My blog should be PURPLE

so it says. just bcos i am expressive off beat blogger that writes about anything n everything n all about myself [which is very true i must say..remember..i am a 7 yr old girl who is very ego centric! my world revolves around me..not u!]. but ya..i have the colour purple in mind when i build this site.. i cant deny the fact that it is still dominated by pink. but what the heck...what do i care.. its my blog. and i can cry if i want to.. [im sensing a kind of pattern here.. when i am angry or pissed off..i tend to express my rage n anger, then i cool down saying what the heck...hehehe]

i have a number of issues/ideas to write about today...but most of it just passing thru my mind. im having a severe headache as we speak[i feel burning hot..all inside me..literally! nak demamkah aku?] so i cant really recall half of my thoughts. but i was bloghopping or blogsurfing this afternoon.. two of the few blogs [the numbers just keep growing by day..] was talking about food. u remember i told u about the brit living in m'sia..he was writing about pasar malam [the thing that i miss the most of all good things in M'sia..] or as the occasion arrises, pasar ramadhan. the best n biggest n endless source of superbly delicious food! he was talking about some of my personal favourites that are beyond our kitchen capability. *sob sob*. or in other words i cant possibly beg Sophy or Sal to make it for me.. huhuhu

someone in madrid.. another blogger i have been stalking..hehee..is feeling exactly the same kind of feelings i have now. MALAS. yesterday, lepas balik dari ASDA, i dont feel a bit sleepy.. after a while, sitting in front of the laptop, i shut my window skrin, i crawl into my duvet, hug my lion, and drift away...and i was asleep for an hour. then i woke up, i cant believe i was turning n tossing in bed for another half an hour, feeling so dreadfully lazy to wake up. and this morning it was even worse, i manage to wake up at 7am. jump out of bed as soon as i open my eyes. quickly brush my teeth n perform my subuh prayer. then i attend to my schoolwork. then at 8am, although i know i have class at 9, i almost very conviniently crawl back under the duvet for half an hour.. then drag my self to maths class and pretend to pay 100% attention by nodding n writing notes ocasianally, though half of the times i dont even listen to what she is saying...then later to science class[we did a pin-hole camera today] and in the afternoon.. to english class, where we can act our shoe size again. [yeay!!] hopping tommorow will be a better day...

today the parcel from mama has arrived. i have realised that i need to be careful with what i tell my mom n now i figure out why half of the time i tell her nothing bout my life [esp what happen in skool, when i was in KL and even now when i am here in UK]. bcos everytime i open my mouth about something..usually im complaining, she will do everything she can to attend to me. even to the extend, sending me an umbrella all the way to UK, as i was saying i dont have one.. MOM!! gosh i need to keep my mouth shut! and ya eQin, u cant possibly use ur status as mama's princess to get away with everything ya.. u need to be more responsible ya!! be more reasonable too.. [erghh!! kenapa? kenapa? kenapa? kenapa mesti sekarang baru nak mintak this n that???kenapa tak dulu??? huhu bcos i know mom is spending her last cent towards Joe's wedding... huhuhu denying the fact i am jealous!! waaaaaa T_T] face it eQin..u r far far away from home! u cant possibly get mama to send eveything to u.. u terrible girl! it cost alot darling...

overwhelmed..too many thoughts but nothing significant to really talk about! ohh ya.. hehe congrats and a pat for myself for finishing my homework before blogging today. and today, i was given another source of motivation to work even harder. abah get an A for his folio!! and there was like only other 3 ppl get an A too.. CONGRATS abah!! u r such brilliant [huhu as oppose to me who is half of the time is not sure about my spelling]. with such severe headache i manage to write this long and i am still finding things to cramp into this entree bcos im so much in love with 'bila abah balik nanti' entree just bcos its long n full of things that happen in my life. another reason i want it to be long bcos i have a couple of non valid entree...hehehe [another excuse..] i am sooo addicted to blogging now..

hmm suddenly remembered, when i was still blogging in friendster, when i was still addicted to ebay, i was searching for something else to occupy me, or amuse me as i like to put it, and now i have found it. BLOG: reading and writing! why do i write? well, most of the time, i write to share about my life, although i am fairly almost very sure no one reads my blog more religiously than me myself [well no suprise about me being self obsess!!]. the reason i really love bloghopping or blogsurfing is i like to read. i like to read what pleasures me.. not and nothing about what wallace have to say about classroom investigation. it has been awhile since i last held a good book. its easy to get away from reading a good book when u have a nice good pile of very entertaining dvds. need to get back, need to read more!

since i have ran out of colour, i shall make this my last paragraph before concluding. and i shall think of something, one thing really significant about to write. and i have decided to talk about the food we have today. Alhamdullilah [tho it should be at the top of the entree..], we have so much to eat today. thanks to Sophy who endlessly try so many different kind of cooking in order to extend her cullinary skills with me in the background lurking around to find what next to eat or at least squeezing my brain to think for something else for her to try..hehehehe.. VERY VERY MUCH APPRECIATED GURL!! sedap sedap sedap!! and back to the topic, its my turn to cook today, and after a great nasi ayam presentation by mc woo yesterday, my tom yam today was under-rated. nowhere near... and ya.. not forgetting the pulut panggang version plymouth-cooked under the grill, wrapped with aluminium foil- then the seri muka.. taste as good as the one sold in pasar malam or pasar ramadhan. puding jagung in susu. a treat from house30. many thanks!!! baked pasta or i-dont-know-whats-the italian-name nicely done by laylee, and last but not least, begedil orang malas..made from self minced chicken fillet n instant mashed potato -prepared by ME [sapa lagi yg malas dlm rumah ni???] and it was all washed down by current obssesion n outrage n revenge [for not having starbuck outlet in plymouth], ice blended mocha [nescafe+cadbury hot choc+milk]topped with profesionally done whipped cream made in our very own sabaq la starbak! NICE!!!

and so thats it. my day for today. i have took more than 2hours to write this entree including 2 trips to the loo..2 short chats and gulping down 2 bottles of tap water [when i say tap water..i really mean tap water.. org UK tak masak air. minum jer terus dari paip. well, i put it in my drinking bottles] hehe...homework done. blogging done. time to be in bed. till then, take care everyone. stay safe be good..n good night!