap akan hadir sebagai anugerah dari Ilahi
Bila memberi dengan ikhlas, tulus dari hati.
Fikir-fikirkan,
Hak Tuhan sudahkah ditunaikan?
Ubudiah tanda syukur,
Zikir tanda terima kasih,
Ihsan dalam hidup seharian.
Bila sempurna hak Tuhan kau tunaikan,
Barulah kau berhak meminta permintaanmu ditunaikan.
Jadi,
Jangan persoalkan berapa banyak kau dapat,
Tapi persoalkan cukupkah kau memberi.
Cukup-cukuplah bermimpi,
Kini tiba masanya kau memijak ke bumi,
Bukan lagi berpusatkan kendiri.
Hampir 22 tahun bergantung harap kepada yang melahirkan,
Tiba masa membalas jasa yang dia berikan,
Susah hatinya jangan kau tambahkan.
Orang memberi,
Kita merasa,
Orang berbudi,
Jangan lupa untuk berbahasa.
ciao.
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