all jumbled up...

Ohh finally…I am not too sick…or too sleepy…or too tired to type an entrée.. finally some time to spend with my darling blog. Heh…not that I am not enjoying the company of my beloved ones! Ohh talking about them..

Happy birthday to Amir a.k.a Lex or more famously known and loved as ABAH…hope u had fun! hehehe.. will this be the first time and the last time we celebrate your birthday together? Hmm hope not…

I had the most wonderful 24hours in my life.. i spend some time in town yesterday.. getting in the spirit of Christmas.. hehe.. take a ride on the Plymouth Eye.. then watched NARNIA.. wow!! ASLAN.. gosh I love that lion!! But to me it wasn’t magical enuf.. it was good tho.. we celebrate Abah’s birthday by *again* upacara baling tepung.. hehe.. note to gang: lenkali kalau nak baling tepung bukan kat dapur.. too much clean up needed! Then we ate the cake sophy bake.. as usual..it was wonderful.. we stayed a bit late.. and be merry.. walaupun semua org dah weng.. *blur…* tak cukup tido..

I woke superbly late.. slept my heart out.. today. We had our Christmas dinner cum birthday dinner cum last family dinner for the year.. Sophy cooked an Eygpt dish..eygpt style lamb for dinner! [wow!!..darah tinggi aku..hehehe] and I think it is as good as the one we ate in Porta Tunisia Cardiff. Sedap ooo!!! superbly sedap kambenG we had for dinner...puas hati!!

ohh gosh! I cant believe the day is here.. I cant believe that was the last time we sit together and dig in for this year… actually I cant believe that the year has come to an end.. so much had happen.. in the last 24 hours for example. All this and soo much more.. never dreamt any of this before.. never predict any of this before.. ohh I am full of emotions.. right here.. right now..

Tomorrow I still have tonnes to do.. and here is the list.. [why????]

Sort out my laundry..
Do the actual laundry.. note: kutip duit syiling
Kemas bilik.. [why??]
Buat list barang nak bawak pegi … err…trip…. Too many places! Ehek!
Figure out how much can u spend..

So Abah.. u are off to Manchester tomorrow.. so take care! Be good.. don’t be notty esp in Germany.. ehek.. have fun on your trip ya.. don’t forget some goodies for us ok!! See you next year..

So there goes our farewell and see you next year wish… [still unbelieveable…like Journey South tak menang X-factor??????OMG]

I will be needing the energy and time tomorrow.. so off I go to bed.. ohh if u cant find me anywhere tomorrow..check in the wardrobe! I might be in a wonderland..on a date with King Peter! Ehek..after all I am sorting out my laundry tomorrow..hehehe…

home alone for christmas?

hehehe..pretty much we will be. everybody is going back. oohhh!! thats too bad! heh..as if we are going to be around for christmas. my one and only christmas in UK will be celebrated in Oxford. our welfare officer has left us with full two pages of important info to get us through the holiday. that include not only the emergencies numbers but also the opening times of ASDA and TESCO! [have a super wonderful Merry Christmas to Sarah!!!many thanks!].

i wanted to write what i did half an hour before my exam start! and no...i didnt not read my notes! here goes..based on my readings and things i have pick up during discussions along the way..

Constructivist classroom = messy classroom

if we consider 'class' as variable and replace by X

constructivist Xroom = messy Xroom------Eq1

most of us know that

eQin bedroom = messy bedroom

from Eq 1: X is variable.. so replace bed with X

eQin Xroom = messy Xroom----Eq 2

replace it..

eQin Xroom = Constructivist Xroom

do the mathematic hocus pocus [what ever that may be..abah u could give me a hand here!!!]..

eQin = constructivist

[heh!! brilliant isnt it?]

FINALLY!! after soo long...i could came out with a superbly intelligent excuse for leaving my room in a mess!! ohh mom u will ever be so proud of your brilliant daughter!!! ohh i have to go and report this to mom...

MOM...would u listen to this....[hehehe...]

But here I am...

[ya ya...i know...i should be studying for my exam..tomorrow! but here i am...let me make this quick..]

there are a number of things i would like to say..i wish i have the time and energy to really give everything a thought before i actually say it here.. but apparently i am not. not gonna think about it and not gonna say it.

before i actually write this post, i was visiting my dear friends' blogs [happen to be all of us have our own blog..], i know all 5 of us are more or less have the same feelings this week. Suffocated..where the time really look as if its sit still.. i cant believe that its already Wednesday tomorrow! i cant believe that i actually didn't even set my foot out of the front door for 3 days. it is melampau la if i said 'i forgot the sky is blue!' bcos i had my blind open all day yesterday.. but literary yes.. i forgot the sky is blue...and the grass is green.. bcos i was literary glued in my room [no..not studying! doing nothing really...staring blankly at the laptop]. i cant believe that abah has finish his term today!! [jeles jeles..].happy holiday to you...and good luck for my exam tomorrow!! pray!!!

in response to the exam, i havent been studying although i have been sitting infront of the laptop but i keep on surfing here and there. there was a day when i actually bring my notes to the drawing room, in order to refrain me from hook up to the internet.. so i went down, get my self a piece of battered fish, i automatically turn on the TV and unfortunately there is a good drama on TV.. So i end up, watching TV instead of reading my notes.. feeling guilty, i actually did a bit of writing and promise to type the whole essay later that afternoon. but all i did was.. i went through all my photos since the first day i step off the plane in Heathrow. and decided to email this one particular photo to this blog with a caption of 'Resolusi: tiada lagi perjuangan saat akhir'. i get myself thinking.. if thats what i am going to send in.. what am i sitting here doing nothing, while i have tonnes of things to do? well, then again.. i succesfully talk myself into.. well its not yet new year. so, officially, its not official yet! *heh..* well, we will see..

i had my 3rd student liason meeting this afternoon. i cant believe i went to the meeting while i still have a lot to read and straighten out..but i kind of glad i did. well, regret too.. *i can smell the curry sophie is cooking in the kitchen* basically, im glad bcos i can hear some of the important things and info myself. for example: now i know that i exactly [today!! today!!] have another year to live in this superbly great, wonderful, fantabulous, absobloominglutely gorgeous, lovely, stunning, and ever so out-of-this-world magnificent ROOM! [one whole strecth of adjectives for one small noun ehek..]. im going to miss this room!! this is the best room i ever lived in. the bed, the duvet [mana aku nak cari duvet best cam ni lagi???], the closet, the huge table, the sink, the wall, the notice board, the door, and the most important and the one that will be missed the most.. the internet connection! huhuhuhu... exactly another year, i dont think i will be blogging as frequent as now. and i remember the feeling of dont-want-to- get-out-bed this morning.. i was literary hang on to the duvet as if Mom is coming to pull the duvet to get me out of bed[thats how good the duvet is!!]. Ohh GOD!! i dont want to go home yet!! i love living here.. ohh please!! if the urge of living abroad[in UK to be exact!!] as STUDENT really get to me..i might just as well looking for chances to further my study soon. Mom??Dad??[or should i be looking at someone else's mom and dad??] sponser me pleaseee.....huhuhuuhuhu...

as i said.. i have a lot to say.. but my blogging hour has come to the end.. i should really hit the books now. so..shoooh...off u go.. [sorry folks..]

[no title]

i am lazy
i am stupid
i am brainless
i am not pretty
i am a pretender
i am over-sensitive
i am unreasonable
i am self centred
i am self-fish
i am messy
i am helpless
i am untrustable
i am unpredictable
i am not a good friend
i am a bad daughter
i am not agreeable
i am not sensible
i am senseless
i over spend
i can be difficult
i couldnt care less
i cant be depend on
i complaint too much
i dont deserve to be here
i cant work with other people

ohh i am just plain stupid who dont even deserve to be notice..

ignore me!
[shoot me if u can...]

my first shape poem ever!

the start of the last week

yup..its going to be one hell week starting from now.

at this exact time, next week.. i could be snugly sitting in the cinema watching Narnia.. eating popcorn and nachos...or i might also be sitting on this exact same chair looking..erk staring at the same screen, doing the exact same thing [again]. or i could be doing something more interesting like planning for a party..hmm...it has been awhile since we had a party ya.. ohh note to that certain someone! 'make sure u are fully book by us that night! u are ours that night!! OURS!!' hehehee u dont know what might just happen on that magical night! [wow! skali nothing happen! ehek.. sowee]

finally my autumn term is coming to an end...ohh cant wait for it! winter break!! christmas!! ohh it is soo magical..the lights..the festive.. and the best of all the SHOPPING!!!! im going to spend this christmas in Oxford. hehe.. cant wait for the shopping spree.. and the best of all..im going to celebrate New Year in Scotland.. too bad we can't sit together for dinner on christmas day.. or new year.. gosh! we are going away for more than 2weeks and abah is going away for the whole 3 weeks!!! well..too bad for Faizan! sorry la dude! u have to work.. tho u are getting a few days off during christmas..but still..we are not going to be around!! ehek.. dont cry ek!! i will make sure we bring back some goodies for u... =P Next week..we are going to bid farewell and and say SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!!! ohh i am sooo going to miss home!!! [hehe]. im soooo going to miss the internet connection...

i cant wait for all that and more to come... i am so ready for a holiday!!!! ohh eQin dont switch the mode yet..u have an exam paper..one folio..one essay..and one somekind of computer software to design.. [ya ya..keep on reminding...] ohh do i really have to go that much for a 3-weeks holiday? can i just get the holiday? cos i have been working very hard this term..ehek... ohh i soooo had enuf of this!!! get me out of here...

CEPAT LA SEMUA INI BERLALU!!!!!

hold on to the unknown future...