Monday, June 27, 2005

its fuckingly creepy ya know....

Errgghhh its fuckingly freaky n fuckingly sucks…. My fuckingly precious machine was attack by fucking spyware yesterday…and I fuckingly still could not remove it… its freaky because what the fucking hell is going on with my laptop.. it sucks because I could not sign in to the fucking YM since last night -even tho i appear to be fuckingly online all day and night- and im on holiday and I fuckingly have nothing to do… to those who couldnt reach me thru that fucking YM, im so fuckingly sorry for what happen, i have no fucking idea whats happening. hope to it will be fuckingly fine soon... so that i could fuckingly be in contact with my fuckingly great friends.....errgg totally fuckingly hate this...
ok enough with the fucking thingy..[hehehe please don’t be offended and yes.. I am still me…i promise that this will be temporary... ahakkss ]
okay...exams over...summer begins... yet i am trapped in my room n house... i manage to go out to town the other day... i bought a thing or two for my self...manage to get a skirt to be worn during these holidays... summer outfit.. hmm other than that..hmmm nothing much.. still havent started clearing my room.. tho it desprately need to be tidy up... and those files and papers as well...got to find a place to keep all those stuff.... and i also need to find a better place for my ever growing stuff...thinking about re arranging the room really..
i have nothing else to say...mainly because nothing much had happen.. i havent really give what happen this few days a deep thought. basically the pattern of my life is back..the predicted pattern... super hoping to talk to someone who can give me a slight ray of light on how to go thru life... looking for someone outside my circle but not a total stanger to me... acctually i found that someone really but still havent manage to talk heart to heart to that someone. it has started but did not finish... i totally did not want to go thru the same phase of life all over again. im really hoping to put a stop to it... but i dont know how.. it has got to stop because its killing my soul...
ohh ya..thats the picture i got from my cousin..on my departure day... gambar adalah hiasan semata mata...ahakss... ermm got to think on what else i could do today...erghh
FUCKINGLY HATE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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