i have 3 months left...
3months only
to do what i need to do...
to do what i want to do...
enjoy this environment and atmosphere
get out of this massive trouble
breath the air of relief it all ended...and im still alive...insyAllah
enjoy this really long vaction..
to living the dream to the fullest
before i say goodbye to everything that has make me a better stronger person..=)
before i go back and reunited wit friends and family i miss so much..
before i left everything i love so much here behind..=(
3months.....and 3 months only....
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
*drool...*
let drool over this together...
maaf la kalau korang tgh lapar ek.. hehe...saje jek...
pembuka bicara...
Ayam Golek...wah...bergolek2 seh...
my favourite while in KL
menu rasmi sahur in KL
weekly must while in Kuantan...
all time favourite..
late nite munch...=)
Tau Foo Fa..white plisss....
satu-satunya air yg aku layan kat pasar malam... Soya
last but not least...papa's favourite.. i mish u papa..T_T
adeh adeh...tak larat dah...hmm...banyak jek aku jumpa gambar best2..tapi camne tah takleh nak upload..huhu..so lenkali aku sambung lagi laa...
pictures courtesy of many people.. atau dgn kata lain semua nyer aku curik dari internet.. (^_^)
maaf la kalau korang tgh lapar ek.. hehe...saje jek...
pembuka bicara...
Ayam Golek...wah...bergolek2 seh...
my favourite while in KL
menu rasmi sahur in KL
weekly must while in Kuantan...
all time favourite..
late nite munch...=)
Tau Foo Fa..white plisss....
satu-satunya air yg aku layan kat pasar malam... Soya
last but not least...papa's favourite.. i mish u papa..T_T
adeh adeh...tak larat dah...hmm...banyak jek aku jumpa gambar best2..tapi camne tah takleh nak upload..huhu..so lenkali aku sambung lagi laa...
pictures courtesy of many people.. atau dgn kata lain semua nyer aku curik dari internet.. (^_^)
Thursday, September 28, 2006
this morning..
Pelajar mangsa pertama mercun buatan sendiri
this morning, after sahur.. me and woo lepak2 a bit while waiting for subuh...she then check out Utusan online. and said 'eQin...look..' and me: OMG...huhu...ada lagi ek... *sambil geleng2 kepala...* but thats a lie really....it wasnt the first thing appear in my mind...*wink wink*
when i first saw the headline...i was like 'guys...bila kita nak main mercun nih???' hehe...
last year was a blast...i drool over the amount and choices of mercun, roket and bunga api sold in ASDA. satu almari penuh k??? uhuhu...
tahun ni wouldnt be that much fun kot...erm...bcos most of us are all broke. nak beli ayam wat rendang pun takleh...uhuk...abis camne nak raya? i dont even have the money to carry out my plan...adeh laa..huhu..
called mom for back up..T_T
tapi guys...if we pull together we could still have the bunga api/mercun/roket show...erm..
kita kan cikgu2 berbakat...jomla... raya wont be much fun without all that.. hehe... anak2 murid jgn ikut tau...cikgu2 ni blajor chemistry..takpe..hehe... ngaaa...bestnya main mercun!!!!!
last year mercun experience read here
the news in Utusan read here
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
vulnerability
vulnerability: capable of or susceptible to being wounded or hurt [sapa yg asyik dok pick up my words tuh...haa salin2...hehe...=p]
gosh too many things happen at once in my life lately. friends all around me are hit with massive issues...but they are maturing thru this.. we grow up together thru all this. believe me take this as a blessing in disguise. we may not see the blessing now, but someday the blessing will come and show itself...and at that moment u will do nothing but thank God it happen...=) like i once said to a dear friend, although im sure its not me who come up with the expression, the end of something is the beginning of another, it really depends on how u see it. more often than not, the new things that are just starting to begin is more exciting and wonderful than the one that just ended. Hang on in there guys, im here to listen to every word u need to get out..things may not make sense now.. but things can only get better from now on. =)
back to the purpose of this post, about being vulnerable. no one can ever escape being vulnerable. no matter how cool or how strong u are, physical or emotional, u are in the state of being vulnerable. what differ us is how well u manage the effect. the effect of being vulnerable.
i for certainly, am not very good handling this kind of things. this is not my cup of tea..[sekarang aku layan tea ooo...tapi earl grey twinnings jek..lain tak layan aaa...=p] not my thing, not my expertise. and of all times, now is the time i feel so vulnerable. after going thru that hellish hell of emotion rollercoster. after i have picked up the pieces left behind. put back the shattered pieces. putting urself out there. taking the risk of being hurt. again. and the fact that u might going thru the same process again is so daunting. in my short life of 22, i have been hurt in so many possible ways by those who are so dear to me. well, when a friend said enemy can just hurt u...but loved ones can crush u...i couldnt help but smile. it occur to me once, that it is easier to live in hatred than loving somebody. bcos when u turn cold, no one can ever hurt u. u r just an ice queen. plain cold. but the nature of ice, it can easily broken to pieces too, and most of all it can melt. so no matter what u do. you are vulnerable. thats human. who we all are.
this songs is just a cool song.. but read carefully, it might help u make sense that life is wonderful...
Life is wonderful -Jason Mraz..
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word [sungguh sesuai untuk dissertation..T_T]
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
Hm... hmm
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust [maybe next time i will talk about trust]
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la la
It is so......
It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la love is meaningfull
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la
It is so... wonderfull
It is so... meaningfull
it needs something to happen before something else happen...=) so hang in there...things will definately go better...
gosh too many things happen at once in my life lately. friends all around me are hit with massive issues...but they are maturing thru this.. we grow up together thru all this. believe me take this as a blessing in disguise. we may not see the blessing now, but someday the blessing will come and show itself...and at that moment u will do nothing but thank God it happen...=) like i once said to a dear friend, although im sure its not me who come up with the expression, the end of something is the beginning of another, it really depends on how u see it. more often than not, the new things that are just starting to begin is more exciting and wonderful than the one that just ended. Hang on in there guys, im here to listen to every word u need to get out..things may not make sense now.. but things can only get better from now on. =)
back to the purpose of this post, about being vulnerable. no one can ever escape being vulnerable. no matter how cool or how strong u are, physical or emotional, u are in the state of being vulnerable. what differ us is how well u manage the effect. the effect of being vulnerable.
i for certainly, am not very good handling this kind of things. this is not my cup of tea..[sekarang aku layan tea ooo...tapi earl grey twinnings jek..lain tak layan aaa...=p] not my thing, not my expertise. and of all times, now is the time i feel so vulnerable. after going thru that hellish hell of emotion rollercoster. after i have picked up the pieces left behind. put back the shattered pieces. putting urself out there. taking the risk of being hurt. again. and the fact that u might going thru the same process again is so daunting. in my short life of 22, i have been hurt in so many possible ways by those who are so dear to me. well, when a friend said enemy can just hurt u...but loved ones can crush u...i couldnt help but smile. it occur to me once, that it is easier to live in hatred than loving somebody. bcos when u turn cold, no one can ever hurt u. u r just an ice queen. plain cold. but the nature of ice, it can easily broken to pieces too, and most of all it can melt. so no matter what u do. you are vulnerable. thats human. who we all are.
this songs is just a cool song.. but read carefully, it might help u make sense that life is wonderful...
Life is wonderful -Jason Mraz..
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word [sungguh sesuai untuk dissertation..T_T]
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
Hm... hmm
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust [maybe next time i will talk about trust]
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la la
It is so......
It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la love is meaningfull
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la
It is so... wonderfull
It is so... meaningfull
it needs something to happen before something else happen...=) so hang in there...things will definately go better...
aku ni tamau tido lepas sahur sbb nak wat dissertation..tapi dok layan blogging plakk...isk isk..T_T bila nak siap 3ribu nih?? huhu...
Monday, September 25, 2006
book review
i havent done this for soooooooooooooo long. as far as i remember...the last good book i read was early this year...and this year has coming to an end already...
but this book is a good one..
Bookends by Jane Green.
definately a must read to everyone. very heartwarming. a story which makes u smile at every page. reminds u of the good old times...and prepares u for the future. helps u feel very secure of what u should do next in your life. omg..this is certainly the book i need now.
i cant help recalling the memories of old times after each few pages...thats why it took me soo long to complete the book. (^_^) and im a bit like everybody in the book [or at least i wish i am]...i a bit like Portia ~ loves being the centre of attention, a bit like Si~ childish n helplessly romantic... a bit like Lucy~she lives life to the fullest..of course she has the perfect husband n child...and most of all alot like Cath...i mean.. i am almost Cath...and my... i am in love with Si...gosh i cant believe that... i mean im completely in love with him...*lalalalala* of course he cant return the love...bcos he is a gay...ahaks!
goodness me...i have been indulge with this book for the past few days...i have completely and utterly ignore...read: IGNORE my dissertation...
....and i for heaven sake...have to submit 3000words draft by Friday...tamau jumpa Liz la this week...or can i say im still stuck??? still cannot write?? ngaaaa....ada jek kena ketuk nih..huhu... i know ainee will be the first in line...wouldnt u babe??? huhu...
after all somebody have been soo nice to me by asking my progress everyday...but he knows i havent done a thing...ahaks...tima kacih le..hehe..=P [i know u read my blog everyday anyway... i can track u k....ahaks....]
anyway...takde kelas esok...but im going to the library...so im off to bed now..=) and i guess... my bedtime should return to normal now..and i have to start the routine fast...and seriusly...huhu
end of my play time =)
but this book is a good one..
Bookends by Jane Green.
definately a must read to everyone. very heartwarming. a story which makes u smile at every page. reminds u of the good old times...and prepares u for the future. helps u feel very secure of what u should do next in your life. omg..this is certainly the book i need now.
i cant help recalling the memories of old times after each few pages...thats why it took me soo long to complete the book. (^_^) and im a bit like everybody in the book [or at least i wish i am]...i a bit like Portia ~ loves being the centre of attention, a bit like Si~ childish n helplessly romantic... a bit like Lucy~she lives life to the fullest..of course she has the perfect husband n child...and most of all alot like Cath...i mean.. i am almost Cath...and my... i am in love with Si...gosh i cant believe that... i mean im completely in love with him...*lalalalala* of course he cant return the love...bcos he is a gay...ahaks!
goodness me...i have been indulge with this book for the past few days...i have completely and utterly ignore...read: IGNORE my dissertation...
....and i for heaven sake...have to submit 3000words draft by Friday...tamau jumpa Liz la this week...or can i say im still stuck??? still cannot write?? ngaaaa....ada jek kena ketuk nih..huhu... i know ainee will be the first in line...wouldnt u babe??? huhu...
after all somebody have been soo nice to me by asking my progress everyday...but he knows i havent done a thing...ahaks...tima kacih le..hehe..=P [i know u read my blog everyday anyway... i can track u k....ahaks....]
anyway...takde kelas esok...but im going to the library...so im off to bed now..=) and i guess... my bedtime should return to normal now..and i have to start the routine fast...and seriusly...huhu
end of my play time =)
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