Monday, October 30, 2006

hiburan minggu ini

huahuahua....macam rancangan tb pojaan nenek aku laks...[sememangnyer nenek aku suka menonton rancangan itu...uhuk]

hehe...apa ada dengan internet...sudah dua hari aku tidak mengonlinekan diri~~

lebih 24jam aku tak online kat ym...
lebih 24jam aku tak masuk friendster
lebih 24jam aku tak check email
lebih 24jam aku tak bukak blog sendiri
lebih 24jam aku tak kenal apa itu internet~~


ni pun ehsan mc woo...laptop ku masih berkampong di drawing room... malas nak bawak naik.. aku malas nak dok bilik..*wink wink* i bet everybody loves raymond knows why.. huehuehue

konon2 nak buat keje tapi~~ huahuahua... *sengih sengih sengih lagi~~*

.....hari ni hari yg sangat indah.. hari ni mmg cerah..sgt cun...setelah semlm sangat foggy... misty...cam dok kat fairyland


ada 3 perkare yg buat hari ni sangat indah tak hengat~~~

1. aku telah mencekik nasi yg sangat banyak tak hengat...sampai aku sendiri plus kenkawan risau+takjub dgn kemampuan makan aku hari ini... [woo kata sbb aku dah start wat keje..cengini gemuk le aku..sbb lom buat lagi..baru konon buat jek...]

2. aku telah menglaundrykan baju2ku sebanyak 4 mesin.. huahua... aku budget sampai balik ar tak laundry dah...huahauhua...
3. ehem ehem.... project mega telah berlaku di bilik gerakan semalam...huehuehue

...baru tadi sal kata sekarang musim rambutan ek kat mesia~~~ biasanya kalau musim rambutan.. musim batuk ngan sakit tekak turut hadir sama....tapi nih...sampai ke UK musim sakit tekak.. batuk2...huahuahua...aku dah nak baik...tapi kawan2 baru nak kena...tu le..share lagi sudu mkn aiskrim ngan aku semlm...=P nasib baik tak kena HIV...huahuahuaa...

....but babes...i know how we felt...but remember...revenge best serveD cold..... teeeheeeeheee...

sesungguhnye aku sangat menyanyangi kawan2 aku...korang mmg best tau~~cayang korang.. macam2 idea kuar...isk isk kalau la korang leh bagi idea untuk D***** [perkataan ini telah di ban dari blog aku..] kan lebih best...T_T
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isk...aku perlu kembali ke dunia sebenar...

amendalah aku ni...

merepek sungguh le...

disclaimer: blog ini ditulis dengan influence yg sungguh kuat dari project manager...huehue aku lah sexytary terhebat abad ini...huarrgghhhh~~~ *lari lari....budak2 ni kejor....*

this blog is not to be continueD~~~


kuang kuang...ni kang ada plak org nak kata aku copycat dia nih..


Friday, October 27, 2006

progress...

hiatus.. [go check own meaning la..malas sudah mau copy...dictionary.com]


no progress wat so ever~~~

huarghh

since last...erm....was it like last tuesday...i mean 17th of Oct...huhu...

at this rate~~ i might have to extend my degree another year~~

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otak flooded with kuah kacang~~~


apsal rasa cam nak mkn mcm2 nih...

huhu...




worst of all....



....im not feeling very well~~~


=(

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

[Emptiness]

[from dictionary.com]

1.containing nothing; having none of the usual or appropriate contents: an empty bottle.
2.vacant; unoccupied: an empty house.
3.without cargo or load: an empty wagon.
4.destitute of people or human activity: We walked along the empty streets of the city at night.
5.destitute of some quality or qualities; devoid (usually fol. by of): Theirs is a life now empty of happiness.
6.without force, effect, or significance; hollow; meaningless: empty compliments; empty pleasures.
7.not employed in useful activity or work; idle: empty summer days.
8.Mathematics. (of a set) containing no elements; null; void.
9.hungry: I'm feeling rather empty—let's have lunch.
10.without knowledge or sense; frivolous; foolish: an empty head.
11.completely spent of emotion: The experience had left him with an empty heart. –verb (used with object)

12.to make empty; deprive of contents; discharge the contents of: to empty a bucket.
13.to discharge (contents): to empty the water out of a bucket. –verb (used without object)
14.to become empty: The room emptied rapidly after the lecture.
15.to discharge contents, as a river: The river empties into the sea. –noun
16.Informal. something that is empty, as a box, bottle, or can: Throw the empties into the waste bin.



another a word a day...

right now..its emptiness.. everything except my room~ to be exact.. my room floor..is full of my baju2..huhu...tak kemas gak lagi~~haih~~~sepah...sepah...sepah lagi..sronok tol sepah2 barang nih...

kosong~~ empty..that includes..my bank account...my dissie..my heart and my mind... my everything...and my tummy too~~~ lapor~~~

pssst babes: sementara aku takde mood nak wat keje nih..meh le aku wat jump start project tuh..huhu...aku takle pandai...tapi leh le sket2..hehe.. ;))

huehuehue....

agak2 Liz impress tak kalau aku antor seme ni kat dia?


my life does not revolve around this...i have a life...my life is exciting...my life is great...my life is is for me to live...huarrghhh...this is taking too much of my time~~~ adios..

i have a party to attend tonite.. must get ready~~~

princess in green tonite...just like last year...T_T

Monday, October 23, 2006

Malam Raya 2006

its half past 9pm..im alone and im in Chopstix Bayswater in London...

wat the heck? huhuhuhu... kjap lagi nak tapau chopstix...leh wat supper..=P sambil baca buku eddie gravie...huhuhu...keje tak wat lagi....T_T

tghhari kuar ukur london...then buka puasa...then gi makan banana split..erk..apa kes malam raya makan banana split?? ikut le...budget nak layan ice kacang...takde plak...sian dia..nanti mlm kang ada jek yg tak tido~~huehuehue...=P

tadi aku dah dgr lagu raya...takbir raya...etc etc..tapi tak rasa pun cam raya...i guess wat makes it feels like festive season is the people around u.. =l

im sure the babes back in marjon are having a blast of time..simpan la makanan tuh untuk aku sket k?? love u babes soo much~~

....oh ye...London to Sheffield: cubaan membuat aku dengki dgn text2 menu oleh meal sponser ko tuh gagal ok?? huehueue....tak dengki pun...makan le..ohh makan kan la untuk aku skali..=P

ada 30min lagi...apa ek nak tulis...

takde apa dah eh nak tulis...kang aku tulis dissie baru ye..huhuhu... bila la aku nak jumpa liz nih..T_T raya pun aku terkenang kan dia... sedih siot..tu baru ye sedih.....

k le...saya mau balik ke bilik sudah~~ nak wat reading sket...hopefully ada le yg baik hati nak call aku malam nih...hehehe...free minit bnyk tuh...ribu2...tipon le...simpan wat pe..buang duit jek...abiskan meh..hehe =P

selamat hari raya semua...esok semayang raya kat MSD...and makan2 pun kat msd...then petang aku pulang ke plymouth...selasa keje..rabu bersedia tuk ngadap liz...T_T mampukah??...

aku tamau jumpa liz....

roger and out 9.50pm

Saturday, October 21, 2006

my obligatory raya post [maafkan daku...]

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
i held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase...






.... ini pilihan aku...aku tahu...ramai yg berkecik hati dengan pilihan aku...





Q:eQin...are u ok?
A: No I am not ok.




im so sorry... for those who feel hurt for what i choose.. bukan la niat nak meminggirkan... sekadar mencari ruang untuk bernafas...

maafkan aku...


Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin


buat Mama, Papa, Aja, Joe, Kak Yan, Adik..and my unborn niece/nephew~~ cant wait to raya with u =) pray for my health success, and safety...

buat warga rumah33... teman2 seMarjon...teman2 sePlymouth dan mereka di seluruh UK... London, Cardiff, Soton, Manchester, Sheffield, Notts, Birm, Leeds, Ireland, etc etc...eh ramai le plak...

mereka di Ausie and NZ...sempat ke korang balik raya kat rumah??~~~ isk isk..tak aci betul

mereka di serata Malaysia...nantikan kepulangan aku~~~

buat para blogger sekalian~~~ maka aktiviti blogging akan terhenti selama seminggu~~~ flooded wit rendang

and buat semua pembaca nurulyaqin.blogspot.com...

~~ Terima Kasih kerana sudi melawat~~


special to Fariza and Shahril: Selamat Pengantin Baru... ;)

tahun ni saya raya makan rendang Dissertation jek...nanti minggu depan saya bawak rendang tu ngan ketupat untuk Liz...sambil mkn leh ckp2 pasal dissie kan liz kan..kan?? T_T








'small but biG, fake but real, crazy but nice, retarded but awesome family'





.... dear heart.......please heal...