till we meet again...

so this is the last entree for this year.. as i am going away for my winter holiday and we will only be back after new year. im going away for 16days! longest trip ever.. ohh our trip has never been this long before. the longest was our summer holiday.. almost 10days and i bloody hell miss home!

here is my tentative.. hope everything goes well...

20-24 Dec: London

24-26Dec: Oxford

26-31Dec: Glasgow

01-04Jan: Edinburgh

So..with this holiday, i more or less cover the UK..leaving Northern Ireland yet to be conquer by us. and soon...insyAllah..if the money permits, i will conquer Europe! i dont really fancy travelling but it is such fun to actually be on a holiday and trips on your own with friends. and get to see places.. beautiful places.. breathtaking magnificient views..the experience of getting lost in great cities, separated from friends and make new friends.. and within this holiday i really wish i could make more great friends..

the last holiday, everyone went out from this village.. leaving us behind. this time round almost everyone including us..are away.. to all sorts of different places in UK and europe. some are going to Spain[just gone...have fun girls!!!]..some are going to Germany...some are going to Scotland [thats me!!!] some will be in London [again???]..Manchester... and if u are to stay behind..ohh do enjoy yourself!! im sure christmas will be great in Plymouth!!! no worries..

so to all my fellow friends[warga kampung..] enjoy this last holiday while we are still on our own, without the juniors tailing behind! believe me... its not going to snow next year!!! erkk i mean.. its not going be us alone anymore. how much fun will it be? will we have those pot-luck makan2 again? will Notts finally be a dream come true? well, people say the more the merrier. how true will that be..
what ever it is..
do take care guys!!!stay warm!! it will be freezing.. be good...dont be notty! a great reminder to those who are going to germany.. red district is off the limit ya!! ehek...dont try and be funny ya!!! ohh dont forget some goodies for us ya... gonna miss everyone!! especially ABAH: take care dude! have a nice trip ya.. n FAIZAN: stay warm..and stay sane.. [will he survive 16days without nasi?? we shall see...ehek..!]

i shall be back with loads and loads of news..till then..no update! sorry folks...happy holidays!!

till next year...we shall be reunited again...

i have yet a long journey tomorrow... still alot to do tonite...

ohh yes... enjoy the christmas song i put up.. the best i could find..

MERRY CHRISTMAS

and HAPPY NEW YEAR....

all jumbled up...

Ohh finally…I am not too sick…or too sleepy…or too tired to type an entrée.. finally some time to spend with my darling blog. Heh…not that I am not enjoying the company of my beloved ones! Ohh talking about them..

Happy birthday to Amir a.k.a Lex or more famously known and loved as ABAH…hope u had fun! hehehe.. will this be the first time and the last time we celebrate your birthday together? Hmm hope not…

I had the most wonderful 24hours in my life.. i spend some time in town yesterday.. getting in the spirit of Christmas.. hehe.. take a ride on the Plymouth Eye.. then watched NARNIA.. wow!! ASLAN.. gosh I love that lion!! But to me it wasn’t magical enuf.. it was good tho.. we celebrate Abah’s birthday by *again* upacara baling tepung.. hehe.. note to gang: lenkali kalau nak baling tepung bukan kat dapur.. too much clean up needed! Then we ate the cake sophy bake.. as usual..it was wonderful.. we stayed a bit late.. and be merry.. walaupun semua org dah weng.. *blur…* tak cukup tido..

I woke superbly late.. slept my heart out.. today. We had our Christmas dinner cum birthday dinner cum last family dinner for the year.. Sophy cooked an Eygpt dish..eygpt style lamb for dinner! [wow!!..darah tinggi aku..hehehe] and I think it is as good as the one we ate in Porta Tunisia Cardiff. Sedap ooo!!! superbly sedap kambenG we had for dinner...puas hati!!

ohh gosh! I cant believe the day is here.. I cant believe that was the last time we sit together and dig in for this year… actually I cant believe that the year has come to an end.. so much had happen.. in the last 24 hours for example. All this and soo much more.. never dreamt any of this before.. never predict any of this before.. ohh I am full of emotions.. right here.. right now..

Tomorrow I still have tonnes to do.. and here is the list.. [why????]

Sort out my laundry..
Do the actual laundry.. note: kutip duit syiling
Kemas bilik.. [why??]
Buat list barang nak bawak pegi … err…trip…. Too many places! Ehek!
Figure out how much can u spend..

So Abah.. u are off to Manchester tomorrow.. so take care! Be good.. don’t be notty esp in Germany.. ehek.. have fun on your trip ya.. don’t forget some goodies for us ok!! See you next year..

So there goes our farewell and see you next year wish… [still unbelieveable…like Journey South tak menang X-factor??????OMG]

I will be needing the energy and time tomorrow.. so off I go to bed.. ohh if u cant find me anywhere tomorrow..check in the wardrobe! I might be in a wonderland..on a date with King Peter! Ehek..after all I am sorting out my laundry tomorrow..hehehe…

home alone for christmas?

hehehe..pretty much we will be. everybody is going back. oohhh!! thats too bad! heh..as if we are going to be around for christmas. my one and only christmas in UK will be celebrated in Oxford. our welfare officer has left us with full two pages of important info to get us through the holiday. that include not only the emergencies numbers but also the opening times of ASDA and TESCO! [have a super wonderful Merry Christmas to Sarah!!!many thanks!].

i wanted to write what i did half an hour before my exam start! and no...i didnt not read my notes! here goes..based on my readings and things i have pick up during discussions along the way..

Constructivist classroom = messy classroom

if we consider 'class' as variable and replace by X

constructivist Xroom = messy Xroom------Eq1

most of us know that

eQin bedroom = messy bedroom

from Eq 1: X is variable.. so replace bed with X

eQin Xroom = messy Xroom----Eq 2

replace it..

eQin Xroom = Constructivist Xroom

do the mathematic hocus pocus [what ever that may be..abah u could give me a hand here!!!]..

eQin = constructivist

[heh!! brilliant isnt it?]

FINALLY!! after soo long...i could came out with a superbly intelligent excuse for leaving my room in a mess!! ohh mom u will ever be so proud of your brilliant daughter!!! ohh i have to go and report this to mom...

MOM...would u listen to this....[hehehe...]

But here I am...

[ya ya...i know...i should be studying for my exam..tomorrow! but here i am...let me make this quick..]

there are a number of things i would like to say..i wish i have the time and energy to really give everything a thought before i actually say it here.. but apparently i am not. not gonna think about it and not gonna say it.

before i actually write this post, i was visiting my dear friends' blogs [happen to be all of us have our own blog..], i know all 5 of us are more or less have the same feelings this week. Suffocated..where the time really look as if its sit still.. i cant believe that its already Wednesday tomorrow! i cant believe that i actually didn't even set my foot out of the front door for 3 days. it is melampau la if i said 'i forgot the sky is blue!' bcos i had my blind open all day yesterday.. but literary yes.. i forgot the sky is blue...and the grass is green.. bcos i was literary glued in my room [no..not studying! doing nothing really...staring blankly at the laptop]. i cant believe that abah has finish his term today!! [jeles jeles..].happy holiday to you...and good luck for my exam tomorrow!! pray!!!

in response to the exam, i havent been studying although i have been sitting infront of the laptop but i keep on surfing here and there. there was a day when i actually bring my notes to the drawing room, in order to refrain me from hook up to the internet.. so i went down, get my self a piece of battered fish, i automatically turn on the TV and unfortunately there is a good drama on TV.. So i end up, watching TV instead of reading my notes.. feeling guilty, i actually did a bit of writing and promise to type the whole essay later that afternoon. but all i did was.. i went through all my photos since the first day i step off the plane in Heathrow. and decided to email this one particular photo to this blog with a caption of 'Resolusi: tiada lagi perjuangan saat akhir'. i get myself thinking.. if thats what i am going to send in.. what am i sitting here doing nothing, while i have tonnes of things to do? well, then again.. i succesfully talk myself into.. well its not yet new year. so, officially, its not official yet! *heh..* well, we will see..

i had my 3rd student liason meeting this afternoon. i cant believe i went to the meeting while i still have a lot to read and straighten out..but i kind of glad i did. well, regret too.. *i can smell the curry sophie is cooking in the kitchen* basically, im glad bcos i can hear some of the important things and info myself. for example: now i know that i exactly [today!! today!!] have another year to live in this superbly great, wonderful, fantabulous, absobloominglutely gorgeous, lovely, stunning, and ever so out-of-this-world magnificent ROOM! [one whole strecth of adjectives for one small noun ehek..]. im going to miss this room!! this is the best room i ever lived in. the bed, the duvet [mana aku nak cari duvet best cam ni lagi???], the closet, the huge table, the sink, the wall, the notice board, the door, and the most important and the one that will be missed the most.. the internet connection! huhuhuhu... exactly another year, i dont think i will be blogging as frequent as now. and i remember the feeling of dont-want-to- get-out-bed this morning.. i was literary hang on to the duvet as if Mom is coming to pull the duvet to get me out of bed[thats how good the duvet is!!]. Ohh GOD!! i dont want to go home yet!! i love living here.. ohh please!! if the urge of living abroad[in UK to be exact!!] as STUDENT really get to me..i might just as well looking for chances to further my study soon. Mom??Dad??[or should i be looking at someone else's mom and dad??] sponser me pleaseee.....huhuhuuhuhu...

as i said.. i have a lot to say.. but my blogging hour has come to the end.. i should really hit the books now. so..shoooh...off u go.. [sorry folks..]

[no title]

i am lazy
i am stupid
i am brainless
i am not pretty
i am a pretender
i am over-sensitive
i am unreasonable
i am self centred
i am self-fish
i am messy
i am helpless
i am untrustable
i am unpredictable
i am not a good friend
i am a bad daughter
i am not agreeable
i am not sensible
i am senseless
i over spend
i can be difficult
i couldnt care less
i cant be depend on
i complaint too much
i dont deserve to be here
i cant work with other people

ohh i am just plain stupid who dont even deserve to be notice..

ignore me!
[shoot me if u can...]

my first shape poem ever!