thanks for being a very good girl for me...[mama,2005]

hehehe...i am a good girl, i am.. [weh adik gemok!! dgr tu...mama kata akak baik tau!! uwekkkk =P] last week, when i talked to papa, papa said akak baik...waaaaa...jgn jeles ekk abang2 n adik gemok...papa ngan mama kata akak baik!!! waaahahahaha =D nGeee....memang baik pun... biasala... im the princess! [jeles arr tu..huh!!]

everytime i call home i have nothing to say really, but there is always things to talk about... guess being far from home have the plus point...i never call home this frequent really. almost a couple of times every week. when i was in KL, i never call home for nothing.. i call mama to ask for things...erkk money usually! i just miss being able to talk to mama, fight n scream with adik, berebut the remote control [if joe wins, we end up wathing national geographic all day, if aja wins, we either watch cartoon or there is a slight chance to watch AXN but if adik wins, we watch cartoon all day, if i win, we end up watching travel channel, if papa wins, we end up watching the sports channel, regerdless what sport it is...even snooker!! guess we need to have our own individual TV with our own ASTRO... nGeeee..], i am happy here...i just miss being with my loved ones..esp now.. when half of my h33family is not home, only me, sophy n wok.. faizan is at work of course.. abah should be looking at the colloseum by now..laylee should be enjoying M'sia best thing, FOOD!! Sally is on her way to london.. hehehe Sham is finally here.. im happy bcos it means a pinch of home brought over exclusively by him..THANKS DUDE!!cant wait for all the little things..

i think thats it for today...ohh shit...Faizan's ebay...gtg..catch up later!!

soul searching...

oh my God! im not going to live my life like this the whole week...there is practically nothing i did today...well other than patiently trying and searching for the music code and this fucking machine keeps on crashing and eventually i give up cos its getting on my nerves and there is practically nothing i could do.. so i turn myself to a story book. guess tomorrow is going to be spend the same.. erghh got to live life better babe!! its too short to be live this way....find something!!! FAST!

hmm just went back from another quick midnite shopping...AGAIN!!?? ever since we had access to a car, we always went out at night to ASDA...Yesterday, we sent Faizan home.. not forgetting all the trips to VUE...all the movie nights we had.. hmm when can we have our own car guys??

well speaking of ASDA, i took the chance to walk at the clothing deparment. hmm autumn-winter collection is here...big bulky jacket and coat are here...turtle neck shirt and all. and the colour change..no more bright pink n striking orange or yellow or nice bright green or blue... its all grey, brown n black now.. the colour change tremendously.. almost in an instance! funny how the weather affect the mood..

well Sally will be going to London tomorrow..the moment of truth is finally here. i know she cant wait to see Sham. hope everything going well..just take care! london isnt the same place as we used to know.. hmm speaking of that..im going to Cardiff n London again this holiday.. but it will be only me n sophy this time round.. Abah should be going to rome tomorrow too..laylee should be in SP by tomorrow. Faizan? he should be at work..hehehe..on-call again dude? be cool eh!! lepak arr...cant wait to another jalan2 episod this weekend...let have fun again huh...

hmm bad time to blogging really...i hardly can think at the moment.. i cant even open my eyes properly... erghh go to bed eQin.. u need 7 hours! and tomorrow...u have to drag ur self to jog... one hour! and sit ups..and pumping too...u have been cheating for a couple of days....u got to be fit if u dont want to suffer in the blistering freezing cold winter... u got a couple of weeks to do so..hmm come to think of it...i think its going to be a great motivation for me...who wants to suffer in the blistering freezing cold winter?? certainly not me...certainly not anyone..

last piece of thought... Ramadhan is coming in a month.. as this is the first Ramadhan i am away from family..i hope..erk actually i think i know its going to be great.. trust me..if the 7 of us get together...we are the best thing that has ever existed in the world! and Faizan promise to celebrate Raya with us in plymouth...tho he is going back few days after that! i cant wait for the fasting month in autumn-winter months... should be cool!! i think i have to go to bed now...and i am still dangerously in love...[its getting on Sophy's nerves already.... hehehe!!sabar je la babe!! u got a couple of days to get thru this..]

im dangerously in love...

blame Faizan n Amir for feeding me with this song non-stop, back to back, from exeter to torquay to paignton to plymouth...ohh my God!! and now i am dangerously in love with this song.. i think i know why they like the song so much. well minus the reason it is sang by beyonce obviously [applied more to Amir tho... hehehe missing u loads dude!!]. it is a sweet song.. and for me its somewhat true [it aint easy loving me....=D].. just i dont have anyone to dedicate the song to for the moment. anyway im listening to it back to back, non-stop now... apologizing to Sophy [esp], Sally, Awok cause you guys have to listen to this song blasting from my laptop [mujur aku takde speka..]over and over again ..most probably for at least a couple of days... and listening to me singing the song over and over again..ohh ... i am in love with you...i am dangerously in love...

Dangerously in Love

I love you... I love you, I love you
Baby I love you, you are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops, I am the seed
With you and God who's my sunlight I'm blooming, grown so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

I know you love me, love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
In awe of my love for you, sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

Every time I see your face, my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good, it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe
To live you
Dangerously in love, yeah

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me
Dangerously (dangerously)
Dangerous, dangerously in love with you
Oh, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you I love you.. oh yes..


i have been looking for the video codes for this song all day.. couldnt find it anywhere.. not even the mp3. but i wont stop here...i will upload it to this blog as soon as i find it. Faizan n Amir would love this entree, wouldnt u guys??? hehehe pray i will find the codes soon...cause i am in love with this song...dangerously in love with dangerously in love...

dalam kesunyian ini...

hmm apa lagi yg aku leh buat dalam kesunyian ini...masa dirasakan terlalu lambat berlalu... punya la aku beria2 nak bgn lambat.. nak bazir masa.. skarang ni pun baru kul 3ptg... ntahla.. i have to think of what to do!!! if not im going to be bored to death!!! erghhh HELP!!!!

malam ni jam 12tghmalam hampir seluruh seluruh warga kampung yg ada ni akan ke london untuk meneruskan perjalanan menginvade europe plak... hmm yg kitaorg ni duk la kat kampung yg sunyi ni.. jadi penunggu kampung la kita! takpe la korang...malam ni kita gi enjoy!! kita gi tgk wayang lagi...pastu balik tu..kita sambung movie kat rumah plakk...tadi dah kutip semua DVD kan?erkk pastu? tido la apa lagi?? hmm rancangan esok?....esok je la kita pikir...kluar gi town ngan faizan ok gak [aku malas..tapi kang ada jek yg gila duk umah sorang2]. hmm jom la kita gi ASDA lagi..pegi beli pizza lagi.. asyik makan jek! tapi takpe..winter is knocking on the door.. its getting cold these days.. but the sun is still shining brightly! so kena la stock up...nanti lapor kebulur tgh2 malam payah plakk.. hehehe

rasanya itu je la untuk entree kali ni... masih menghitung saat dan waktu untuk rancangan seterusnya.. ku biarkan waktu berlalu perlahan, meruntun jiwa, memang! tapi itu saja yg termampu oleh diri ini... begini rupanya jika hidup dlm kesepian...dan sesungguhnya ini sahaja yg ku sanggup tempuhi...keluarkan aku dari belenggu sepi ini!!!!

1st entree: tribute to MicRa n cLiO

erghh i miss those two cuties so damn much!!! i cant deny that i have had the greatest weekend with those two n my friends. it was worth the travel, trouble n sweat.its the best excursion ever..the weather was the nicest, and the sky was the bluest i have ever seen in the UK, and the scenary along the way was like in painting n pictures i had seen in my dreams.. it was totally great.St. Ives, claimed to be one of the best beach in UK, was and still is just plain spectacular! we, sophy, sally, awok n me [minus abah who will be holidaying in rome n spain, laylee who is spending the rest of the break in M'sia, and Faizan, sorry dude! u got to work!] are planinng to go again and really enjoy the cold artic water n play in the softest beach sand in UK really soon, in this 3 weeks holiday.and the breat taking cliff n sea view in Lands End was magnificent. God's greatest masterpiece.. the sunsets was beautiful! i had really enjoy the journey.. super thanks to the 2 drivers for driving us the whole day,

Faizan, who drove the red Clio most of the time..

n Laylee who drove the silver Micra

and special thanks to Sophy, Awok [who had the chance to practice her driving while the two cuties was still with us] sally, and abah [a great co-driver you are!!] and deepest thanks to Kak Has n Kak faizah who came all the way from cardiff to spend the weekend wit us..i hope the enjoyed the excursion as much as i did..cos it was totally great!!!

guys can we please do that again....please guys!!! pretty pleaseeeee!!!

so thats how the most boring holiday is going to start..now i have nothing else to do.. maybe i should write more..for the fact the reason i moved to blogspot was to make my blogging career more serious. i spend countless hours cracking my head reading the HTML codes when what i should be doing was cracking my head with the complex nature of vocabulary! ahaks!! hmm i dont think im going to change any part of this blog for quite sometime now... not in this near future!hope meriah la my blog...[hoping for my close friends to visit it always..nGeee!!] hmm i guess thats it. i will be spending the holiday quietly in this village. the rest of the penduduk in this village is going to conquer europe soon. and if Faizan is not coming for dinner, it will be the four of us...like old times before all this started! the good old time..it was good then, but it was great when, abah, laylee then latest faizan joined us...hmm thanks guys!!

the cute silver Micra KD54 BUJ park infront of h33

the red Clio NX05 YZR wit Sally [tukang cuci kreta...ahaks =P]

im missing Micra n Clio now..and now im going to miss the presents of laylee n abah...infact i already miss them! abah is going to spend 3 weeks in rome n spain without us...while laylee will enjoy company of the hot sun and midvalley in M'sia... just dont forget to bring back ole2 for us back home ya!! [who is at home? laylee in M'sia or kitaorg in UK? ahaks!!!]hmm too much missing going to be in this 3 weeks.. but whatever it is...smile eQin smile...and keep on smiling...coz Sophy, Sally, and Wok will rock ur days..Lets Gone gurls...Lets have fun like old times... :D shine will the sun..shining upon our life... Have fun everyone!!! soon the summer will be over and winter is knocking on the door...