wat a great day!

this is wat i am talking about...

a great day..
superb!
no dissie...yet..
no liz or steve...
no books..
hanging out...
walking up and down the college like nobody's business
listening to lectures about God..yada yada.. even a talk on Understanding Islam..
wasnt that bad really...it was GREAT!
yeah..it was great

of course it was..
how can you say its not?
when u get to spend whole 6 hours with a bunch of huge, well behave, intelligent, opinionated, and of course CUTE [make that super super CUTE!!!] boys...

especially this particular one..ohh sgt sgt la comel..he is tall with short, blonde hair, blue eyes, and the only one wearing their school uniform ohh sgt kacak..i mean the green tie...oh darling..it suits u best! ohh comel nya awak...

...*drool*

comel seh diaorg nih...

of course in the morning, when i first get them from the porters lodge.. omg! how can they b so huge!!!

i was looking up...and...

Alright guys! Good Morning! would you like to come with me to the Drama Theatre?

gabak ok? besar nak mampus!...huhu rasa cam leh dihempap penyek bila2 masa jek..i was literally midget with these boys..

tapi best gak la...imagine this.. i was walking in front wit my folder..and 22 of these boys are walking behind me...rasa cam bodyguard aku pun ada gak la..hehehe (^_^)

anyway, the best part is... at about 2pm.. i was supposed to take them on a guided campus tour..but i took them up to the SUB instead..hehe..

...dah lama tak hang out kat SUB (^_^)

and i wasnt told that im going to be paid to watch these cute boys play pool!!!!!

so there i was..spending 60mins looking at them play pool while sipping my redbull..

....heaven!

have i told u I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!????

wouldnt it be nice?

...yes

wouldnt it be nice to actually have time to enjoy my remaining days
wouldnt it be nice to actually have time to reflect and report the great time i had
wouldnt it be nice to actually have time to do all this and all that...

huarghhh aku tension la.. there are alot of things happen lately...good and bad.. happy and sad..

memories.. the ones that i cherish!

the most important thing of all...walaupun aku menyampah, sakit hati, tension, etc etc bila kena paksa wat dissie nih.. tapi...

bila masa lagi nak tgk aku dok library dari 10pagi sampai 7 petang???
bila masa lagi nak tgk aku pegi library on a saturday n sunday???
....sampai makcik ngan pakcik kat library tu kenal aku dah...
bila masa lagi nak tgk aku mengadap buku dari pagi sampai ke malam???
bila masa lagi nak tgk aku pinjam buku sampai berbelas2???
...baca nyer tak jugak..wat tadah abuk jek..
bila masa lagi nak tgk aku luangkan masa dengan liz tetiap minggu???
bila masa lagi nak tgk aku meminjam articles dgn hebatnyer???

...aku terpaksa akui...

the process of writing this dissertation...

although it is not wat i would say the best learning experience...but i must say its the most memorable one!

...huarghhh...sibuk2 nak reflect plak...gi siapkan tuh!!!! chapter 2 pun tak abis2 lagi..dari summer..masuk autumn...ni dah nak masuk winter dah..tak siap2 gak lagi..

T_T bila nak abis ni...


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


...tak...tak sama..aku wat topic bodo2 jek..aku evaluate textbook jek.. aku tak wat psychology.. aku tak wat pasal motivation.. [tapi apasal le liz suruh aku susah2 gi baca buku pasal psychology for language teachers and motivational strategy in language classroom??? pelik pelik..siap recommend kat aku..bagi pinjam lagi..huhu...] anyway, aku ni tak critical...topic aku ni simple2 jek.. T_T nak wat camne..

demmit!

...let it go eqin
...u still have another chapter to complete.. and thats like another 3000 words to write..


See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive


alive?

...kill, kill, die, die....

doomed day

...and i shall be free from that day onwards~~~


countdown: 14days to live or die


...it depends on how u look at it


progress: 5k to go...half way..and it took me 6 weeks to do that...


but i only hav 14days left...



MATI LA GUE CAMNI!!!!!!!

countdown: 23days to live

i have spend a few quality hours in the library... doing work the D thing.. it used to be at a snail speed... last week they say we have to start pakai gear 5 dah nih.. huhu..i said at this state..i might need to use engine turbo....T_T

but the truth is from today onwards... i need this...

supersonic range...

...dont bother to ask.... i have no idea wat the heck is this...i save it bcos

a) jadi bahan blogging..
b) its a cool pix...dont u think so...and here is another one....

....dont know wat it is...

but cool isnt it? nice colours...hehe.. and it looks like a bird...(^_^)

anyway, i took these graphs from an aerodynamic design simulation programme...

...ok saya mau sambung perjuangan...


progress: 5700...lagi...T_T

All my bags are packed ...T_T

......So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go...




Finally... It has been confirmed....

From: Arniza Mahamad Fazim [Our Scholarship Officer]
To: allen mah [My Group Rep]
Sent: Wednesday, November 1, 2006 2:09:17 AM
Subject: Re: marjon cohort 1

Hi allen,

Your departure date is 29 December 2006. MAS agent will courier the tickets to Paul Gentle. You can get the tickets from Paul. I think the tickets will be ready by Middle of
Dec.Tq

Arniza

[....er...lagi satu cik jaja...duit elaun saya mana ek?? takut mati kebuluran..tak sempat nak balik jek..T_T]
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less than 2 months now...
the next 24days will be spent doing the D thing..
then the Folio thingy due on the 8th of Dec...
then the 3 hour exam on the 12th of Dec..
then the packing of those remaining boxes..15th of Dec
then i will spend my remaining days in the UK... activities to be arranged soon
[psstt: shopping spree kat London jadi tau...hehehe...nanti plan betul2 k?]

...rasa macam baru jek aku sampai dalam kegelapan malam on 14February 2005 kat marjon nih...

2nd day in Plymouth..

...dah nak balik dah...T_T


scroll down to the end of the page to see how long i have before im leaving on the jet plane...

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Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Close your eyes
I'll be on my way.............