such a bad day...

ok another quick cheap post...

bad day...such a bad day.. i woke up early today. went to cite to do my assignment and some one came in and said that we could get our marks for my Micro teaching today in INTED office. well i dont have the feeling its my day today...but i did went and took the marks. well taking it tomorrow not going to change my marks. but at least i dont have to deal with this kind of feelings.. i was soooo hoping it could compliment my last TEYL assignment which i did rather good. but no point weeping over it...let it go...

ok so here goes..

Bad Day by Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Note to Laylee: we did well..i had fun working with you. It was good..thanks!!! hope we could be partners again! last piece..'Ali..put your books away!!!' [hehehe Ali...laylee's fav student...]


ok now..Material Folio.. Exam.. and this Activeprimary Software i have to design..the reason im in Cite very stupid fuckingly early this morning!!!![aku ni salah amik course ker?? rasanya amik Bachelor of Education?? why do i have to design software plak niii?????]

struck by memories..

entah camne semalam...i was reading about behaviourist.. and suddenly i remember about a song that i used to love so much. so i spend the next hour trying to remember what was the song.. what was the lyrics like. but i couldnt find it anywhere. i cant even remember what the title of the song was. so i end up, sleeping very early last night.. and woke up around 4.30am.

this morning i told sophie what i did last night. reading behaviourist..suddenly remember about the song. she ask 'apa kena mengena?'. well very honestly true...i dont know what is the connection between the song and behaviourist.. [duh!!]. Just now..i was trying to search for James Blunt's [at the moment im very much in love with James Blunt, Daniel Powter, Athlete, Gavin DeGraw, and yg seangkatan dgnnya..ehek!]lyrics.. and i decided to try one last time with what i have in my memory about the song.. so i type.. 'everything will be wonderful'...and suddenly the song appear very much to my suprise. its Wonderful by Everclear..

i cant even remember why i like the song so much[no..the singer isnt cute..i dont even know how he looks like].. but i remember having the lyrics on my table in class when i was in school[in form5 i think] and i kept another copy of the song in my diary [gosh..i miss my purple big book!!!]. i cant even remember how the song goes.. but i have always love things about promises..

Wonderful

by Everclear

[spoken]
Wonderful, isn't it wonderful now

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
And make everything be wonderful again

I hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
I hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that makes me want to cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed and I
Dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say that
Everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes

When you tell me everything is wonderful now
Na na nana........
Please don't tell me everthing is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all ok
I have to laugh so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just don't want to go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say that
Everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world is so big (so big)
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now
Na na nana........

No. No. I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now.
No. No. I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now.
I don't want to hear you say that I will understand some day
No. No. No. No.
I don't want to hear you say that you both have grown in a different way
No. No. No.

No I don't want to meet your friend
I don't want to start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Somedays, I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now.
Na na nana....

No. Please I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now...

No. Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now..
Na nana..
Everything is wonderful now...

my intelligences

suprise... suprise.. [ohh i do have intelligences! heh!!!]..well no suprise really.. i already know my superior intelligence. This is the latest test i did.. i have done a few test, but this one include the 8th intelligence which is the Naturalist.. im still looking for the full 10 intelligences ie the one with Existentialist n Moral intelligence. so here goes nothing...

Linguistic = 32
Mathematics = 32
Visual/Spatial= 45
Body/Kinesthetic = 35
Naturalistic= 38
Music = 29
Interpersonal = 27
Intrapersonal = 32

Let talk about my results. it has change a bit.. Visual/ Spatial still the superior one. keeping it stronger everyday. im a bit suprised to see that Mathematics isnt my second intelligence anymore. Naturalistic? sure eh? the third in rank is Bodily khinesthetic: which explain why i like to throw things around...hehehhee and now Linguistic is catching up alot. i bet in the next 6 month it will be stronger than Mathematics. too bad! i have always love maths!! hmm i am still wondering why my Intrapersonal intelligence is always stronger than Interpersonal.. i know i sometimes like to keep things to myself. but i always thought i am good when dealing with ppl.. well...i guess i thought wrong. im helpless in music.. i love listening to music...but it does not extend beyond that..

eQin dearie... you are suppose to study how learning styles can help children's progression in KS2..not doing a test to find out your intelligence and then write a report on it! heh!

ohh please....give me a break!!

Heh..you havent read a single article since this morning! all you did was EATING!!!

ohh...really? how come i am still hungry now? ohh i should be cooking for dinner now.. off i go!!

eQin!! ohh you are unbelievable!!!

....... =D [grin like the cat in Alice in Wonderland!]

[another sad case...monolog dalaman! ouch...too much literature!]

shoot me!

if only..and if only...

i could sell my soul to the devil..and make some cash!
i could play dead and dont have to hand in those assignments and sit for the exam
i could just be invisible and disappear...GONE!
i could hibernate like polar bears..so i dont need to eat and do other things!
i could just stay under the table n stay there and do nothing! at least till end of january...

ohh wake me up when january ends...cos thats when my next elaun masuk!!!

ohh if only....

sold my soul to the devil... cos the angels cant pay me anymore!!!!

shoot me if you want!
you are most welcome!!!

thank you...

hump hump...

ngee...just to cheer me up! hehehe

i have tonnes to do...baru jer antor esaimen last monday. and i get another one today!!! gosh...what is it with everybody? apa kes nak kena ada 2 assignment ni? ohh.. all together i have 6 asessments. 3 down and another 3 to go! half way thru.. and this weekend.. we are going to have a trip... jalan here and there...winter shopping! gosh..dah la bnyk esaimen.. ada hati lagi nak berjalan? and one more cruel truth! eQin.. duit takde la cik kak oi!!! jgn gatal nak shopping bnyk2!!!

ok..off u go...if u want to go jalan2 this weekend.. go make a move on all your assignments!!!

MOVE NOW!!!!!!