it has been awhile...isnt it?

yup it has been a while, since i last wrote in english, since i wrote a decent entree for this blog.. nGee..life has been upside down, bumpy ride really. but all that doesnt affect me that much. my life as adult has just began... i think im doing slightly above the ok line.. so looking forward to a better me really and im working really hard towards it.. but ya.. old habits die hard!! it is really tough trying to kick the old habits.. and i have been cheating on my new routine for quite a few times now.. hehehe lucky me i do have friends who support me..thanks guys!!

another thing is, i would like to apologise to my friends in Malaysia..cos i appear to be online but i am not in my room most of the times. and i have to tell u guys, that i have been super busy lately.. i do miss u guys!! i miss to chat wit u guys.. anyway, my 3 weeks holiday will be here soon..so i will spend time with u guys ok? i miss u guys so badly...huhuhu..

basically, i do not have a specific topic that interest me.. really, my life is live by daily basis..so thats why i write things that happen to me on specific days.. i envy to those who really think of some serious stuff and then share it.. currently the bond of friendship is kind of the in thing for me. one reason to think about it is to put my mind off those cute and cuddly babies back home in Malaysia..and the fact that i wont be attending my brother's wedding..and perhaps both of my brothers. ergghh...how on earth could u guys do this to your sweet, lovely, little sister who have been loving u guys all this while??? but ya..go ahead.. get married and be happy..just dont forget to prepare my Gen2 by the time i get back home huh!!!???? =D

life updates. im still working on the 2 assignments and its now seems like never ending. more..the GET assingment is now really getting on my nerves really. it really bugs me..erghh must get rid of it...FAST!!! i still havent started studying for the exam. the routine im in now really make me feel super tired sometimes.. but what the heck! life is not a leisure! so i do hope the next time i write my blog entree..more good news of my life will be able to put into wrtting. for now i have to settle for this.. and ya..

may tomorrow brings more reasons to live life to the fullest!! =)

its the 50th entree n a quiet day

yup its my 50th entree..and im thinking of moving to blogspot or blogdrive soon.. hehehe.. im hoping to do it so that my blogging world could be more serious. another reason for it is because the limited pictures that could be uploaded to this blog..anyway, the idea of moving just pop up like less then 10hours ago..so maybe like... before my 100th entree maybe..yup still hoping!!

anyway, today is a very quiet day.. no one at home really.. had class till 3.30 this afternoon. then, sally n abah went to the barbican theatre thingy, sophy was in her room, mc woo as well...and laylee wasnt feeling very well.. and faizan did not come for dinner today bcos he had some other stuff to do. so there goes, all the reasons to smile today! the fact it rained this evening make it a little more than bored. it was depressing!! erghh it is!!!maybe everyone was a little tired for the fact we went out last night witnessing the best moments in my life!! its like a dream come true.. i totally love it!! the firework championship was absobloominglutely wonderful, marvelous, and exciting!!! it was just plain extravaganza! fariza joined us there.. it is super great!!!

i think thats it for this 50th entree..erghh i think i wasted this entree.. but thats it. my life today is plain n quiet...never had this much of quietness at home lately..it feels really weird! i hope tomorrow could be much more than this..maybe its true that our mood for the day somehow a little affected by the weather [trying to blend in with the locals huh??? ahaksss] so, thats all for tonight! i do hope to write more tomorrow..err maybe i wont be able to write that much this few days..not till i have finish cracking my head with all the grammartical item for the exam next week. erghh got to get rid of it FAST!!!! rite till then, take care, stay safe!

may tomorrow bring all the happiness in my love ones life =D may tomorrow the sun will shine brightly to h33 family...erggh i miss u guys terribly today!!! =(

kenapa ekk??

kenapa dalam dunia ni ada manusia yg suka nak lukakan hati org lain? yg lebih best lagi kenapa dalam dunia ni ada manusia yg suka nak tgk org2 yg aku sayang bersedih dan menangis, suka nak sakitkan hati diaorg?? kenapa? kenapa? dan kenapa?

aku tak kisah kalau ada org nak buat aku sedih dan marah...sbb aku boleh tahan punya! aku akan komplen sana sini..tapi aku tak simpan dalam hati.. aku tak terseksa dgn perbuatan org2 yg sedemikian! sbb aku dah immune!! tau tak?? dah tak de effect lagi pada emosi aku...TAPI ada beberapa orang kawan aku [the closest blood i have at the moment..] yg tak macam tu.. diaorg bukan la lemah, malah lebih kuat dari aku.. sbb diaorg slalu tak tunjuk yg diaorg sedih dan marah,tak pernah nak komplen cam aku.. tapi yg aku tak suka sbb diaorg terseksa sorang2...aku bukan la nak diaorg cakap kat aku ke apa ke. sbb kalau diaorg cakap kat aku pun, aku leh tolong dengar je..bukan aku leh buat apa pun..nak bagi nasihat pun tak reti. al maklum la aku ni useless sket[hehhee..tak leh stress! nanti exploded!] tapi yg aku tak suka ialah kenapa sibuk nak tgk org lain sedih...aku tak suka tau tak!!! sbb aku sayang diaorg..aku nak diaorg happy...aku nak AMIR, SOPHY, SALLY, MEK WOO, LAYLEE, FAIZAN, UMMI, BAYA, HUDA, MARIAM, HANI, RINA, FARA, INTAN, NIEZA, dan lain2 [ramai lagi sebenarnya kawan2 aku]HAPPY!!!! sbb biarla aku je yg buat diaorg sedih [tu pun bukan aku sengaja la..sorry ekk! ]cukupla aku je.. biar aku je yg menjadi masalah dalam hidup diaorg.. itu pun dah cukup banyak dah! they always [never fails to] put a smile on my face and in my heart... they deserve the same!! kadang2 aku tak mampu nak pulangkan senyuman itu kepada mereka... jadi aku hanya berharap kepada manusia2 lain yg sudi untuk menggembirakan hati mereka.. so, kepada manusia yg suka nak buat org yg aku sayang ni bersedih... sila BLAH sekarang jugak!! [ni dah start nak jadi keji la plakk kan??]

kepada manusia2 yg suka nak baca blog aku ni..tima kasih! jadi..tolong take note! ok? hmm luahan hati yg spontan.. sorry la kalau ada yg terasa.. pendam memendam perasaan ni tak baik! so meh la aku luahkan...sebelum aku explode. lagi satu, entree ni ditulis with no one particular in mind. so it is for general viewing. tontonan umum [cam cerita wayang plakk, ermm korang, bila nak gi tgk wayang lagi???-dalam waktu sekarang ni aku tak leh stress..nanti meletup!! payah!!].

semoga hari esok aku mampu nak siapkan esaimen sebelum aku pegi tgk firework championship!! yeay yeay yeay!!! ngeee sukanya saya...saya suka tgk lampu, bintang, dan benda2 yg bercahaya ni[dah lama tak nampak bintang.. huhuhu] dah lama saya tak buat benda2 camtu... *sob sob* gambar adalah hiasan semata2.. hehehe BUNNY pun terpaksa turun padang sbb takut aku meletup... *exploded* akibat the complex nature of vocabulary..

semoga hari esok lebih indah dan ceria..dan semoga hari esok saya mampu bangun pagi dengan lebih bersemangat untuk memulakan hari dgn lebih ceria..[supaya peristiwa pagi tadi tak berulang!!hampeh sungguh la..] =D

segalanya kerana mu.. Dr. FAIZAN!!!

terimbau kenangan lalu..

kenangan indah aku dahulu

kenangan yg telah lama ku tinggalkan

terimbau rindu ku

rindu akan gelak tawa bersama

rindu yg telah lama bertapak dihati..

semuanya kerana mu Dr.Faizan...

kenangan aku mengaras periuk hangus yg hitam legam

kenangan aku menjadi junior, diusik oleh senior2ku...

rindu ku bila ku ulang kenangan itu pada junior2ku

rindu akan junior2 yg menjadi mangsaku...

hehehe..apa da..jiwang plakk..tapi mmg betul pun! dulu time aku slalu pegi camping.. slalu gak la malam2 kena garas periuk.. tak sangka bila dah sampai UK ni aku still lagi kena garas periuk hangus yg hitam legam! semalam faizan masak nasi dalam rice cooker sampai hangus nasi tomatonyer... ntahla kenapa tapi mujur sedap!! mmg sedap la..tak rasa hangus pun..rupa je hitam sket. bak kata abang opie terlebih karbon... tapi aku rasa yg lebih best lagi.. dah hampir 3/4 aku ngan laylee garas periuk tu, baru la cik sepiah a.k.a sophie tu nak ingat petua yg dia penah baca iaitu pakai bicarbonate of soda! hmm ye kawan2 dan para pembaca sekalian..lenkali kalau ada periuk yg hangus hitam legam, sila guna bicarbonate of soda untuk membantu menghilangkan kerak yg hangus dlm periuk tu ekk...

selain itu, aku nak cak ap gak yg hari ni aku ada kelas selama sejam jer. dah tu kelas ngan pempuan tu plak...hampeh sungguh la. dan yg lebih bestnyer...aku terpaksa rombak esaimen aku semula..kira2 cam start at square 2 la... mujur bukan square 1..kalau tak, aku balik shopping kat berjaya times square la kalau camtu!! hehehe lepas kelas tu, kitaorg amik gambar untuk sambutan hari kebangsaan yg ke..errr jap ekk nak kira!! err.. yg ke 48 kot! hampeh sungguh la anak Mesia yg sorang ni.tapi aku dgn maha bersemangatnya pakai la baju kebaya.. selain itu, aku juga berjaya meng-ignore waktu study aku petang tadi..hahaha..pastu ajak laylee ngan sophie pi main bola kat padang.... pastu malam plak aku sambung la study selama 2jam lagi.....itu je la kehidupan aku untuk hari ini..

semoga hari esok matahari terus bersinar ceria di langit dan di hatiku... semoga cahaya matahari itu mampu memberikan aku cahaya untuk menyiapkan esaimen aku yg 2 bijik tu...erggghh dateline dah dekat! alamak matilah aku... =P

wah sudah setengah tahun berlalu???

huhuhu..hari ni 14 February ehh 14 August..[silap bulan daa..] maka genap lah 6bulan aku dan kenkawan berada di bumi peti sejuk yg kadang2 sejuk dan pada kadang lain pulak tak berapa nak sejuk...hmm tak sangka ekk dah 6 bulan rupanya. sekejap jer.. tu je la nak cakap, ahaks!!!

hari ni aku habiskan dengan meletupkan kepala otak aku dengan the complex nature of vocabulary. hmm aku pun tak tau la apasal..asal aku bukak je buku nak baca, terus sakit kepala, ala2 tension gitu..bila aku tutup je buku, terus sakit kepala tu hilang. hampeh sungguh la... apa yg aku dapat hari ni?

• vocabulary is complex by its nature [sapa suruh gatai pi mintak nak buat vocabulary hari tu???kan ke dah membunuh diri sendiri hari ni??]
• grammar and vocabulary has been fighting for their place in the classroom [apply to me and laylee only.if this is the case..what am i doing studying wit laylee the grammarian?hehehehe =P]
• the first formal dictionary is produce in 1604 by Robert Cawdery titled A Table of Alphabetical [aku pun tak tau apa kena mengena ngan esaimen aku..ahaks!!!]

hmm selain itu...aku baru je dapat gambar ni, ni adalah gambar aku on my birthday. hmm upacara membaling tepung.. huhuhu sadis gila!!! siap kena renjis ngan air skali.. mujur la besday aku..tak agak2 betul la budak2 ni. yang lebih sadis...waaa...baju baru aku!!! baju beli kat old traford, manchester!! official merchandise tu..

pastu ni plakk gambar aku ngan 7 orang puteri on our international night, juga on my birthday! dan yg lebih best lagi.. sepanjang malam sebelum birthday aku, dan sepanjang hari birthday aku.. aku dok buat costume diaorang untuk malam tu... amacam? cun tak? mesti la cun...kalau sophy masak dengan kasih sayang..aku buat costume tu dengan kaseh cayang jugak tau!!! hehehe...

ok la, aku nak tido dah...erghh besok nak kena ngadap pempuan tu lagi..dah la esaimen aku separuh pun belum.. lantak la apa dia nak cakap! aku buat pun mujur.. lagi best, aku datang kelas pun dah kira nasib baik tau tak!!!! kalau tak kerana aku ni budak baek [uwekkk..baek la sangat!!!] dah lama aku ponteng kelas ko!! hmm itu je la untuk malam ni..

semoga hari esok menjanjikan seribu lagi harapan untuk hidup! =)