im not alone..

just visited one of my favourite girlfriend's blog..it has been a while since we talk to each other. being half way around the world and me in the north and she in down south make us part away even more...but i guess, the true friendships n sisterhood stays.. LOVE U BABE!!!

and a visit to her blog make me feel im not the only one with the everyone-have-a-somebody-but-me syndrom... [ohh im so happy to find someone i know in the same boat..] she went back to KL for her summer holiday and her mom [gosh!!] ask the big question.. 'so..got boyfriend already eh?' and last nite..after a week gone without a phone call home, mom hit me on the head.. *ouch* i was saying that it has been a year in UK, she said 'tu la.. u got 10months je lagi to find a boyfriend! kan mama suruh ngorat prince william tu..' adoi la mama.. tak kawen la aku cam tu...actually i kind of take it as a signal that not any tom-dick-or-harry could be with her princess [and thats me!!] and i have no plan, what so ever, to grab any tom-dick-or-harry as my Prince Charming. well, [glad to say this mama] i have Mr. Prince Charming who lives in my mind..with everything i want.. and being me.. i-want-the-one-exactly-what-i-want-or-i-rather-not-having-any ... i have to find Mr. Prince Charming maybe in the next 10 years.. although, at the moment, i doubt he exist in the Real World!

i guess...with everyone around me is taking the big step.. i have to prepare to deal with the sedara-mara, peer, and everyone's presure when im finally home in the next 10 months! for GOD sake...im just 21? why should i think about all that? what should be on my mind right now is should i go out shopping tomorrow or should i save the money for europe trip what am i going to write in my dissertation? by the way, IT DOES NOT BUG ME!! hehe.. and this i extend to some girlfriends who run to me pouring their heart saying all this worries.. DO NOT LET IT BUG YOU! afterall why should u?? im happy to those who found their sweethearts.. be happy and merry.. enjoy! but im taking my own sweet time looking for the perfect new mobile phone Mr. Prince Charming. thank you very much!!

gosh!! i have so many things to do...why should all this fill my mind.. i should really focus on searching and deciding on which perfume i want to buy first my dissertation title.. [i guess now everyone knows whats really on my mind..duh!! ehek..=D]

ok! tomorrow is a no-class day..here is the list tho im not sure what i should be doing yet..

1. Kemas bilik *again and for the gazillionth times*
2. Laundry [finally i have some money to do laundry...]
3. Call home cos its Papa's 57th [i think its 57th..] birthday..
4. withdraw some money [to bayar hutang!]
5. post Papa's birthday card..[dont forget to say the card lost its way in the post!]
6. get something for Papa's birthday..preferbly something NOT from ebay!
7. finish Choc Day report..
8. get final draft of the backdrop for M'sian Night done
9. work out a list of the props for M'sian Night
10. set datelines for all the work and stick to it..

eQin darl...no more holidays ya!! time to work hard ya.. squeeze everything in and i guess, if i have so many other things to do, i wont spend much time on ebay, thus, i wont be spending money and i might be able to go to europe in summer! ohh thats my one goal for this year..

and i still have chocolates for breakfast, lunch, dinner and everything in between...T_T

finally

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!

moi loves you very much...