struck by memories..

entah camne semalam...i was reading about behaviourist.. and suddenly i remember about a song that i used to love so much. so i spend the next hour trying to remember what was the song.. what was the lyrics like. but i couldnt find it anywhere. i cant even remember what the title of the song was. so i end up, sleeping very early last night.. and woke up around 4.30am.

this morning i told sophie what i did last night. reading behaviourist..suddenly remember about the song. she ask 'apa kena mengena?'. well very honestly true...i dont know what is the connection between the song and behaviourist.. [duh!!]. Just now..i was trying to search for James Blunt's [at the moment im very much in love with James Blunt, Daniel Powter, Athlete, Gavin DeGraw, and yg seangkatan dgnnya..ehek!]lyrics.. and i decided to try one last time with what i have in my memory about the song.. so i type.. 'everything will be wonderful'...and suddenly the song appear very much to my suprise. its Wonderful by Everclear..

i cant even remember why i like the song so much[no..the singer isnt cute..i dont even know how he looks like].. but i remember having the lyrics on my table in class when i was in school[in form5 i think] and i kept another copy of the song in my diary [gosh..i miss my purple big book!!!]. i cant even remember how the song goes.. but i have always love things about promises..

Wonderful

by Everclear

[spoken]
Wonderful, isn't it wonderful now

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
And make everything be wonderful again

I hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
I hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that makes me want to cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed and I
Dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say that
Everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes

When you tell me everything is wonderful now
Na na nana........
Please don't tell me everthing is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all ok
I have to laugh so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just don't want to go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say that
Everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world is so big (so big)
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now
Na na nana........

No. No. I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now.
No. No. I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now.
I don't want to hear you say that I will understand some day
No. No. No. No.
I don't want to hear you say that you both have grown in a different way
No. No. No.

No I don't want to meet your friend
I don't want to start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Somedays, I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now.
Na na nana....

No. Please I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now...

No. Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now..
Na nana..
Everything is wonderful now...