sucker

hahaha...im a true sucker for many things.

first im a great sucker to nice smelling shampoo, shower gel and body lotion. and i found a local brand smell as nice as Body Shop and The Natural Source but cost a fraction. local homegrown products. im loving it so much till i feel like want to buy the whole range!

BIOVALLEY

i found the product at their booth in Midvalley Exhibition Centre after me n hubby house hunting at the next door exhibition room.

i bought a strawberry shampoo n a Rosemary shower gel. SANGAT SUKA!! i will definately get the rest of the range esp the milk shower foam!! owhh cant wait.


next. im a great sucker for cheap clothes. my clothes comes from everywhere! i mean everywhere.. inc pasar malam, small boutiques, cheap shops, factory outlets etc.

and my current fav mall is Berjaya Times Square. i found tonnes and tonnes of clothes and gorgeous stuff. i used to buy shoes and bags there.. but somehow the shoes and bags fail to turn me on.. must be the season. huhu.. hope to buy a new bag really sooon. and i found a super bag shop there... i definately will drag hubby to BTS! really sooooooon.



im also a sucker for pretty shoes. i adore shoes. soo bad. i bought shoes like i buy ice creams.. my shopping outing resulting with only 2 pairs. but im happy! looking foward to buy more shoes.

ours

Yesterday, we spend aboout half a day at Midvalley house hunting. and about 5.30pm today,we paid RM2k to book a house in Selayang. after about 8months house hunting, we found one which is about 80% of our dream house look like.



we didnt have much time to hesitate or think. there is only 1 unit left for the layout that we are interested in. the rest are all sold. tho we do have other units with different layout to consider but after careful considerations of pros n cons, we liked ours best. i care more of the interior layout, hubby care of the position of the unit on the building. so we carefully consider both point of view and we are happy with the choice.



its small, its cosy, its going to be our own little crib. measuring about 1049sqf with 3 bedrooms and 2 baths. it has good size living n dining and the kitchen is not bad too... now, i should really learn about kitchen cabinet and colour scheme and layout and interior designing. hhahaha...



due completion July 2011 which gives us ample time to prepare. and about 4 months for us to fully furnish the whole house before we move in. So quite a perfect timing.

so now im going to do a little bit of window shopping online.. before i go shopping with Julie! yahooooooo...

will update again soon...now hubby ada internet oredi...=D hehehe

*dizzy*

i had the worse headache of the year for many reasons. huhu

on Sunday, the moment i sit in the car before we went to do some errands i said

me: ayang, b rasa cam tak sihat ler.. nak demam. [being the caring hubby.. he touch my forehead...]
him: ha ah ler. panas.. jom g klinik.

that last sentence, aku sedikit meragui kebaik hatian dia sebab few days before he did said 'dah lama kita tak berING' which means it has been awhile since any of us use our ING card. heh *snort*

So due to the high fever, i had a killer headache for more than 24hours.

then, today im back in school. i was still *tingtong* after the high fever that hit me.. looking at my desk the headache suddenly rises a bit and when i had to arrange the kid to their new class it went craaaaazzzzyyyyyyyyyy...huhu

then about 1.50pm hubby called. said he has to turn off the phone and surrender it to the counter as he is going off shore for 3 days!!!!!

owh suddenly i fell like im off balance. huhu.

please pray for hubby. its raining season now. pray he go and come back safely and ontime!

missing him already~~~~

update.

last week, friday, my school had our anual dinner. in swiss garden. the food was ok-ish. but my table was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too noisy and we had a good laugh. it was sooo fun.

and last week too julie came to kuantan with abang Rahim. it was good to get to see him. cos we have not met since i finished studying back in 2007.. and more it was great to be able to hang out like we used to with huda n julie! i had wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so much fun!!! heheh

but its going to be a quiet weekend this week. its Adik's last weekend before her SPM exam. besar dah adik aku..which really translate to tua dah aku!!! huhu

exam's over last week. so its a mad week this week... pulang buku text, amik buku text baru, tanda kertas, key in markah, berebut PC yang satu, printer wat hal, update buku laporan, fail peribadi, etc etc... gilo apo??? huhu...

next week is final week before the school holidays!!! yipee!! and my days are filled with lots of things to do..hehhehehe...and books to read!


owh cant wait to fly to the land below the winds =)

wrong

just plain wrong.

i have spent the last 5 minutes to find a bigger word for the title. it was and still is my own little gratification to have a one word title for every post. hehe.

a little off track.
when i have to check the online dictionary for words, it a big sign that i have not spend the last couple of months reading a good book! huhuhu

im here to tell and spill that what i did for the last couple of weeks is ethically wrong and professionally shameful.

i am a teacher.

tho i am not the most dedicated teacher in the whole world, i still want to be a damn good one.

tho it is not my choice to be a teacher, i still want to make the most of it.

tho i may not be a teacher for a long time, but i might still be..but i want to make the difference in the lives that i taught and going to teach.

thats why when i walk into the class, i expect the kids to gain something from the hour i spend for them that day. i take my job seriusly and i want to see the fruits of my labour.

i am not just happy on pay day..
but i am the most happy
when my kids already know how to read and spell correctly.
when they get good grades.
when they are in good behaviour, walk properly in lines
when they remember to switch off the fan and lights when they leave the class
when they say 'Miss Yaqin cantik la hari ni....' hehe that was just me and my ego...=p


thats the joy of being the teacher.

since April i have to teach this one class of Y3. its the last class and damn it was really hard. everytime i walk out of that class, my blood pressure and stress level rises... huhu but the timetable changes from mid July till about early October..when the class was broken up and i get to teach Y2. For a while i was happy as a bee.

but the timetable revert to the previous one and i am back again. it was really a struggle. im always mad and grumpy everytime i came out of the class...

until one day i punish 7 boys to stand in the store room while i check the rest of the class's work. while i was teaching i heard they were laughing and having a good time. immediately i know, it was not my best choice of punishment. their behaviour really struck me that i have failed to be their teacher and to the rest of the class.

i came out of the class with tears running down my cheek because i failed. i talk to a couple of colleagues. they say i should not take it too much to the heart. it is bad for me.

and so.. i decided to not to talk to them, the 7 boys, anymore. lantak ler nak blaja ke tidak ke.. nak buat keje ke, tidak ke.. up to u. i only nod or shake my head. not even eye contact. i have done more than what i can.

not right, i know. ethically and profesionally. i shoudnt but i did it anyway. im not the slightest proud of what i did and i am actually ashamed of what i did. but i did it for my sanity.

after 2 days, i have realise that by ignoring the 7 stooges, i can actually help the rest of the class. i can actually do some real teaching. teaching English to the kids.

i am more at peace now. tho i still dread going to the class, i now walk out of the class without adding a few more lines to my face and a few more inch at my waist.

but it is still WRONG.

tell me how i can make it right again? tell me how i can be a better teacher?