Wednesday, April 21, 2010

crazy

hello...i have a crazy crazy life now... im sooo crazy...

ohh btw, does anyone can answer these questions

1. What the fucking hell is 'Elephant Talk'?
2. What is the exact number of years i have to serve the goverment?
3. How do I apply to do masters FULL TIME at my own cost while im still working?

help please..thanks in advanced!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

gorgeousness.

I am gorgeous. I am soooo gorgeous until I can take anything that came to me. Any amount of work at any time in any way. I am sooooooo blooooody gorgeous.

books to mark
35 books each class times 4 classess. = 140books. [tuh baru E1..blom E2 and E3...kalau mau tanda semua aku kena amik cuti sebulan. ]


That was just the real thing that I have to do everyday. not counting other stuff.. need I to list it all down.. I might have to amik cuti tanpa gaji setahun kotttt....


and what i hate the most... my post-praktikum portfolio. all the gorgeous lesson plan and write up...

GREAT!!! I just love all that....

I know that there will be alot more to come my way... but as I have said... I am soooooooooo blooody gorgeous I can take anything they throw at me.

Thursday, April 08, 2010

revisited.

I am still in love with having one-word title. I just feel its nice. short and sweet. precise.

Back to the title above. It was all revisited. what we did for 2 semester years ago, we are redoing it in just 8days. 7months and 8days. well not really 8 days minus the afternoon sessions where I cant stop yawning and Huda n I played bingo totally ignoring what they are saying or what was on the screen.

I am talking about Teaching English to Young Learners. and suddenly I can feel Steve Ansell is standing behind me looking at me n Huda playing BINGO. huhu..scaryyyy

I mean. its a repeat. yeah but it never hurts to relearn good things.

[ada lagi...but lost because of silly internet connection all the feelings bottled up dah abis...huhu. perhaps tomorrow i can continue]

to be continued. perhaps.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

none

I took a loooooooooooooong time to really plan my lessons. Usually these lessons are very effective as i really give it a good tought. I admit that I did not do it for every lesson, but I usually try to at least do it for 3 lessons a week for each of the class I am teaching.

Now that I am teaching 4 English classes make it even harder to do it. I took a looong time to get to know the children and get into a rhythm of teaching them. Switching classes 3weeks before exams are crazy stuff for me. I know I dont live in an ideal world, but I would like to make the world I am living an ideal place for me. I want to give the kids the best English lessons on a regular basis.

But when you have to deal with 2 fire drills, fire fighting demo, safety talk, rehearsals for Hari Anugerah, then Bengkel Menjawab Soalan in the evening ALL in the SAME day. It is hard for me to give my best to my kids.

This week is crazy mad. There are soooo much activities in one week that I have not done any teaching yet these week. NOT A SINGLE LESSON! I don't know what to write in my record book. I don't think I can teach tomorrow. I have prepared many handsout for the kids. and I feel soooo sad.


Teachers are told to teach the kids as if they are teaching their own kids. You dont have to tell me that. I know it. I have been teaching them because they are  my own kids. I am not a super woman. I cannot come home at 5pm everyday and be in school the next morning fresh, full of energy and life to teach these kids when I did not prepare anything for the lesson.

When the Year 1 kids are performing, the teachers who trained them are even more excited than the kids. Biasalahhh cikgu lebey dari budakk... huhu. Cikgu gaya lebih dari budak..hahaha. But thats how it should be! Teachers are required to do more than the kids are doing. They won't get 100% of what we do. So we have to show to them 200% of what they are supposed to do. Then they will get the 100% that we want to see.. Thats why teachers are so tired. We go all out to make sure the kids are good.

Thats why we can only work 5days a week, officially from 7.30am to 1.30pm. because we need those extra hours to recover from the day, to finish what we could not finish before 1.30pm, to plan for tomorrow, to get ahead of the kids, to make sure we are up fresh, full of energy, and life to run the show once again.

Teachers are actors and actresess. Good ones.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

cheated.

on Wednesday, I went out with my gorgeous bestfren Julie. We went sofa hunting and bought one gorgeous candy stripe Lshape sofa... uhhh cant wait to crash on it!!! heee then we went to minum2 at starbuck before going to our spa session. then lapar already and we have dinner at TGIF. yumm... then balik oredi. both of us just beli a couple of things...sooooooooooooooo unlike us!! hahaha

Then Thursday, I went out around 2.30..approaching KLCC at 3pm. I asked hubby if he is coming back late and he said yes. So I asked if i could go and jalan2 to Jalan TAR..only 2 things in my mind.. black velvet pouch and tudung!! after searching up and down..i couldnt find any black velvet pouch. So i turn my attention to my hard to find tudung. I go in and out, up and down the lane, nooks and crannies... haha.. and i found quite a few..but not really to my heart desire. i am now wearing the shawl with awning kind..not really the one in trend so its really hard to find. but nonetheless, i bought 10 new gorgeous ones...=D

almost 4.45pm i must avoid the back home rush. so i went straight to KLCC. one reason only to be there. Kak Dilla's Mark & Spencer panties. huhu..susah le kawan ngan orang2 posh nih... panties pun beli kat MS. aku pakai yang SMARTPRICE ASDA jek dulu...huhuhu... skarang pun beli kat JUSCO jek.

huhu So to kill time. and i have been dying to get my nails done. I went straight to Nail Parlour. Just my basic manicure n pedicure with buffing. The manucurist did say that I have to add RM 10 for buffing so I said yes. no problem. So did my pedicure first. Not much complain but sikit giler scrub walaupun pakai scrub St Ives. Then buat manicure..okay first she cut my nails too short. Okla..i didnt say to her not to cut too short. I just let go.. then she did my nails. She filed the wrong way and not to wat I said pun. I want square but she filed according to the original shape of my nails! WTH?????? dah file pun..so i just diam je la.

Pay time.
Trademark Manicure: RM40
Trademark Pedicure: RM50
Buffing Mani & Pedi: RM20

Total: RM110
Mahal nak MAMPUS!!! huh...I dont mind paying if the results are gorgeous and satisfying. Better do it at BremMall in Kepong. RM 70 both Mani n Pedi plus buffing. The shine last for 3weeks ++ Thats the best so far. If not do it in Kuantan also Okay. Same price jugak.

I feel so cheated.

Then I wanted to have a glass of juice. I went to the foodcourt at level 2. Signature kot.. So i ordered a large glass of juice. Orange+Watermelon. Yummm rite??? Yeah....cos the price is RM10!!! weh..baik aku beli kat Juice Works kat bawah tuh... RM8.90 jek...lagi banyak buah campur2..

Oh cheated again!!!!! Marahnyer sayaaaaaaaaaaaa....

damn. i learn my lesson.

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