But here I am...

[ya ya...i know...i should be studying for my exam..tomorrow! but here i am...let me make this quick..]

there are a number of things i would like to say..i wish i have the time and energy to really give everything a thought before i actually say it here.. but apparently i am not. not gonna think about it and not gonna say it.

before i actually write this post, i was visiting my dear friends' blogs [happen to be all of us have our own blog..], i know all 5 of us are more or less have the same feelings this week. Suffocated..where the time really look as if its sit still.. i cant believe that its already Wednesday tomorrow! i cant believe that i actually didn't even set my foot out of the front door for 3 days. it is melampau la if i said 'i forgot the sky is blue!' bcos i had my blind open all day yesterday.. but literary yes.. i forgot the sky is blue...and the grass is green.. bcos i was literary glued in my room [no..not studying! doing nothing really...staring blankly at the laptop]. i cant believe that abah has finish his term today!! [jeles jeles..].happy holiday to you...and good luck for my exam tomorrow!! pray!!!

in response to the exam, i havent been studying although i have been sitting infront of the laptop but i keep on surfing here and there. there was a day when i actually bring my notes to the drawing room, in order to refrain me from hook up to the internet.. so i went down, get my self a piece of battered fish, i automatically turn on the TV and unfortunately there is a good drama on TV.. So i end up, watching TV instead of reading my notes.. feeling guilty, i actually did a bit of writing and promise to type the whole essay later that afternoon. but all i did was.. i went through all my photos since the first day i step off the plane in Heathrow. and decided to email this one particular photo to this blog with a caption of 'Resolusi: tiada lagi perjuangan saat akhir'. i get myself thinking.. if thats what i am going to send in.. what am i sitting here doing nothing, while i have tonnes of things to do? well, then again.. i succesfully talk myself into.. well its not yet new year. so, officially, its not official yet! *heh..* well, we will see..

i had my 3rd student liason meeting this afternoon. i cant believe i went to the meeting while i still have a lot to read and straighten out..but i kind of glad i did. well, regret too.. *i can smell the curry sophie is cooking in the kitchen* basically, im glad bcos i can hear some of the important things and info myself. for example: now i know that i exactly [today!! today!!] have another year to live in this superbly great, wonderful, fantabulous, absobloominglutely gorgeous, lovely, stunning, and ever so out-of-this-world magnificent ROOM! [one whole strecth of adjectives for one small noun ehek..]. im going to miss this room!! this is the best room i ever lived in. the bed, the duvet [mana aku nak cari duvet best cam ni lagi???], the closet, the huge table, the sink, the wall, the notice board, the door, and the most important and the one that will be missed the most.. the internet connection! huhuhuhu... exactly another year, i dont think i will be blogging as frequent as now. and i remember the feeling of dont-want-to- get-out-bed this morning.. i was literary hang on to the duvet as if Mom is coming to pull the duvet to get me out of bed[thats how good the duvet is!!]. Ohh GOD!! i dont want to go home yet!! i love living here.. ohh please!! if the urge of living abroad[in UK to be exact!!] as STUDENT really get to me..i might just as well looking for chances to further my study soon. Mom??Dad??[or should i be looking at someone else's mom and dad??] sponser me pleaseee.....huhuhuuhuhu...

as i said.. i have a lot to say.. but my blogging hour has come to the end.. i should really hit the books now. so..shoooh...off u go.. [sorry folks..]