kenapa apakah?

demmit.nate.

tension tol aku. last nite, i was preparing for the exam. i read this soooo powerful article by Abbot 1992. it was soo inspiring that i want to write a blog entree. its just tooo good. but this bloody dashboard was down and could not be access. haih~ there goes another superb entree. abis da la...seme dah curah kat exam tadi. huhu... tho it wasnt really the thing i want to write and comment, i could still tell it here. but now... im too bloody full and tired.. from the sooo sedap salmon and the sesi modelling with the girls.. hehe.

...aaaa...apa nak wat nih?

ohh..hehe.. biasanya for exam orang wish 'Good Luck'.. All the best.. may the force be with you.. and usually i will say 'all my best wishes and prayers are with you!' but this is the best pre-exam wish i ever get.. hehe.. nasib baik dpt tau lepas exam..kalau tak mau aku gelak sorang2 dlm exam hall tuh..huhu...

selamat menempuh alam peperiksaan mistikus yg penoh pancaroba dan apokalips.... harapan kami seluruh 22 juta rakyat mesia terletak di bahu anda untuk menagngkat martabat ibu pertiwi di mata dunia dengan kejayaan yang gilang,terbilang dan gemilang.... andai kamu gugur, kami akan tabur bunga diatas pusara...sekian, dari sheffield, utk plymouth, ke mesia..

thanks for all the wishes and prayers. very much appreciated.

dengan ini saya mengumumkan pengajian tahun 3 B. Ed TESL tamat dengan rasminya! yahuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!

huhu.. nak gi library cam dah tak logic.

eh.. logic2!! nak pulang buku and posing dlm library.. kekeke.. aku nak gambar cam shanu ari tu k? =P
*pandang kiri kanan* kenapa aku rasa cam tak logic jek nak kemas seme barang aku... mampukah?

hmm tu jek la. i have tonnes to do...and spend as much as possible with the people im going to left behind....spend the precious last moments here...

..before i left and leave all this behind as the best 22 months in my life...

and i have just one thing i could left here as an appreciation to those who have coloured the last 22 months in my life.. =)

Do I really have to go back? T_T

My Christmas Shopping!

ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... =D

suka tau...

sama sibuk ngan orang putih...

My Christmas Shopping Episods

its starts in London....where i spend almost £150 for souveniers only!!!!
...huhu..nasib baik le aku balik mesia skali jek. that was on the 26th of November. just after i submit Mr D!

it was then continued to the 2nd Episod with Julie.. was it on the 2nd of December?
Julie took me crystal shopping.. we bought Royal Doultan crystal glass! it was soooo cheap.. i bought some too..hehe.. aaa lagi..i bought some baju for my baby boy.. ADAM ALIF! other than that...i cant remember! but Julie bought some stuff for her too.. sungguh syok!

then it was continued again.. 3rd Episod. i went out again today with Julie... she is looking for her dinner party dress. we found one in BHS.. it is soooooooo pretty. great bargain too! then i feel like i want to buy those crystal glass.. skali nampak plak barang Nina Ricci..waaa... going for £3 and £5.. huhu.. wanted to get the pallete..but then found Max Factor gift box going for £8.. ada blusher, eyeshadow and lip pallete. hehe.. i did say i wanted to buy blusher kan? kalau beli kat Body Shop..sama jek £8.. but dpt blusher jek la. and its Max Factor.. kekekeke.. then i saw this bag.. waaa sungguh comel! last week i wanted to get a bag to use as my hand luggage. its so cute n comel.. kaler pink of course. and its only £10! haha.. suka! last week i wanted to get one in Sports World. tapi tak berapa berkenan pun. then i went up.. and beli another 2 boxes of Royal Doultan crystal glass. hehe.. yg minggu lepas for mama. this one is for my own use.. ngaaaa! kesimpulannya itu jek la i bought.. hehe.. happy sgt!

ok then. tinggal perfumes jek. that one save untuk shopping nanti kat London after christmas. yea!

thats why i love christmas and everything about it. its lights. its decoration. its spirit. and most of all its shopping! time to be happy and merry...

oh!! just one more wish!

PLEASE SNOW!!!!!

semakin hampir~~

...tinggal 3 minggu 4 hari..[menurut counter aku yg kat bawah tuh!]

the clock is ticking.. fast..

rasa cam nak abiskan assignment cepat2...
rasa cam nak study siap2 untuk exam..

biar semua cepat berlalu...

tapi nanti..

kena start packing barang..
kena terima kenyataan..
kena kembali ke realiti..
kena jadi adult.. [dok UK buleh jadi kanak2 ok?]
kena fikir masa depan..
kena buat pilihan yg tidak pasti..

kesimpulannya...

aku memang tak suka ketidakpastian. aku benci memikirkan yg tidak pasti.

when can i get your confirmation stamp?

the reason Sudi loves to go to ASDA!

Friday 1st of December. well, December is a magical month. with the festive spirits. the beautiful decorations. the christmas lights. isnt it great? and today, 11am, we went up to Inted to help them decorate the office. the tree was just great. and an emergency meeting was held regarding the ticket. i got my flight time including my connecting flight to Kuantan. T_T and i dont think anybody could send me off...

anyway, today isnt that bad.. hehe.. the four of us decide to go to Asda.. i need to pick up a few things as well. nak beli baju untuk baby boy saya!!!! =) realising ada beberapa hari jek lagi before we are leaving, maka sesi bergambar menjadi lebih intensif..

the craze starts when i was wondering around the bread and confectionery aisle searching for scones. tetiba jek..

Sudi: eQin!!!! [sambil meng-grab tangan aku...dan terlompat2...]
me: wat???!!!!
Sudi: dia ada....[muka dok sengih2 cam kerang busuk..]
me: haa..jom lalu...[ikhlas siot....]
Sudi: gila ko...tamau aaa [...eleh malu2 plak pempuan nih]
me: laaa....jom la.. meh aku teman.. [aku dah offer tamau plak..isk...ikhlas lak tuh...huh!]

then, kitaorg teruskan memborong sekitar ASDA..

..Frijj Brownie baru distok..aku telah memborong sebanyak 4 botol..kat mesia ada tak ek?

setelah membeli...kitaorg decide nak pegi minum2 kat Cafe atas tuh.. diaorg tak penah lepak kat situ lagi..so kitaorg pun naik la..table yg kitaorg pilih tuh, view dia cam cun arr ke aisle roti.. nampak plak mamat Heath Ledger tuh..clear nak mampus plak tuh... haih~~ maka tersengih le cik puteri Sudiana yg suka makan telur tuh..[hehehe..mati aku tak mkn malam nih..]

Maka dengan hikmat kamera sakti tuan puteri jula Julie...beberapa keping gambar mamat tuh telah disnap secara Huda-razzi..[explaination later k?]..disebabkan aku yg dok paling tepi..aku try la amik.. tapi gagal le..sbb muka mamat tuh cam tersembunyi disebalik biscotti2 n broiche2.. maap le Sudi..saya seorang yg gagal..T_T tapi dok tergelak2 dah kat situ...and mamat tuh dok perasan.. abis kantoi2..(*_*)

kemudian.. aku ngan Julie turun untuk pegi beli Julie nyer CD..aisle Cd sebelah aisle roti...maka aku ngan julie cuba la nak amik gambar mamat tuh...dah mcm2 cara dah kitaorg try.. hehe..

Julie: Roti yg ini ke eQin? [sambil cuba curi ambil gambar mamat tuh dari celah2 roti...]
me: haaaa...roti ni la yg aku cari...[...tu bukan roti la...tu waffle...huhu]

..kesian roti tuh..

Julie: ehh tadi aku ada nampak buku record2 tuh..mana ek..
me:...??
Julie: haaa tuh dia.. [sambil mengambil buku tuh untuk mengcover camera sakti nyer..]
me:...erk [kalau dlm anime..sure muka aku dah ilang dah...]

ni hasil trick Julie..

aku dah tak larat nak gelak dah.. kitaorg pun naik la ke cafe tuh balik. memang dah kantoi abis tahap gaban dah. memang mamat tuh dah tau..dok pandang2..bila tengok aku ngan julie..dia terus jek pandang huda n sudi kat atas..pastu dok bergelak sakan kat table tuh lagi...skali Yg teramat hebat lagi berkaliber Huda-razzi mengoffer diri..

Huda: ko nak aku gi amik gambar dia depan2 pastu blah?
me: serius huda?
Julie: dah2...jom la weh...balik weh..
Sudi: ....[aku tau sudi nak..tapi malu nak cakap....Mahu tapi malu =P cheesy gila ok?]
Huda: serius ni..kalau nak meh aku gi..
me: ok..kalau gitu...ko gi..kitaorg tunggu kat depan..aku malu dah. dia mmg dah spot aku.


seme pun bangun... bersedia untuk saat genting.. turun, sort barang, aku pun dengan segera menolak troli ke arah pintu depan..

Sudi n Julie telah pergi mengendap...hehe.. mana la tau huda tetiba pengsan ke..

aku dgn leisurely menolak troli sambil berkira2 apakah yg akan terjadi.. sampai kat aisle salad.. tetiba aku nampak huda straight jek ke arah aku..dan nampak sudi n julie dok gelak2 kat blakang..

huda: dah2 balik...
me: apa terjadi???
Julie: ko tau.. si huda tuh..pegi mintak permission nak amik gambar dia..
me: O M G!!!!! hudaaa.....[huda ngan sudi checking out the outcome..]
Sudi: aaa aaa.. comey nnyerrr...
Huda: ok dah. malu dah..balik..

Balik la...tunggu bus.. sambil2 tuh..

me:aku rasa cam tamau gi ASDA dah pasni..

huda: pun sama!

Julie:aku mungkin akan pegi..tapi bukan ngan Sudi..

sekali Sudi buat announcement...

Sudi: nanti kalau dia nampak kat Marjon nanti...kata jek it wasnt me..
me: nampak kat marjon???
Sudi: ye ar dia kan budak marjon..
Me, Julie, Huda: SUDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!! huarghhh~~~~~

..camne la plak kitaorg tak ingat yg mamat tuh blajar kat Marjon... (O_0)

Malu abis dah nih.

anyway, Sudi...tolong la bagi Christmas card kat mamat tuh.. bukannyer kita jumpa dah dia pas nih.. bagi tau jek la.. kalau ko malu nak bagi.. meh..aku sanggup jek...hehe..

it must be the best Christmas ever for him..=) and for us too...

...ye la...nak ke kat mesia ko gi amik muka mamat yg susun roti kat carefour midvalley tuh? huhu.takde gila nyer nak wat camtuh!

haih~~susun roti pun susun roti laaa

...janji muka cam Heath Ledger...(*_*)

ps: tolong la sudi....tolong la ngorat mamat tuh!

...thank.you.very.much!

aaaaaaa....

jangan sapa2 remind aku dah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


huarghhh!


T_T


berapa kali nak cakap


orang tamau balik la!


TAMAU TAMAU TAMAU...


kalau aku balik, Sue nak membebel kat sapa..

kalau aku balik, sapa nak gaduh ngan Michelle kat Inted nanti?

kalau aku [+budak2 kelas aku] balik, maka akan sunyi la Inted. T_T


semua orang ingat aku happy sbb nak balik dah. tak. aku tak happy. aku tamau balik. balik IPBA plak tuh. lagi la tamau. semua org kata aku looking forward to go home. no! infact it would b great if i dont have to go home yet!

tadi...aku terfikir..for the last 20months, my life did change. but its not a different world here. its just a different place. i still do what i did. but i do did so much more la.. nothing has change that much. i am still the same me. perhaps, hopefully, better. well travelled for sure. and much more cultured.

living abroad sure bring much more than just studying abroad. but im still very much protected. have not really taste real life yet.

...balik mesia dok IPBA. curfew kul 11pm.

...praktikal. mungkin kena dok hostel gak.

...posting. mama suruh dok Kuantan. T_T


kalau dah Princess tuh.. Princess gak la.. tak kemana la aku nih... T_T

...for now. i just want to enjoy wat i have. yes. an assignment and an exam paper. a few more days to spend with my favourite doctors *hugs* ... a few more days to hang out with my other babe, Ainee *hugs*, a few more days to spend with unlimited access to internet for chatting *virtual hugs to my chat buddies* , and for blogging *virtual hugs too for my bloggers n beloved blog* [bersawang le blog aku pas nih...], a few more days to wake u up every morning, having somebody to wake me up for class, and somebody to wish good nite and sweet dreams before bed...[yesh u...T_T].

the fact is. i enjoy this kind of life. many many times. i have said. this is like a fairy tale. living in a fairyland. u know.. when it gets up all foggy n misty.. it feels like u r on a cloud? its kind of depressing sometimes. but yeah i actually like it. when you look out of my window, it does feel like u r on a cloud..

when you get back to Malaysia. its like returning to reality. which is sucks really. its like the real world. which since i was 14, reality bites, cruel world, harsh life. thats what being told to me. tho i dont really experience it. but yeah, i dont intend to. thankyouverymuch.

living here is much more than just being away. its not really a different world. just a different place. and i have less than a month to living the dream...