it has been a while...

yup it has been a while i havent been intrested in horoscopes....i cant remember when i started to stop reading my daily horoscopes...i do not say that i trust it..but ussually at the end of the day it is true or some part of truth is there... and with the joint horoscopes this frenster offer..im more than excited to read it...this is what it was read in Monday 30 May 2005, joint horoscope with someone close to me....'There's no point in yielding to a seductive something (or someone) that your common sense just knows is a terrible, terrible idea. Save yourselves some trouble' . some how it shows what am i suppose to do with that someone..huh..too bad if this is true...but i still believe that time will tell the tale!! whatever...
i had some time to browse thru my frens blogs..huhh...most of it...just blank pages!! why take the trouble seting it up if u did not want to fill it up with words??? huh...couldnt understand why... and after reading 2 of my frens blogs... i realised that i did not have any entree in english...only in malay language or my forever famous ROJAK...mixture of BM and Eng.funny ya...long time ago..when i used to keep a diary, i always write in english, i find it is more easy (shouldnt it be EASIER???) to express my self in english. n the question is why not anymore now? am i sick of english??? ohh God!! please don't!! i still have the whole life to work in english..huh!! ya rite..i will never ever sick of english or english books!! fictions of course...i want to read some of my books that has been sengih-ing on my shelves for ages (some are bought in London...) i still have 2 more assesment to go...so maybe i will just save all the story books for my summer holidays..
long summer holidays...i dont have the money to tour europe yet..yet? shouldnt it be i dont have the money to tour europe anymore??? i have been spending alot and i mean alot on ebay....have to, desprately need to, find some kind of another amusement to amuse me during the long summer holidays. some kind of amusement that dont need money to keep me amuse...tho shopping can easily fill up my time, any time!! or better, can it be something that will give me more money...am i thinking of going to work?? yes i am!! eqin u have to!! go and find some kind of work... burn some calories u have been piling up...earn some money so that u can travel europe before its time to go back to M'sia and maybe spend some more on EBAY...it is still an amusement to me!! and i am not obsess to EBAY!! am not!!
what have i been doing for the last four days? erk...three...i manage to finally wash some of my laundry,i tidy my room..well after the makcik cleaner said ' ohh come on...get organise!!! look at sophie's room!!'....huhuhuu...okay okay..i will...and last nite it is all tidy!! still couldnt believe it..it looks like someone's else room..sooooooooooooooooo noooooooottttt meeeeeeee!!!! erk...uwekk!! not my room!! this is sooooooooo not my room. =D just couldnt believe it... and the thing i hate the most after each time i tidy up my room is....where is my book? where the heck is my pen? bloody hell, where is that stupid fucking scissors? and where and where...and more where? and i could not find a thing in my own room...huh!!!
what have i been talking about? crap and more crap..huh..go to bed eqin!!! past ur bed time already....